engineering! actually before going into medical college i studied in an engineering college... i thought ill manage it there ( i really wanted to go into medicine, but we werent sure whether ill get it অথবা not...and that particular বছর many confusions were going on, so many students were forced to যোগদান engineering অথবা arts for a back up) ............ even though i thought ill manage engineering, i found computer science which is the core subject really difficult... i প্রণয় computers but i didnt really find it interesting to study about it.... many codes and stuff..... i started to hate it.........then after 2 months i was placed in a medical college & i happily went there.......... i decided even if i didnt get medical college that year, ill drop engineering and study for another বছর for entrance exams.......
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sorry for the long text.... :P ...........even though medicine is difficult i like it! :)
The problem is I've got really bad phone anxiety. I've had to call my workplace from home/school a few times, and even from that my hands were shaking and I started to lose the feeling in my legs. I would never be able to work as a receptionist অথবা anything like that.
Parties. Went to a party last night to try get over my discomfort with them. Left after like 40mins to watch a movie and cuddle in বিছানা with my man instead. It was much better lmao. Party wasn't tooooo bad... just hot, crowded and noisy, happy to opt out.