Hold my hand

First of all, I haven't been on here in awhile so, I missed আপনি guys. I just need to loyal support of আপনি all because a few days ago, I হারিয়ে গেছে one of my uncles to a serious battle of cancer :'( I need আপনি to just help me make through for the funeral tomorrow. I don't know what to expect and I'm scared. I don't think I can do it. I miss him so much. I looked up to him আরো like a father, than an Uncle. But, just pray for me, and my family in our time of need. I hate he's gone, but I didn't want to see him suffer the way he was. I প্রণয় আপনি guys so much. Thanks :)