what will be different if আপনি are living alone?

Same.

I would probably legit kill myself. Sometimes it's only my husband who can keep me from doing it

reasons living alone is the best:

-easier to bring a victim
-can molest yourself all আপনি want
-not have to worry about getting caught watching rule 34 of wonder pets
-leave the toilet আসন up and live
-it's usually quiet

Currently?

Id probably hate it, but compared to my current conditions, it would probably be a lot better than I am now cos my family is toxic.

I would also probably like it better than a stranger which Ill have to deal with when I go to college.

But, however, if I could live with my significant other অথবা my oldest sister, that would be sick. Id adore that. Thats the dream man. The dream.

I suppose I would feel lonely from time to time, but I don't think anything would change.