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Help.?

posted by jazz411

Christopher Orellana. age 16. i've been with him since june 15th, 2010. I প্রণয় him to death. [future husband] yeah we've made plans for our future(: but there are soo many things that slowly tear us apart...

He's cheated on me with some girl named "Ariel" -.-
i know that because whenever he texts me, it says *!leira!:D* as his signature :/
he also has her name on myspace -___-
he's still with her to this day. but i প্রণয় him soo much that i just wouldn't let him go, even if he has another girlfriend :'(

i have cheated on him too, just to get even with him. it was a wrong thing to do, but i just...

Struggling with my sexuality

posted by Shakailicious

নমস্কার everyone! I have recently joined this site because I read an প্রবন্ধ on a similar topic. This girl wrote about her inner fears that she might be bisexual, she ব্যক্ত that she absolutely isn't against the gay community she is just unsure of what her sexuality might bring her (like me).
I have a somewhat similar situation concerning my sexual orientation, I 'think' that I am bisexual. As a kid I never had huge crushes on neither boys nor girls. True, the first guy that I liked was in kindergarten, after him I had only 2 'relevant' boy crushes (crushes that lasted somewhat long). However in the...

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Seize The দিন

posted by Shelly_McShelly

Just a moment in this lifetime,
Just a tragedy ahead.
Not knowing where each turn will lead,
Within সেকেন্ড we might be dead.

Live each দিন to the fullest,
Do not stop to wonder why.
Do everything your হৃদয় deisres,
In dreams, rech for the sky.

Surprises at every stop sign,
With its share of wrong ways and dead-ends.
Statistics dont help আপনি with the future,
They only tell আপনি where you've been.

With so many people amoung us,
There are no certainties.
And all it takes is just one person,
To reroute history.

Don't waste one single moment,
How very precious that they are.
What seems a long way off,
Is really not that far.

ক্ষুদ্র হংস Henderson.

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My Joe

posted by ztara

He had just snorted a line of Horlicks, (he was an idiot)

On the 21st of June 2007, my best friend killed himself. He shot himself in the head after suffering from depression for what he ব্যক্ত was 'as long as i can remember'. I'd known the guy from when i was three and i miss him like the devil. He was called Joe Spencer Garrard. But for the last few years he dropped the spencer bit, (his bastard dads name). I grew up with the guy and was with him on the last day. Hence i feel almightly responcible, and i know people have told me there is nothing i could have done but i do. As we grew up together we used to play out in the woods alot, Joe was an out...

I think i am bisexual. help

posted by needhelppls

So, basically,if ive had to describe myself, im a 15 বছর old guy. I Know and always knew that i was attracted to women, but when i was around 9 years old, i got a new friend, and i started to kinda like touching him and all.
I was always using every occasion to hold his hand,
touch his hair and all. Then one day, we had a sleepover
and i just suggested to like try out doing gays, just to see how it is. he agreed, just to try it out, but for me, it was kinda like heaven, we were kissing, and i had plenty oportunities to be as close to him as possible. But he didnt really like it that much, which...

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it is just a friend

posted by key_ra

a rose,
to a person,
is that meaning something?

a gift,
to a person,
is that hiding anything?

a smile,
to a person,
it is আরো that just a friend?

a laugh,
to a person,
is that teasing them?

a book,
to a person,
is that called insulting?

everything must have the negative thought দ্বারা people surround me.
they ask me, "is that just a friend?"
and i will say, "yes, why not?"
they again will ask, "are আপনি like him?"
and i will answer, "people always thinking in negative way. how if i give that to my best friend, is that still meaning something? is that still hiding anything? is that still আরো than a best friend? is that still teasing? is that still insulting?"
and then, i will continue........."no, it is just a friend."

*my life full with untrusted friendship. i don't think they will assume me as their best friend, but if anyone seeking for a trustful friend, i'm here to help you.*

Being Bisexual Isn't All Fun And Games

posted by the-awesome-6

Being bisexual isn't all fun and games.

In fact, it can be incredibly hard. The first time I ever came out, I was terrified. Luckily, the person I told- my mom, was understanding and supportive. But not everyone is like that. I cannot express my anger when I get মতামত like, "wow, that must be so hard" and "does that make you... like, lesabian AND straight?

What people don't really understand is that we are not really different. We're different like different religions. Sort of the same, sort of different. We aren't a seperate species, and we aren't bad অথবা harmful.

Also, we are aware of the...

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Regret

posted by PuNkRoCk123

It’s tough when you’ve made a fallacious decision. All sorts of terrible; life-changing things happen! Your feelings about life changed. আপনি find it difficult to mend the situation, and অথবা know আপনি can’t adjust it. আপনি beg and plead to redo everything, but that’s life, it happened for a reason.
My father’s been drinking as long as I can remember. He’d drink about seven bottles of বিয়ার everyday when he got back from work. I’ve told him once in awhile about how concerned I am about his drinking, especially how dangerous it is when consumed too much, and his response was always the...

প্রণয় is tough...but trust me it's beautiful

posted by Emmett4ever

Many people feel that প্রণয় hurts...that it's only gonna bring pain and sadness. But to tell আপনি the truth...love won't do that. প্রণয় is when everything is perfect and no matter how bad your দিন is আপনি still find a reason to smile because আপনি feel like আপনি have the most amazing person in your life. Yeah আপনি may be going through some problems in this relationship but let me tell আপনি something...Love conquers all. No matter how bad the situation is আপনি can get through it together. Don't let a silly little argument অথবা what anyone says about your relationship go in front of your judgement on your own relationship. And I'm going to give উপদেশ to those people who হারিয়ে গেছে someone and sees that person with someone else...Listen if আপনি truly loved them আপনি would let them be happy with whoever. Don't interfere. আপনি will be happy and so will they. And plus it will give আপনি peace at mind. Dream Big. প্রণয় Forever. Live like today is your last day

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I can't take it anymore....

posted by 123a

I'm an 13 years old girl and a normal teenager.

my problem is that my parents don't understand me well , and I don't see my bigger sister
i have a little sister , but i can't relate to her , and i have an older brother who helps me a lot but not enough.

i'm always depressed and i just listen to music all the time , actually music helps me a lot to express my anger , sadness , happiness .

i really Love Avril Lavigne because she is the only person who helped me in hard time , her music is so inspiring And meaningful .

and then , i have you fanpop users , you are my only family , my only friends , and my only hope.

so , please tell me what can i do to get rid of the negativity .

Thanks for your time,
Tamara

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Can someone please help me? I think I'm bisexual, but I don't know.....

posted by sapherequeen

*sighs* So..lately, I'm starting to think অথবা maybe realize that I am bisexual; I'm attracted দ্বারা both boys and girls.

After thinking about it, there have been signs of this since I was at a young age, like around five years of age, but I never put these clues together until now....

Well...like I said, it all started at five. For some strange reason, a lot of the little kids in my kindergarten class already started having crushes on one another. There were little girls telling each other so-and-so likes আপনি and giggling about it, and there were boys who basically did the same thing. I can even...

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feeling empty, lack of motivation: how do I fix it?

posted by quaintcomfort

I'm a 16 বছর old female (about to graduate her sophomore বছর of high school) & everything used to be okay. I was a 4.0 student (up until now), I had a few বন্ধু to hang out with on weekends, I studied hard, I got along with people... But now I just feel terrible. My grade point average has dropped to a 3.7 (which is still good but... it's not good enough) & my mom never ever helps me at all: she always makes things worse with all her yelling and screaming at me to "get skinnier" and "go on lots of diets" and "lose weight lose weight!" and "go to gym আপনি need to lose weight" but...

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BOY AND GIRL..

posted by 2annayjacob

BOY SEES GIRL,GIRL LEARNS ABOUT BOY, BOY AND GIRL FALL IN LOVE, BOY IS SWEET TO GIRL, GIRL NOTICES A PUPPY-LIKE QUALITY ABOUT BOY. BOY GOES OUT WITH GIRLS, OTHER GIRLS, GIRL MAKES BOY FALL FOR HER AGAIN, BOY BREAKS UP WITH OTHER GIRLS, ALWAYS.
ONE দিন GIRL SEES BOY, BUT SHE DOESN'T RECOGNIZE BOY, BOY IS DRESSED LIKE A GIRL..GIRL FALLS DOWN A HOLE, BOY HEARS GIRL TALKING SHIT ABOUT HIM, GIRL DOESN'T KNOW, BOY IS DEVASTATED, FOLLOWS GIRL DOWN THE HOLE. BOY TURNS TO DRUGS, GIRL TURNS TO COMMON, FUKING SENCE, AND NOW, GIRL KNOWS BOY HEAR. BOY TURNS TO JAY, GIRL GETS DEPRESSED. BOY DOESN'T RETURN...

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Responsible Drinking: A How-To Guide

posted by Cinders

My favorite drink of the moment.

First of all, let me say that alcohol is one of the finer pleasures in life. Hell, I always have a bottle of Bailey's on hand somewhere in my house. But I've been thinking about responsible drinking lately, and how a lot of people, especially younger folks like me, think they know what that means, but... don't, at least, not really.

Now, আপনি may think, "Responsible drinking tips from a nineteen-year-old American?" Well, yeah, I see where that might come off kind of amusing, but I've actually had a lot of experience with alcohol. So really I'm আরো like a nineteen-year-old Belgian when it comes...

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the winter blues and 10 way to get rid of them

posted by amazondebs

i think everyone feels the winter blues a bit but i thought আপনি might like to know to what extent...

a survey found that winter leaves people feeling demotivated, deprived of sleep and irritable;
-Half of Britons suffer from "winter depression" between September and March
-48% of those surveyed believe they suffer from seasonal affective disorder (SAD)
-18% of people eat আরো than usual to cheer themselves up
-16% find it difficult to sleep
-15% believe winter depression makes them argumentative
-January and February are the most likely months for people to suffer from winter depression, followed...

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I have a huge problem with a friend I have, please help....

posted by sapherequeen

*I believe in respecting the privacy of others, so my friend's name will just be Angelica*

So I've known this person, Angelica for quite some time. When I first added her on my fanlist, she sent me a message saying hi and we just became বন্ধু that way. She seemed really nice and sweet, I liked her :)

But then, things started to get a little out-of-hand. Angelica somehow got the idea that every time I'm on ফ্যানপপ I should talk to her. Whenever I was on, she'd send me a message saying how hurt she was because I didn't send her a message. অথবা if I didn't reply her messages within five minutes,...

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A carrot, an egg and a cup of coffee

posted by Shandy

Coffee beans

This is an যন্ত্রপত্র that my mother received and I thought that I'd share it with all of you.

A carrot, an egg and a cup of coffee.

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first pot she placed carrots, in the সেকেন্ড she placed eggs, and in the last...

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My black life

posted by IsabellaAzuria

I was born
though i shouldn't be
I should have died
I would have died
but i didn't

It would have been better for me to die
and leave this world behind me
it's full of liars and fear

I nearly died twice
Why didn't I?
I would feel so much better now

I would never have been betrayed
by three guys
I would never have seen my mom
lying on the floor and trying to kill herself
I would never have heard my parents
having huge arguments everyday
I would never have known what it's like
to live without money
I would never have been the daydreamer
everybody makes fun of

But then I thought god would have mercy
he sent me one...

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Untitled Poem

posted by Cinders

I wrote this a while ago, and since it seems to be nothing but a series of advice, I figured... what the hell? I think I was listening to LeAnne Womack's "I Hope আপনি Dance" at the time because that's what it sounds like.

When আপনি look up at the sky, don't do it just to see if it's raining
When আপনি find it is raining, don't run indoors and hide
When আপনি get your hopes too high, don't say you're overrated
When আপনি walk down দ্বারা a river, don't be afraid to get your feet wet
When your আগুন goes out, don't blame it on the wind
When আপনি watch the sunset, don't think the দিন is over
When আপনি reach out to...

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Oh My God...

posted by AXLRgirl2420

I know that no one knows me here. But I just have a lot to say n' I need to tell it to someone. Anyone, really.

I'm 13, first off. I don't have much experience in this world, but I've learned a lot. There's been so much that's happened over the years that lead up to this moment.

In 5th grade, I was antagonized for being different, like everyone else. But I was like the main target. It hurt really bad n' I started to drift away আরো n' more. Then...well...something happened during that year, but I won't say. It brings back too many bad memories.

Anyway, 6th grade didn't start out that bad. I...