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Chapter 3: a sacrifice for future’s sake

Merlin returns from his work for Arthur to his chambers and finds Gaius sitting over some big, old dusty বই searching for an answer for the sudden illness of King Uther.
“Have আপনি found anything yet?” Merlin asks.
“No, not yet” Gaius says and closes the book he was reading.
“I can’t find any physical reason. It must’ve been the shock. But I really don’t know…”
Merlin recognises a change in the tone in his last...

ব্যক্ত it in the title. Canon is canon. Merlin loved Freya with all his heart, same way Arthur loved Gwen. Those are facts, and this will not change. Ever.

Merlin and Freya belonged together. They understood each other and balanced each other out perfectly. Merlin gave her the love, kindness, protection an affection she had been deprived from, whereas Freya enabled him to be himself, and made him forget his Camelot-related worries. They had the same dreams, wanted the same things, the same life. They were honestly adorable together 😊 And Merlin loved her just the same even after finding out...