Dance in the Rain

Stuck
Alone in my prison
Tongue bitten to hold
my screams
Smile worn to conceal
my fear
Free me from
this deep abyss
Save me from
this Lunar Eclipse
Take my pale
shaking hand
Collapse my
bindings to this
petrifying land
Frantic
the walls are closing in
হৃদয় beating slowly
so slowly
Pull me from this
cave of sorrows
Please I want to
see tomorrow
Take my pale
shaking hand
Collapse my
bindings to this
petrifying land
I can
pull at my hair
I can
claw at the ground
I can
yank on my chains
I can
cringe at the sound
of the crying souls
I don't wanna যোগদান them
I need your help
Will আপনি take my pale shaking hand
and collapse my
bindings to this
petrifying land
-Nikki Fulfer

In science we learned about the Higgs boson,
In social studies, economics;
Math taught me trigonometry
But to me they all make আরো sense
Than do you

The mass of all your electrons
Does not add up to your essence –
Your smile in the summer,
Your eyes in the night,
The freckle below the corner of your left eye

And I heard once that maybe there were a billion Big Bangs
And only we survived –
I think it’s because the universe
Couldn’t ভালুক to part with you

For as my fingers intertwine eternally with yours
And the cells of our bodies make love
I চুম্বন that freckle and taste your matter –
The taste of infinity and rain –
And see that I don’t have to understand your composition
To প্রণয় আপনি as I do

your mood is like a thunderstorm,
it causes pain, but it seems so warm,
the destruction আপনি cause fills your life with flaws,
it doesn't seem right for আপনি to loose this fight,
আপনি deserve much আরো after the fragile হৃদয় i tore,
the tornado is coming, preceded দ্বারা the humming,
the humming of sorrow,
as আপনি fear to face tomorrow,
your life is filled with dread,
and on the inside আপনি are dead,
আপনি have held the anger inside,
the tornados coming we need to hide,
your rage breaks out from under,
like the rubble of the thunder,
it carries on through the night,
this lightning keeps flashing so bright,
through the flash i see আপনি are crying,
the সেকেন্ড flash shows the dying,
has the world around us colasped,
অথবা is this just a relap,
but now the storm has come to a stop,
perserverance came out on top,
আপনি stayed alive despite the pain,
but i fear the loss out-weighted the gain.

I feel lost,
I feel so different,
I know everyone around me,
but I don't seem to know any of the faces I see,
I don't know if it's just my hallucinations অথবা my daydreaming,
I just don't know and yet kind of don't care,
I'm different from everyone and they judge me,
I know I'm weird, strange, and crazy,
But that's one of the great things about me,
I'm different and I'll deal with that my own self,
I'm not a typical জনপ্রিয় girl,
but I'm not a backstabber either,
I'm a special different than they say,
I'm my own self and I প্রণয় to be different,
Make fun of me cause know I don't care
I'm different and I প্রণয় that because I don't
wanna be the same, I don't want to go with the flow,
I'm not like that. It's okay to different and I am.

ALONE

From childhood's ঘন্টা I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same উৎস I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My হৃদয় to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, অথবা the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the মেঘ that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.

The Grave ব্যক্ত to the Rose,
"What of the dews of dawn,
Love's flower, what end is theirs ?"
"And what of spirits flown,
The souls whereon doth close
The tomb's mouth unawares ?"
The Rose ব্যক্ত to the Grave.

The Rose said, "In the shade
From the dawn's tears is made
A perfume faint and strange,
Amber and honey sweet."
"And all the spirits fleet
Do suffer a sky-change,
আরো strangely than the dew,
To God's own দেবদূত new,"
The Grave ব্যক্ত to the Rose.

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LA TOMBE DIT A LA ROSE

La tombe dit à la rose :
"Des pleurs dont l'aube t'arrose
Que fais-tu, fleur des amours ?"
La rose dit à la tombe :
"Que fais-tu de ce qui tombe
Dans ton gouffre ouvert toujours ?"

La rose dit : "Tombeau sombre,
De ces pleurs je fais dans l'ombre
Un parfum d'ambre et de miel."
La tombe dit : " Fleur plaintive,
De chaque âme qui m'arrive
Je fais un ange du ciel !"

My nostril smells awesome inside of my nose,
a bit like the bloom of a newly-picked rose.
It started this morning--I couldn't say why--
and all দিন it's smelled like কলা cream pie.

It has the aroma of freshly-baked bread
with hot melted মাখন and কালজামজাতীয় ফল spread,
and maybe the breeze of a warm afternoon,
that follows a thunderstorm early in June.

It smells like a pine forest, right দ্বারা a lake,
and চকোলেট chip বিস্কুট my mom likes to bake,
like kettle ভূট্টা pop-popping over a fire,
and laundry, the moment it's out of the dryer.

My nostril smells awesome, so I have a plan
to sit and enjoy it as long as I can.
Don't ask how it happened; I really can't say.
Perhaps it's my finger that's smelling this way.

The monochrome scenery in the dead of night
A pearly-white mist to blind your sight
Immortal chains to bind your soul
Immortal chains to set your goal.
Silence has set upon your life
Bestowed upon আপনি like a cursed knife.
আপনি must have knowledge through and through.
The সেকেন্ড World is haunting you.
Let your sorrows be set in stone
Carved down to the edge, to the skin, to the bone.
Let your sorrows be put to rest
And let them guide আপনি along your quest.
I'll dance with আপনি inside layered light
On jewels and gemstones shining bright.
আপনি must have knowledge of what to do.
The সেকেন্ড World is haunting you.

Before I procede to
take my last breath, before i
inhel the semtums of death, before
i shed my last tear for help, my death
is calling in the hand of my friends.

my life has fallen deeper from my hands
to my feet i'm crawing can't speak,being
on শীর্ষ makes আপনি weak with a foney smile
down to the ground, one of my বন্ধু is pulling
me down till i can't even make a sound.

I need help but me and God
both know that their is
nobody around.

somethimes darkness will never
fall down........