DATE: 12/8/2003

There was a moment today... it only lasted a moment, but I caught it... It's been raining for hours... dreary, sad day... but for a moment, the sun snuck through the clouds... It wanted out, it wanted to shine... but for a moment...

DATE: 12/5/2003

Life. Good. World. Bad. Happiness. Illusion. Love. Elusive...Word association and the খুঁজুন for answers...

DATE: 12/4/2003

Not a bad দিন today, just kind of the same... Then I came প্রথমপাতা and turned the stereo to ??... লন্ডন Calling দ্বারা the Clash... and suddenly it was a good day...

DATE: 12/3/2003

I've been sitting here for hours,...