I miss, Michael so much.

I know exactly how it feels. I'm in the same situation. My family can't stand him, they don't understand my প্রণয় for him and consider me obsessed. They can't get how can I have such a huge admiration for Michael.. when they don't want to hear অথবা see him. Of course I don't talk about my প্রণয় for him with them.. because I can't stand hearing insults about my angel. It hurts so bad when I hear someone saying mean words about him, making fun of him.. :( And how can I pretend understanding from such blind people? They don't know what means the word "fan", how it is to প্রণয় someone so much without knowing him personally, to change your life and inspire আপনি forever...and I think they are in a saddest situation for being so blind and ignorant than myself for not being able to tell them.
My সেকেন্ড family are the MJ Fans. With আপনি all I can share my love, my feelings, my emotions without being judged. It's a true miracle how Michael always bring us together through our প্রণয় for him.

I miss him too whenever I play his সঙ্গীত it drives my grandmother nuts I don't care I keep continuing playing his songs.

Same here , :( I just started listening to MJ 5 months পূর্বে and my friend who introduced me to Michael Jackson himself says that he was a bad singer , only the dance was good. It hurts me so much. I stopped talking to my best friend about সঙ্গীত after that. I'm considered too much obsessed with him , I don't know what to do anymore! Its not that MJ is a normal singer , anyone who could actually understand his greatness would never deny obsession. This is the point when obsession becomes necessary , আপনি can't help it no matter what আপনি do. I don't regret the দিন I started listening to him because I know whatever people think , whatever they do , whatever they say , it can not remove the importance of my idol, it can not change my mind nor it can reduce the greatness he had , I'm helpless . In this dark word , where 99% people reject আপনি including your owns , the only satisfaction আপনি can find is to keep on doing what আপনি want to. This is the only way of relief. Although I'm happy I'm one of those people who actually got introduced to someone who might is being faked in this world but in reality , is 100% Real instead of watching the one who looks real in this world but in reality , is 100% fake. That was a weird explaination but MJ অনুরাগী will get it :)

my family hates mj too my dad likes only a couple of he's songs and my older brother kept calling me wack jacko and saying he was a evil man im like shut your mouth অথবা I will kill আপনি in your sleep then my dad stop it my step grandpa kept calling him guitly

That is how I feel every night and I´m sooo glad that I´m not the only one. My family and my বন্ধু don´t like MJ and they often make fun of me. That makes me feel so sad and lonely, that sometimes nothing can stop me from crying. But we have to be strong! Let´s think about each other and focus on the good things in life! I´m sure Mike would like us to!

I know how আপনি feel. I miss him so much and have never experienced anything like that with a celebrity, nor do I follow celebrities' lives beyond যেভাবে খুশী news stories. MJ was a gift - from God, nature, whatever your belief. He was the sweetest person with the purest heart, and the most beautiful thing I've ever looked at. He was such a special person...the dude can change your life; it's inexplicable. I hope wherever he is, he can feel the love.