It was a Saturday afternoon. The weather was realy nice, so I decided to go to the Park with some বন্ধু to have a barbeque. The Park is about 6 Miles away so I had to drive দ্বারা car.
I packed my bag with some bottles of limonade and some steaks, left my apartment and got into my car. It was a বিএমডবলু 330. Actually I never liked this car that much … too much electrical toys for me. I started the engine and drove away. After about 3 miles I saw that there was a red traffic light in about 100 meters. I just began to slow down but then the light turned green so I pushed on the gas pedal again.
Suddenly, I could hear a loud squeak. All I can remember is that i started to সরানো my head to the left and I just could registrate a big red block coming up to me very fast.
A GIANT PULL …..
অবিশ্বাস্য PAIN ….
CRASHING GLASS …
!!!CUT!!!
I woke up, unknowing what just happended … the first thing I registrated was this অবিশ্বাস্য pain all over my body! All I could see and hear was blurred.
Screaming people ..
a sirene …
I watchted around and registrated that I was on the passenger seat! The pull of the crash dashed me from my আসন to the passenger seat. I saw a lot of blood all over me.
অবিশ্বাস্য PAIN!
… !!!CUT!!! …
I could hear some cuts of several voices and sounds in a mess
Quick ……
crash …
young man …
severe internal injuries ….
beep … beep … beep
Unbelieveable pain shot trough my body … just for a millisecond. But it was so painfull that it seems like a minute!
12 mg of adrenaline …
Prepare the operating room! …
Hurry up we loose him!...
Beep … beep … beep …
Again.
I was not shure if i was awake অথবা not. Cause i could not see anything, could not সরানো .. only hear this mess of different, sounds and hectic voices.
অবিশ্বাস্য PAIN AGAIN!
Beep …… beep ……… beep
Where the Hell is the Dr.?! …
… spleen ripped
…. internal bleedings
Beep ……….. beep ……………………..beep ………………………………beep
… blood filled lung!!!
… loose him! ….
THIS PAIN AGAIN!!!
The worst of all was that I had no emotional feelings …
… no sadness,
….no worry,
….not scared
….no happyness
Nothing. Like an empty shell without voice, without eyes, without muscles … just hearing messed up voices and sounds.
…. NO! …. NO! … Common Boy!!!
………. Quick the defibrillator!
The Voices became আরো and আরো silent and blurred …
The last sound ….
Beep ….. beep … beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep ..
SILENCE!!!!
…………… Am I dead???
Still Silence …. No voices …. No sounds … just black …. And silence!
Suddenly I feel like I'm falling … faster and faster! It was just this feeling of the free fall.
no pain…
no light…
no emotions…
Just the free fall …
!!!SLAM!!!
I stopped abruptly.
Felt like i hit the ground but it didn’t hurt.
Am I dead right now????
…. SILENCE ….
No pain …
No light …
No emotions ….
No sounds …
Soon I could hear blurred sounds again… it was to kinds of sounds …
First
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ……………………..
…………………… hooooooooooooooooooo
Then
Bup …………………………… bup
Bup …………………… bup
These sounds were not messed up and hecic like before …
…they were equally, soft and they repeated.
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…….
…… hoooooooooooo
Bup ……………………………….... bup
Bup …………………………………………bup
This repeated again and again … getting faster and আরো clearly.
Shhhhhhhhhhh ……
…….. hoooooooooooo
Bup …………………… bup
Bup …………….. bup
Shhhhhhhh ….
….. hooooooooo
Bup ………… bup
Bup ……… bup
Shhhhhhhh … hooooooooo
Bup bup … bup bup.
Now I realized!
The shhhhh and hooooo was me breathing in and out.
And the bup sound was the beat of my heart!
I could not be dead!
I was confused.
WAIT! Confused?! This is an emotion! My emotions came back …. I could feel my confusion,
my uncertainty …
soon I could feel আরো and আরো parts of my body! The legs, the arms … my head ...
I Opened my Eyes ….
I could feel that I was laying with my stomic down and could arrange to turn over on my back.
When i moved, i saw that i had no hands anymore.. i had Paws!!!!
Oh my god! I Looked at myself ... i had fur! a tail!
What happended to me?!
i looked up ...
Night …. Blue Sky, hundreds of stars ….
I could hear leaves moving in the wind …
I even could feel the soft and warm wind …
I could hear crickets, owls …
WAIT! … WHERE AM I??!!!
I Remembered what happended before this … that I was in my বিএমডবলু 330 … that something red hit me …
I turned around on my stomic and lift my head up. I saw a sign right infront of me.
It read 'Welcome to Jasper Park Canada!'
I was shocked, but could not jump up cause it was still to painfull.
… Yes … I started to feel again.
At the same time I understood that this was not my old live, not my old city ...
not my old body! i wasn't a human anymore! I was into a wolf!
My time was not over yet!
It was a সেকেন্ড Chance!
I packed my bag with some bottles of limonade and some steaks, left my apartment and got into my car. It was a বিএমডবলু 330. Actually I never liked this car that much … too much electrical toys for me. I started the engine and drove away. After about 3 miles I saw that there was a red traffic light in about 100 meters. I just began to slow down but then the light turned green so I pushed on the gas pedal again.
Suddenly, I could hear a loud squeak. All I can remember is that i started to সরানো my head to the left and I just could registrate a big red block coming up to me very fast.
A GIANT PULL …..
অবিশ্বাস্য PAIN ….
CRASHING GLASS …
!!!CUT!!!
I woke up, unknowing what just happended … the first thing I registrated was this অবিশ্বাস্য pain all over my body! All I could see and hear was blurred.
Screaming people ..
a sirene …
I watchted around and registrated that I was on the passenger seat! The pull of the crash dashed me from my আসন to the passenger seat. I saw a lot of blood all over me.
অবিশ্বাস্য PAIN!
… !!!CUT!!! …
I could hear some cuts of several voices and sounds in a mess
Quick ……
crash …
young man …
severe internal injuries ….
beep … beep … beep
Unbelieveable pain shot trough my body … just for a millisecond. But it was so painfull that it seems like a minute!
12 mg of adrenaline …
Prepare the operating room! …
Hurry up we loose him!...
Beep … beep … beep …
Again.
I was not shure if i was awake অথবা not. Cause i could not see anything, could not সরানো .. only hear this mess of different, sounds and hectic voices.
অবিশ্বাস্য PAIN AGAIN!
Beep …… beep ……… beep
Where the Hell is the Dr.?! …
… spleen ripped
…. internal bleedings
Beep ……….. beep ……………………..beep ………………………………beep
… blood filled lung!!!
… loose him! ….
THIS PAIN AGAIN!!!
The worst of all was that I had no emotional feelings …
… no sadness,
….no worry,
….not scared
….no happyness
Nothing. Like an empty shell without voice, without eyes, without muscles … just hearing messed up voices and sounds.
…. NO! …. NO! … Common Boy!!!
………. Quick the defibrillator!
The Voices became আরো and আরো silent and blurred …
The last sound ….
Beep ….. beep … beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep ..
SILENCE!!!!
…………… Am I dead???
Still Silence …. No voices …. No sounds … just black …. And silence!
Suddenly I feel like I'm falling … faster and faster! It was just this feeling of the free fall.
no pain…
no light…
no emotions…
Just the free fall …
!!!SLAM!!!
I stopped abruptly.
Felt like i hit the ground but it didn’t hurt.
Am I dead right now????
…. SILENCE ….
No pain …
No light …
No emotions ….
No sounds …
Soon I could hear blurred sounds again… it was to kinds of sounds …
First
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ……………………..
…………………… hooooooooooooooooooo
Then
Bup …………………………… bup
Bup …………………… bup
These sounds were not messed up and hecic like before …
…they were equally, soft and they repeated.
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…….
…… hoooooooooooo
Bup ……………………………….... bup
Bup …………………………………………bup
This repeated again and again … getting faster and আরো clearly.
Shhhhhhhhhhh ……
…….. hoooooooooooo
Bup …………………… bup
Bup …………….. bup
Shhhhhhhh ….
….. hooooooooo
Bup ………… bup
Bup ……… bup
Shhhhhhhh … hooooooooo
Bup bup … bup bup.
Now I realized!
The shhhhh and hooooo was me breathing in and out.
And the bup sound was the beat of my heart!
I could not be dead!
I was confused.
WAIT! Confused?! This is an emotion! My emotions came back …. I could feel my confusion,
my uncertainty …
soon I could feel আরো and আরো parts of my body! The legs, the arms … my head ...
I Opened my Eyes ….
I could feel that I was laying with my stomic down and could arrange to turn over on my back.
When i moved, i saw that i had no hands anymore.. i had Paws!!!!
Oh my god! I Looked at myself ... i had fur! a tail!
What happended to me?!
i looked up ...
Night …. Blue Sky, hundreds of stars ….
I could hear leaves moving in the wind …
I even could feel the soft and warm wind …
I could hear crickets, owls …
WAIT! … WHERE AM I??!!!
I Remembered what happended before this … that I was in my বিএমডবলু 330 … that something red hit me …
I turned around on my stomic and lift my head up. I saw a sign right infront of me.
It read 'Welcome to Jasper Park Canada!'
I was shocked, but could not jump up cause it was still to painfull.
… Yes … I started to feel again.
At the same time I understood that this was not my old live, not my old city ...
not my old body! i wasn't a human anymore! I was into a wolf!
My time was not over yet!
It was a সেকেন্ড Chance!
