Oh hell yeah. Every day, I prepare for the সেকেন্ড that even my বন্ধু will be like, "Yeah we're done" out of the blue and then never contact me again. Though in my defense, there's a very good reason this is but I'm going to share it on here because it's very personal but I will say right now that I trust absolutely nobody at first unless they প্রদর্শনী me I can trust them অথবা I have no choice but to trust them. It's the reason why I prefer to work alone. Because I don't trust people enough to do the right thing on the assignment. I don't trust people with my feelings so a lot of the time, I don't even take romantic relationships seriously enough to ask anyone on a date. It's also easy to break my trust though আপনি usually do that দ্বারা withholding information from me and I'll just walk away from আপনি if there's no good reason for আপনি now telling me. It's my way of saying we're done usually.
Incredibly so, but আরো towards myself than others. I never trust that I’m good enough, অথবা that someone will put me into সেকেন্ড place the সেকেন্ড someone better comes along after I’ve helped build them back up again; That’s why I haven’t been with anyone about three years now. I just want The commitment that I’m scared of.
I do. A past full of toxic relationships and disappointments does that. Their after effects still linger on me a bit, I suppose. At times প্রদর্শিত হচ্ছে a rather unbecoming side of me to others. It is a situation I'm working on however as letting things as they are will only cause damage and separation from new bonds forming. Have done a considerable amount of progress at this point and continuing to do so !!!!
Fuck yeah. Someone had a crush on me, but when they asked I said, "No sorry" and then they go about trashing me, and when my বন্ধু ব্যক্ত they would not believe it, all they did was gossip about me 😤
