I প্রণয় this question. It's the small moments of happiness that counts, like that hot cup of matcha, taste of your favourite food, fresh morning air, scent of flowers, happy time spent with family, that text from friend which made আপনি smile, watching your favourite TV show, that song which is stuck in your head, being able to engage in your hobbies and so much more. Like tonight only I was discussing all this with Ranty xD
I am not sure what would be the point of this প্রশ্ন really but I am curious to non cliche উত্তর I might find here. The reason why it doesn't make sense is that আপনি don't know how is not to be alive so cannot really choose between two. If the purpose of your প্রশ্ন is to find a meaning and realize how "beautiful life is" from other উত্তর then আপনি shouldn't be asking us - আপনি should be introspecting. This is only assumption - so I will not use that as a main construction of the argument. It is the way one comedian once ব্যক্ত "You প্রণয় life exactly much that আপনি don't kill yourself - that is the exact amount আপনি প্রণয় your life". So প্রশ্ন that would be আরো meaningful for your own and others introspection would be "What would আপনি do to survive? How much are আপনি prepared to suffer?" If আপনি answer that প্রশ্ন for yourself - আপনি will probably figure out why are আপনি so determined to live at this point and why is that, in a sense your purpose. It is what আপনি make it to be.
