The whole কেবিন was lined up outside and soon everyone was headed down to a mess hall. I followed them but farther away then i shouldve. Soon i got lost. I walked and walked but i couldn't find my way back until finally i found a beach. I sat on the sand and cried. I just cried. Because i didn't know were i was and i was being led back into disappoint and rejection. I missed my mom and how she used to care before tiffany. So sat there and cried. It felt good i hadn't cracked in a long time. I got up and dried my eyes. I looked into the water to see my reflection. No wonder people looked at me weird my short hair was matted and my skin was grubby. I washed my face in the water and found a comb in my jeans pocket and plowed through my hair. I finally looked decent and i went off in খুঁজুন off the mess hall again. I found a path and saw everyone leaving i had missed ডিনার which sucked but i had missed plenty of meals before. I walked back to the Hermes কেবিন and started unpacking my corner.I had a sleeping bag and blankets so i made my বিছানা i changed under the covers and tried to fall asleep before anyone else came. But then the door slammed open and a bunch of talking laughing kids filled the room most of them went to there bunks others left after gathering a few things. Someone started shaking my sleeping bag.I opened my eyes and Matt was standing over me.
"Oh hey". I sat up and tried to look pulled together.
"I brought আপনি some খাবার i didn't see আপনি at ডিনার so". He handed over a couple of napkins. I opened the biggest one and there was a slice of pizza. My mouth started watering i shoved it into my mouth i hadn't eaten in two weeks. I ate everything that Matt brought back and soon i was drifting off into sleep.