hey... so this is my new story... I don't like the other one! So... I started this one! don't forget 2 মতামত and rate!
Something was missing. Something big, like my heart! I couldn't find it. I got up from my own screams. I couldn't breathe. He wasn't there to hold me in his cold hands. He wasn't there anymore. I doubted if he would ever come back. I was thinking of everything I could do to get to him. Tears came down of my face and dropped on my বালিশ as I tried to stand up and go to the bathroom. Charlie was already downstairs so I hurried and made him breakfast. I didn't eat anything like the past 6 months and I could say that he was mad.
"Bella, I'm gonna send আপনি home! That's it!"
I burst into tears as he ব্যক্ত the words.
"But... আপনি can't do this! আপনি just can't..."
Subs didn't let me talk. Charlie was red and he was looking straight into my eyes.
"Bella, Renee can take good care of you! Honestly, everyday of this 6 months you're mopping around, doing everything but in face doing NOTHING!"
"He's gone! I know আপনি liked him very much but isn't this too much?!"
I screamed:
"No... for your information DAD, it's NOT!"
I took my backpack and got out of the house. It was raining already. When I saw the clouds, I suddenly smiled. He liked the weather like this... I guess!
"Hey, Bella!"
Mike and Jessica called my name when I was getting out of my car.
"Did আপনি study Math?! We have an exam!"
I nodded without thinking to math. We gave the test and then it was time for biology class. His আসন was empty.
After school, I went shopping for a pair of jeans. His পছন্দ color was blue, so I wanted a pair of blue jeans.
I was on my way to প্রথমপাতা when I saw Cullen's house road. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I would die there when I see their rooms empty. with no COLD ONES!
I turned around and decided to go home. I wanted to be strong. But... who was there for me to make me be strong for him?! As I went in my room I recognized something under the carpet of my room. I went closer and got the papers out from there. The শিরোনাম was:
"Last part of me"
Something was missing. Something big, like my heart! I couldn't find it. I got up from my own screams. I couldn't breathe. He wasn't there to hold me in his cold hands. He wasn't there anymore. I doubted if he would ever come back. I was thinking of everything I could do to get to him. Tears came down of my face and dropped on my বালিশ as I tried to stand up and go to the bathroom. Charlie was already downstairs so I hurried and made him breakfast. I didn't eat anything like the past 6 months and I could say that he was mad.
"Bella, I'm gonna send আপনি home! That's it!"
I burst into tears as he ব্যক্ত the words.
"But... আপনি can't do this! আপনি just can't..."
Subs didn't let me talk. Charlie was red and he was looking straight into my eyes.
"Bella, Renee can take good care of you! Honestly, everyday of this 6 months you're mopping around, doing everything but in face doing NOTHING!"
"He's gone! I know আপনি liked him very much but isn't this too much?!"
I screamed:
"No... for your information DAD, it's NOT!"
I took my backpack and got out of the house. It was raining already. When I saw the clouds, I suddenly smiled. He liked the weather like this... I guess!
"Hey, Bella!"
Mike and Jessica called my name when I was getting out of my car.
"Did আপনি study Math?! We have an exam!"
I nodded without thinking to math. We gave the test and then it was time for biology class. His আসন was empty.
After school, I went shopping for a pair of jeans. His পছন্দ color was blue, so I wanted a pair of blue jeans.
I was on my way to প্রথমপাতা when I saw Cullen's house road. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I would die there when I see their rooms empty. with no COLD ONES!
I turned around and decided to go home. I wanted to be strong. But... who was there for me to make me be strong for him?! As I went in my room I recognized something under the carpet of my room. I went closer and got the papers out from there. The শিরোনাম was:
"Last part of me"
Ahsoka
The sun is up in the sky
i watch it in the big blue ksky
And i ask myslef,"why?"
i stare at the ceiling.
then i get a strange felling.
and this felling is still being.
and then i ask,"why?"
What do i see in those eyes?
what do i see in you?
even thought i still despise.
i always ask myslef,"why?"
ask me that question,"why?"
i say i dont know
they tell me dont lie
so then i speak th truth.
i know that in my heart
i will always প্রণয় you
your eyes that shine like he sun
being with আপনি is always fun
one দিন i will tell you,hun
that আপনি are the only one
sorry,not all the words rhyme.im not the best at making poems,but i wanted to share it with আপনি anyways
i watch it in the big blue ksky
And i ask myslef,"why?"
i stare at the ceiling.
then i get a strange felling.
and this felling is still being.
and then i ask,"why?"
What do i see in those eyes?
what do i see in you?
even thought i still despise.
i always ask myslef,"why?"
ask me that question,"why?"
i say i dont know
they tell me dont lie
so then i speak th truth.
i know that in my heart
i will always প্রণয় you
your eyes that shine like he sun
being with আপনি is always fun
one দিন i will tell you,hun
that আপনি are the only one
sorry,not all the words rhyme.im not the best at making poems,but i wanted to share it with আপনি anyways
My eyes traveled over to the waitress, and underneath the cuff of her uniform I saw a dagger-slash on her wrist, still throbbing with a small smidge of blood.
"It was an early March morning, so early that the sky still had streaks of orange and pink in it."
Is it possible to fall in প্রণয় with someone you’ve never met
Your only knowledge stemming from information you’ve seen অথবা read
Before I knew of his existence I would have stated no
Yet the first time I saw him my হৃদয় begged to never let go
It isn’t rational
অথবা logical
Though প্রণয় rarely is
I can’t make my হৃদয় stop wishing that I held his
And I know it's stupid and silly to believe
In some kind of fairy tale
The perfect prince for me
But every time I see that smile
I can’t help but feel
That one দিন we could share
A প্রণয় that is real
Your only knowledge stemming from information you’ve seen অথবা read
Before I knew of his existence I would have stated no
Yet the first time I saw him my হৃদয় begged to never let go
It isn’t rational
অথবা logical
Though প্রণয় rarely is
I can’t make my হৃদয় stop wishing that I held his
And I know it's stupid and silly to believe
In some kind of fairy tale
The perfect prince for me
But every time I see that smile
I can’t help but feel
That one দিন we could share
A প্রণয় that is real
this is aqua
