*Note: Nothing about any Fanpoppers. This is about when people used to tell me to smile or brush my hair out of my face and other crap from last year and the before. So, enjoy my poetic rant!*

I want my hair in my face
I want anger in my soul
SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

People treat me like crap already
I'm not going to tattletale like a kindergarten baby
I'm a teenager and I don't want to deal with crap
I will NOT smile at you!!

I am not happy right now!
To be a young girl and have so many things on her plate
A stupid smile will solve it all?
NO!! IT'LL ONLY MAKE ME LOOK FAKE!!

I will not hide my feelings
I'll hit someone if they push me too far today
I just wanna go home and sleep
I'LL SCREAM MY FREAKIN' LUNGS OUT FOR YOU TO GET MY POINT!!!!

Fake people everywhere
Ugh, they make me sick
I'll vomit all over their stupid fake selves
While they cry to their mommies about the mess!
YES!! I'M FEELING VERY PISSED!!

I got a headache
No one will shut up
Just stupid people everywhere
I want them to go away
Slam the door
Throw away the key
SCREAM UNTIL MY LUNGS BLEED!!
I just wanna sleep.

People think I'm a nut job
Cause I'm angry and irritated
Well you know what?
Everyone has feelings
Everyone has emotions
And if that makes us nut jobs because we feel
THEN THE WHOLE WORLD WOULD BE ONE MENTAL ASYLUM!!

I like it that I feel
I like it that I'm not a mindless robot
Let me be angry
Let me punch something
Cause in the end
I will feel better and happy
Because I am a happy person
But people just push me over the edge
Making me wanna run away
But being at home with my family
Just makes me wanna stay :).

(from April 2011)