That night I locked my windows it seems it only really brings me trouble. But again I couldn’t sleep. “Knock, knock” Dawn ব্যক্ত coming in her voice was gentle. “Hey, you’re up late” I ব্যক্ত getting out of bed. “Yeah, what did Ethan do?” she said, Dawn could read your anger. “Nothing, there was just a misunderstanding, that’s all” I said. “Really?” she said. “Well we kissed” I ব্যক্ত now sitting on my bed. She followed and sat down পরবর্তি to me. “Wow, Why?” she asked, “Why would আপনি ask me why?” I asked. “Because আপনি have always ব্যক্ত that আপনি would never go there” she ব্যক্ত taking my hand. “Yeah, well I did and he ব্যক্ত it was a mistake and I agreed, so crisis averted” I ব্যক্ত moving my hand away from hers. “No, you’re upset about it” she ব্যক্ত grabbing the man’s pendant and staring into it. “I’m not upset about Ethan” I ব্যক্ত his name like it was the plague; she noticed this and looked up at me. “Fine” She signed as she dropped the pendant on my বালিশ and left the room.
The morning was horrible I had hardly got any sleep and I could hear his voice coming from down stairs. His laughter made me cringe “It was just a kiss!” I yelled to myself hiding under my blanket. That’s all it was a চুম্বন nothing more, we both agreed that it was a mistake nothing else! But I didn’t fool myself I still wanted him hear, whispering in my ear like he did the other day. Ugh if this is what প্রণয় feels like then I don’t want it.
I walked down stairs like every other দিন and say my family and him. “Morning darling” My mother ব্যক্ত putting a plate in front of me. I pushed it away the last thing on my mind was food. “Not hungry?” My father asked. “No, thank you” I ব্যক্ত and got up from the টেবিল and walked over to get my bag. “Where are আপনি going?” Ethan asked grabbing my bag. I snatched it back. “Why do আপনি care?” I ব্যক্ত and walked out the door.
I went to the park. It was so beautiful there, the ঘাস was green, and the ফুলেরডালি were yellow and pink. I walked down the path when I saw Adam. He saw me and waved I waved back and then he started to walk closer to me. “Hey, small world huh?” he ব্যক্ত coming closer to me. He stopped about 2 feet away. “Yeah” I said. “So, what brings আপনি here?” he ব্যক্ত putting his hand in his pockets. “Taking a break” I signed. “And you?” I asked. “Same, my family can be a bit to deal with, আপনি know?” he ব্যক্ত shrugging. “Yeah” I ব্যক্ত looking around the park. “Anyway I have to get going but I’ll see you” he ব্যক্ত turning. “Yeah” is aid and then he went behind a বৃক্ষ and I couldn’t see him and more. I wondered আরো around the park and then I stopped at a pond. I was sitting on the edge of it dragging my fingers through the cold icy water, when I noticed a Blue stone. No not a stone a pendant I put my arm in and pulled it out. It was a navy blue colour. I couldn’t believe it there were আরো gods here.
I ran through my front door running up stairs to my room I heard someone get up from the পালঙ্ক I didn’t know অথবা care who, I just ran until I was on my bed. I got the pendant out from my pocket and laid it on the বিছানা পরবর্তি to mine. They looked the same besides the colours; I took a deep breath when I heard a knock on the door. I quickly put my বালিশ over the pendants and saw Ethan come in. “Everything okay?” he said. I knew that he would know the answer even if I lied. He could read if আপনি were doing anything আপনি shouldn’t just দ্বারা looking at your face. And I was up to know well. He closed the door and came over to the bed; he sat beside me and picked up the pillow. He picked up the pendant. “Where did আপনি find it?” he asked in a cold tone. “At the park, in a pond” I said. “God of water and Ice, it should be no harm to us” He ব্যক্ত in a আরো calm voice, putting the pendant down. “Who is it?” I asked and he smiled. “I don’t know. All I know is that they don’t mean us any harm” he ব্যক্ত still smiling. I noticed he was staring at something I followed it and saw the smashed photo. I raised my hand and the glass floated up in the air, I moved my hand toward the bin and dropped the glass in there. He smiled and sat closer to me. “Do আপনি like that guy আপনি saw at the park?” he asked. “Why? Are আপনি jealous” I asked in a smug tone. “Yes” he said. The words hit and they hurt, “Don’t say that!” I ব্যক্ত in a harsh tone. “Why?” he asked moving closer. But I pulled away and got up. “You told me it was a mistake” I said. “So did you! In fact this is a direct quote ‘last night was a mistake’” he said. He was right those words did come out of my mouth but the only problem is that I don’t know if I meant them. “Was it a mistake?” he asked standing up and moving closer to me like he did last night. “Well, tell me right here was it a mistake?” I knew the answer but I didn’t want to say it so instead I just walked out. I went outside I needed a break.
That night I had some homework to finish up finally something human to do. After that I lay on my বিছানা doing nothing. And then eventually my eyes drifted.
I woke up that morning with one thing on my mind, school. I had been going there for hundreds of years and believe me it really can’t get any আরো boring. After I got dressed, I walked down stairs to find the same people I always do. My mother was washing up, my father was sitting on the couch, and Thor and Dawn were talking to each other on the side of the table. “Morning sweetie” my mother ব্যক্ত as she came over and kissed me on my head. “Morning “I ব্যক্ত taking a আসন at the table. I turned and looked at Thor he was glaring at me. “What did I do?” I asked raising an eyebrow. “Nice to know I can trust you” he ব্যক্ত in an angry tone, He was the strongest of us all and not a person আপনি wanted to have a beef with. “What’s with you?” I looked at him; his hand was flat on the টেবিল like he had just silently banged it down. “Ethan told me” he said. I panicked but I wasn’t so sure what he meant, yes Ethan had told him something but what? That we kissed, that I found another pendant অথবা that I was upset about the man’s pendant. “Why didn’t আপনি tell any of us” Dawn ব্যক্ত under her breath. She was hiding. So it wasn’t about the kiss. “Okay, what are আপনি talking about” I asked, I gave up I didn’t want to keep playing the guessing game. “The pendant আপনি found” Thor answered. He seemed calmer but I didn’t want o test it. “I didn’t want to worry any of you” I said. I was now looking down at the টেবিল avoiding an eye contact. “Ethan, ব্যক্ত it wasn’t a threat but পরবর্তি time say something” Thor said. His voice had had power in it. “Oh please! Like আপনি haven’t made a mistake, আপনি go out and do drugs!” I yelled I was standing now my fists were clenched. “That’s enough” my father had got up, he was always the one to break up the wars. I looked over to my mother she was staring at us; she looked like she did the other দিন when she was পাঠ করা the newspaper. I picked up my bag from under the টেবিল and walked away. I looked back at Thor I could tell this was not the end of discussion.
I hated the start of the দিন I just wanted lunch to come but then again part of me didn’t. I sat পরবর্তি to Liz like I did every day. She was looking at this boy, he looked so sad. “He’s not happy?” I asked, she turned to look at me and smiled. “Yeah, Thor is totally peachy about it” She ব্যক্ত in a sarcastic tone. “Oh, so that’s why he was a bowl of sunshine this morning” I ব্যক্ত looking at the টেবিল where Thor sat. He was sitting with his jock friends. “Yeah, I don’t know why he hates it so much” She ব্যক্ত staring at him. He noticed her stare but he shook it off. “I think it’s because আপনি pick a যেভাবে খুশী guy and start talking to him and then আপনি literally work your magic” I ব্যক্ত smiling. “I don’t see how that’s a problem” She ব্যক্ত turning back to the boy.
The last class I had of the দিন had both Remi and Adam in it. They were sitting across from each other not even taking notice that the other is there. I was sitting between Liz and some যেভাবে খুশী boy. “He’s not happy” Liz whispered. She was staring at Adam, she looked uneasy. “Adam?” I asked looking back at him. “Yep” she signed. Every time Liz met someone who was unhappy she was the same.
When I got প্রথমপাতা Thor was sitting on the পালঙ্ক flipping through a magazine. I walked straight past him not wanting to be noticed. “Come back here” he ব্যক্ত just as I was reaching the শীর্ষ of the stairs. “What?” I ব্যক্ত walking to him. “Who is Liz’s new charity case?” he said. I could tell দ্বারা his tone that he wanted to apologise for earlier today. “I don’t know she’s your girlfriend” I ব্যক্ত in an angry tone. He opened his mouth to say something but he stopped. “I know about আপনি and Ethan” he sounded disappointed, like I had disobeyed an order. “Well, then আপনি would know that it was a mistake” I ব্যক্ত walking to the রান্নাঘর টেবিল and sitting down. “Was it?” he asked, now he was smug. “Yep” I said. I wasn’t as convincing as I thought I was he came over and put his hand on my shoulder. I shrugged it off and walked over to the পালঙ্ক and flicked the TV on. There had been a murder I sat up when is aw the identified victim. It was he. I jumped up to my feet, she was dead? Did he kill her? I couldn’t breathe I was just gasping at the picture. “What wrong?” Thor ব্যক্ত there was nothing but concern in his voice. I fell to my knees, she was dead, I couldn’t help him, and she was dead.
The morning was horrible I had hardly got any sleep and I could hear his voice coming from down stairs. His laughter made me cringe “It was just a kiss!” I yelled to myself hiding under my blanket. That’s all it was a চুম্বন nothing more, we both agreed that it was a mistake nothing else! But I didn’t fool myself I still wanted him hear, whispering in my ear like he did the other day. Ugh if this is what প্রণয় feels like then I don’t want it.
I walked down stairs like every other দিন and say my family and him. “Morning darling” My mother ব্যক্ত putting a plate in front of me. I pushed it away the last thing on my mind was food. “Not hungry?” My father asked. “No, thank you” I ব্যক্ত and got up from the টেবিল and walked over to get my bag. “Where are আপনি going?” Ethan asked grabbing my bag. I snatched it back. “Why do আপনি care?” I ব্যক্ত and walked out the door.
I went to the park. It was so beautiful there, the ঘাস was green, and the ফুলেরডালি were yellow and pink. I walked down the path when I saw Adam. He saw me and waved I waved back and then he started to walk closer to me. “Hey, small world huh?” he ব্যক্ত coming closer to me. He stopped about 2 feet away. “Yeah” I said. “So, what brings আপনি here?” he ব্যক্ত putting his hand in his pockets. “Taking a break” I signed. “And you?” I asked. “Same, my family can be a bit to deal with, আপনি know?” he ব্যক্ত shrugging. “Yeah” I ব্যক্ত looking around the park. “Anyway I have to get going but I’ll see you” he ব্যক্ত turning. “Yeah” is aid and then he went behind a বৃক্ষ and I couldn’t see him and more. I wondered আরো around the park and then I stopped at a pond. I was sitting on the edge of it dragging my fingers through the cold icy water, when I noticed a Blue stone. No not a stone a pendant I put my arm in and pulled it out. It was a navy blue colour. I couldn’t believe it there were আরো gods here.
I ran through my front door running up stairs to my room I heard someone get up from the পালঙ্ক I didn’t know অথবা care who, I just ran until I was on my bed. I got the pendant out from my pocket and laid it on the বিছানা পরবর্তি to mine. They looked the same besides the colours; I took a deep breath when I heard a knock on the door. I quickly put my বালিশ over the pendants and saw Ethan come in. “Everything okay?” he said. I knew that he would know the answer even if I lied. He could read if আপনি were doing anything আপনি shouldn’t just দ্বারা looking at your face. And I was up to know well. He closed the door and came over to the bed; he sat beside me and picked up the pillow. He picked up the pendant. “Where did আপনি find it?” he asked in a cold tone. “At the park, in a pond” I said. “God of water and Ice, it should be no harm to us” He ব্যক্ত in a আরো calm voice, putting the pendant down. “Who is it?” I asked and he smiled. “I don’t know. All I know is that they don’t mean us any harm” he ব্যক্ত still smiling. I noticed he was staring at something I followed it and saw the smashed photo. I raised my hand and the glass floated up in the air, I moved my hand toward the bin and dropped the glass in there. He smiled and sat closer to me. “Do আপনি like that guy আপনি saw at the park?” he asked. “Why? Are আপনি jealous” I asked in a smug tone. “Yes” he said. The words hit and they hurt, “Don’t say that!” I ব্যক্ত in a harsh tone. “Why?” he asked moving closer. But I pulled away and got up. “You told me it was a mistake” I said. “So did you! In fact this is a direct quote ‘last night was a mistake’” he said. He was right those words did come out of my mouth but the only problem is that I don’t know if I meant them. “Was it a mistake?” he asked standing up and moving closer to me like he did last night. “Well, tell me right here was it a mistake?” I knew the answer but I didn’t want to say it so instead I just walked out. I went outside I needed a break.
That night I had some homework to finish up finally something human to do. After that I lay on my বিছানা doing nothing. And then eventually my eyes drifted.
I woke up that morning with one thing on my mind, school. I had been going there for hundreds of years and believe me it really can’t get any আরো boring. After I got dressed, I walked down stairs to find the same people I always do. My mother was washing up, my father was sitting on the couch, and Thor and Dawn were talking to each other on the side of the table. “Morning sweetie” my mother ব্যক্ত as she came over and kissed me on my head. “Morning “I ব্যক্ত taking a আসন at the table. I turned and looked at Thor he was glaring at me. “What did I do?” I asked raising an eyebrow. “Nice to know I can trust you” he ব্যক্ত in an angry tone, He was the strongest of us all and not a person আপনি wanted to have a beef with. “What’s with you?” I looked at him; his hand was flat on the টেবিল like he had just silently banged it down. “Ethan told me” he said. I panicked but I wasn’t so sure what he meant, yes Ethan had told him something but what? That we kissed, that I found another pendant অথবা that I was upset about the man’s pendant. “Why didn’t আপনি tell any of us” Dawn ব্যক্ত under her breath. She was hiding. So it wasn’t about the kiss. “Okay, what are আপনি talking about” I asked, I gave up I didn’t want to keep playing the guessing game. “The pendant আপনি found” Thor answered. He seemed calmer but I didn’t want o test it. “I didn’t want to worry any of you” I said. I was now looking down at the টেবিল avoiding an eye contact. “Ethan, ব্যক্ত it wasn’t a threat but পরবর্তি time say something” Thor said. His voice had had power in it. “Oh please! Like আপনি haven’t made a mistake, আপনি go out and do drugs!” I yelled I was standing now my fists were clenched. “That’s enough” my father had got up, he was always the one to break up the wars. I looked over to my mother she was staring at us; she looked like she did the other দিন when she was পাঠ করা the newspaper. I picked up my bag from under the টেবিল and walked away. I looked back at Thor I could tell this was not the end of discussion.
I hated the start of the দিন I just wanted lunch to come but then again part of me didn’t. I sat পরবর্তি to Liz like I did every day. She was looking at this boy, he looked so sad. “He’s not happy?” I asked, she turned to look at me and smiled. “Yeah, Thor is totally peachy about it” She ব্যক্ত in a sarcastic tone. “Oh, so that’s why he was a bowl of sunshine this morning” I ব্যক্ত looking at the টেবিল where Thor sat. He was sitting with his jock friends. “Yeah, I don’t know why he hates it so much” She ব্যক্ত staring at him. He noticed her stare but he shook it off. “I think it’s because আপনি pick a যেভাবে খুশী guy and start talking to him and then আপনি literally work your magic” I ব্যক্ত smiling. “I don’t see how that’s a problem” She ব্যক্ত turning back to the boy.
The last class I had of the দিন had both Remi and Adam in it. They were sitting across from each other not even taking notice that the other is there. I was sitting between Liz and some যেভাবে খুশী boy. “He’s not happy” Liz whispered. She was staring at Adam, she looked uneasy. “Adam?” I asked looking back at him. “Yep” she signed. Every time Liz met someone who was unhappy she was the same.
When I got প্রথমপাতা Thor was sitting on the পালঙ্ক flipping through a magazine. I walked straight past him not wanting to be noticed. “Come back here” he ব্যক্ত just as I was reaching the শীর্ষ of the stairs. “What?” I ব্যক্ত walking to him. “Who is Liz’s new charity case?” he said. I could tell দ্বারা his tone that he wanted to apologise for earlier today. “I don’t know she’s your girlfriend” I ব্যক্ত in an angry tone. He opened his mouth to say something but he stopped. “I know about আপনি and Ethan” he sounded disappointed, like I had disobeyed an order. “Well, then আপনি would know that it was a mistake” I ব্যক্ত walking to the রান্নাঘর টেবিল and sitting down. “Was it?” he asked, now he was smug. “Yep” I said. I wasn’t as convincing as I thought I was he came over and put his hand on my shoulder. I shrugged it off and walked over to the পালঙ্ক and flicked the TV on. There had been a murder I sat up when is aw the identified victim. It was he. I jumped up to my feet, she was dead? Did he kill her? I couldn’t breathe I was just gasping at the picture. “What wrong?” Thor ব্যক্ত there was nothing but concern in his voice. I fell to my knees, she was dead, I couldn’t help him, and she was dead.
i would end up here with you
i was a restless wanderer on a distant path
আপনি were a lonely dreamer with a broken laugh
i would go anywhere the road would lead
my hopes and dreams is all that i would need
i don't need a house অথবা fancy cars
i would rather sleep underneath the stars
আপনি did'nt have much to call your own
but what a lovely smile on your face shown
আপনি ব্যক্ত your chance at প্রণয় had past আপনি দ্বারা
i told i'm here so dont আপনি cry
our lives were like the pieces of a broken heart
now that we're together what a life could start
there was magic in the air that night
everything was moving at the speed of light
আপনি were like my juliet and i your romeo
আপনি প্রণয় me i প্রণয় আপনি thats all i need to know
no longer will আপনি dream of প্রণয় thats true
no longer will i wander my খুঁজুন has led to you
I wrote this about my (now ex) boyfriend, but still felt something about the poem, if not him. I'd প্রণয় some criticism on it (hopefully constructive) :).
Treacle dripping from our scars
Pooling on a jagged floor
আপনি are gone, still I know
From clustered trees and homemade vows
That we are one. And as আপনি lead
Your life of promise, graft and need
Know that we are one the same
Intertwined are হৃদয় at name.
আপনি may notice that only the সেকেন্ড verse rhymes, this is an attempt to প্রদর্শনী the idea of a one-sided relationship in its form in it's one-sided rhyme scheme. This is probably quite stupid- let me know.
Treacle dripping from our scars
Pooling on a jagged floor
আপনি are gone, still I know
From clustered trees and homemade vows
That we are one. And as আপনি lead
Your life of promise, graft and need
Know that we are one the same
Intertwined are হৃদয় at name.
আপনি may notice that only the সেকেন্ড verse rhymes, this is an attempt to প্রদর্শনী the idea of a one-sided relationship in its form in it's one-sided rhyme scheme. This is probably quite stupid- let me know.