I wrote this when I was still figuring out who I am and when I was clearly lost, about 2 years ago. Here goes:
Fake friends
I'm tired of pretending
That I'm always happy
When I'm some times
NOT!
I've got fake friends
Who call themselves
My friends
When they're NOT!
বন্ধু are true,
They don't lie,
They don't pretend
And they're there 4 u.
My বন্ধু aren't true,
They do lie,
They pretend every day
And they aren't there 4 me.
How can 1 be happy
When they're pretending
And hiding
From reality.
No 1 is gonna kill u
When u stop pretending
They'll have 2 except u
As u'll have 2 except them.
I know it will be hard
2 turn away
From the fairytale life,
But I don't wanna pretend anymore.
Don't know where I'll go
If I don't have
These fake friends,
That makes me scared.
My world seems so small,
Though I know many people,
Did many things
And enjoyed it without my fake friends.
What I want is real friends,
Not fake ones,
Real বন্ধু is what I want,
I hope we'll meet soon.
So goodbye pretending world,
This is real life,
My life
And goodbye fake friends.
Fake friends
I'm tired of pretending
That I'm always happy
When I'm some times
NOT!
I've got fake friends
Who call themselves
My friends
When they're NOT!
বন্ধু are true,
They don't lie,
They don't pretend
And they're there 4 u.
My বন্ধু aren't true,
They do lie,
They pretend every day
And they aren't there 4 me.
How can 1 be happy
When they're pretending
And hiding
From reality.
No 1 is gonna kill u
When u stop pretending
They'll have 2 except u
As u'll have 2 except them.
I know it will be hard
2 turn away
From the fairytale life,
But I don't wanna pretend anymore.
Don't know where I'll go
If I don't have
These fake friends,
That makes me scared.
My world seems so small,
Though I know many people,
Did many things
And enjoyed it without my fake friends.
What I want is real friends,
Not fake ones,
Real বন্ধু is what I want,
I hope we'll meet soon.
So goodbye pretending world,
This is real life,
My life
And goodbye fake friends.
This poem is written দ্বারা me
My eyes are heavy
Can't hold load of tears
Plants look so blank
And autumn winds can be hear.
The ফুলেরডালি will no আরো bloom
I'll keep myself locked in room
They just প্রণয় theirselves
Knows my story each book of my shelf.
Why every time spring ends,autumn starts
I wish I could buy happiness from some marts
Smell the same those ফুলেরডালি beside the stream that flow
I wonder how every time they grow .
These hard winds of sorrows make me shatter
Every time ফুলেরডালি and petals scatter
But I know I'll find the plants the same
I'll make them প্রদর্শনী the me and my fame.
I know someday the ফুলেরডালি will bloom again
It's a বৃত্ত attached দ্বারা a chain
Someday the spring will come back at my door
I will then say my worries are no more.
Autumn leaves scar but spring recovers each flower
Leaves will sure be green,flowers will bloom
Hopes will find their ways
Spring will come again someday.....
My eyes are heavy
Can't hold load of tears
Plants look so blank
And autumn winds can be hear.
The ফুলেরডালি will no আরো bloom
I'll keep myself locked in room
They just প্রণয় theirselves
Knows my story each book of my shelf.
Why every time spring ends,autumn starts
I wish I could buy happiness from some marts
Smell the same those ফুলেরডালি beside the stream that flow
I wonder how every time they grow .
These hard winds of sorrows make me shatter
Every time ফুলেরডালি and petals scatter
But I know I'll find the plants the same
I'll make them প্রদর্শনী the me and my fame.
I know someday the ফুলেরডালি will bloom again
It's a বৃত্ত attached দ্বারা a chain
Someday the spring will come back at my door
I will then say my worries are no more.
Autumn leaves scar but spring recovers each flower
Leaves will sure be green,flowers will bloom
Hopes will find their ways
Spring will come again someday.....
I DID NOT WRITE THIS POEM. I FOUND IT ON FACEBOOK. The page was called The Writer's Circle, I think.
Today was the absolute worst দিন ever
And don't try to convince me that
There's something good in every দিন
Because, if আপনি take a closer look,
The world is a pretty evil place.
Even if
Some goodness does shine through once in a while
Satisfaction and happiness doesn't last
And it's not true that
It's all in the mind and হৃদয়
Because
True happiness can be obtained
Only if one's surroundings are good
It's not true that good exists
The reality
Creates
My attitude
It's all beyond my control
And you'll never in a million years hear me me say that
Today was a good day.
(Now read it from the bottom up)
Today was the absolute worst দিন ever
And don't try to convince me that
There's something good in every দিন
Because, if আপনি take a closer look,
The world is a pretty evil place.
Even if
Some goodness does shine through once in a while
Satisfaction and happiness doesn't last
And it's not true that
It's all in the mind and হৃদয়
Because
True happiness can be obtained
Only if one's surroundings are good
It's not true that good exists
The reality
Creates
My attitude
It's all beyond my control
And you'll never in a million years hear me me say that
Today was a good day.
(Now read it from the bottom up)
but still
so many people
around you.
আপনি hide,
আপনি run,
আপনি don't want
them to see you.
Wrapped দ্বারা fear
আপনি can not escape.
আপনি hide,
আপনি run,
আপনি don't want them
to see you.
Your thoughts
are the only thing
আপনি can hear
clearly,
প্রশ্ন everywhere,
আপনি don't want
to be there.
আপনি hide,
আপনি run,
আপনি don't want them
to see you.
Life
still holds you,
but আপনি feel dead.
Prayer!
Is it all
that is left?
It soothes you,
that moment
of silence.
আপনি hide,
আপনি run,
আপনি don't want them
to see you.
ফ্রোজেন tears,
soul filled of toss,
darkness stains
your mind,
makes আপনি go insane.
আপনি hide,
আপনি run,
আপনি don't want them
to see you.