(continued from Renn and Michas Life Chapter 9)
Felix holds my arm tightly as he walks me to the place where I am to live as long as they let me.I don't look up অথবা around at the surroundings. I just lower my head and taste the salty tears as they slowly stream from my eyes. আপনি would think that I would want to run, but I just feel like there is nothing left of me, like I am empty. And the fact that he could crush me in an instant has some effect.
We stop walking, and look up in time to see him open a creaky door. He then pushes me inside and locks it behind him.
I stand up off the cold floor, and lift up my head to see my...room, as they call it.
There is an old iron framed বিছানা in the corner, a small ডেস্ক দ্বারা the door, and a few nearly melted candles on the floor. The floor is made of dark stones, and it is wet from the old, moist air. There are no windows on either of the four walls. I can see that it was built to enclose someone, অথবা something. To keep it hidden.
I walk over to the বিছানা and sit on it. There are no springs, and I doubt that it is not infested with bedbugs. I have always hated bugs. Especially bedbugs. I just picture them crawling in my hair, and my clothes.
I feel the slightest shudder up my spine, when I see the red stains on the sheets, and floor, no doubt they are blood.
I jump off the বিছানা in disgust, and stand in the middle of the room for sometime wondering how I could be so stupid. I guess some people just don't have what it takes to be alive. And I for sure don't.
But it is not that that sickens me. It is the fact that I will never be able to hold my son again. অথবা press my hand against his cheek and প্রদর্শনী him a বিছানা time story. He loved that. অথবা that the দিন I find out that my husband is alive, I lose him again, forever.
I slump against the দেওয়াল and lean my head onto it, feeling my hair get wet at the touch. Not that it wouldn't have gotten wet to begin with. I mean the whole place looks like someone too a hose to it.
I close my eyes, trying to calm down and not think of how I ruined everything, when I feel a small tingling across my neck. I feel it crawl towards my chest and I open my eyes ever so slightly, just in time to see the large white and red মাকড়সা bite me. It burns, but I can't even scream because it hurts too bad. I brush it away with as much strength as I can muster, and squish it to the floor before I fall on the ground my self.
~
I open my eyes and instantly feel an aching, burning sensation across my chest, and my left arm. I reach down and touch where the মাকড়সা bit me. My skin there has turned white, and feels cold to the touch. There is also a sharp pain almost as bad as if I were hit দ্বারা a truck. I feel like I have been hit দ্বারা a truck অথবা a train, maybe even run over. I never knew a মাকড়সা bite could be so painful. I wonder পরবর্তি if I am going to die, not that it would make a difference. I'm already dead to the world. And if I don't die now, I'll die here sooner অথবা later.
Felix holds my arm tightly as he walks me to the place where I am to live as long as they let me.I don't look up অথবা around at the surroundings. I just lower my head and taste the salty tears as they slowly stream from my eyes. আপনি would think that I would want to run, but I just feel like there is nothing left of me, like I am empty. And the fact that he could crush me in an instant has some effect.
We stop walking, and look up in time to see him open a creaky door. He then pushes me inside and locks it behind him.
I stand up off the cold floor, and lift up my head to see my...room, as they call it.
There is an old iron framed বিছানা in the corner, a small ডেস্ক দ্বারা the door, and a few nearly melted candles on the floor. The floor is made of dark stones, and it is wet from the old, moist air. There are no windows on either of the four walls. I can see that it was built to enclose someone, অথবা something. To keep it hidden.
I walk over to the বিছানা and sit on it. There are no springs, and I doubt that it is not infested with bedbugs. I have always hated bugs. Especially bedbugs. I just picture them crawling in my hair, and my clothes.
I feel the slightest shudder up my spine, when I see the red stains on the sheets, and floor, no doubt they are blood.
I jump off the বিছানা in disgust, and stand in the middle of the room for sometime wondering how I could be so stupid. I guess some people just don't have what it takes to be alive. And I for sure don't.
But it is not that that sickens me. It is the fact that I will never be able to hold my son again. অথবা press my hand against his cheek and প্রদর্শনী him a বিছানা time story. He loved that. অথবা that the দিন I find out that my husband is alive, I lose him again, forever.
I slump against the দেওয়াল and lean my head onto it, feeling my hair get wet at the touch. Not that it wouldn't have gotten wet to begin with. I mean the whole place looks like someone too a hose to it.
I close my eyes, trying to calm down and not think of how I ruined everything, when I feel a small tingling across my neck. I feel it crawl towards my chest and I open my eyes ever so slightly, just in time to see the large white and red মাকড়সা bite me. It burns, but I can't even scream because it hurts too bad. I brush it away with as much strength as I can muster, and squish it to the floor before I fall on the ground my self.
~
I open my eyes and instantly feel an aching, burning sensation across my chest, and my left arm. I reach down and touch where the মাকড়সা bit me. My skin there has turned white, and feels cold to the touch. There is also a sharp pain almost as bad as if I were hit দ্বারা a truck. I feel like I have been hit দ্বারা a truck অথবা a train, maybe even run over. I never knew a মাকড়সা bite could be so painful. I wonder পরবর্তি if I am going to die, not that it would make a difference. I'm already dead to the world. And if I don't die now, I'll die here sooner অথবা later.
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Okay so the titles a little random- and this is probably old news, and honestly I just feel like having a rant, but am I the only one who misses Rob's hair. I mean look at it now:
So it's not all gone, but I still think it looks pretty random. And I was the one who doodled on it either. Does anyone actually প্রণয় it- okay I'll admit, it's alrite. But it certainly doesn't match up to his old cut, even if it was quite greasy,I mean he won't be able to do this any more:
Am I over exaggerating? Yes. But I'm still little bit in shock- so can I really be blamed.
I'm just really glad his new haircut didn't turn out like this:
Does anyone know what this picture is of দ্বারা the way??
Anyway I just hope it grows back for March- anyone else??
So it's not all gone, but I still think it looks pretty random. And I was the one who doodled on it either. Does anyone actually প্রণয় it- okay I'll admit, it's alrite. But it certainly doesn't match up to his old cut, even if it was quite greasy,I mean he won't be able to do this any more:
Am I over exaggerating? Yes. But I'm still little bit in shock- so can I really be blamed.
I'm just really glad his new haircut didn't turn out like this:
Does anyone know what this picture is of দ্বারা the way??
Anyway I just hope it grows back for March- anyone else??