Everyday around quarter past three,
আপনি burst into the bathroom searching for me,
I get hidden দ্বারা your mother while আপনি are away,
hidden, unused for most of the day,
I feel your anger as your hand grips me tight,
I'm the one & only thing that helps আপনি sleep at night,
I live to put scars upon your wrist,
I leave my mark I'm proud of this,
I watch as the beautiful red blood pattern drips,
and runs off the ends of your fingertips,
what possesses humans to act like this,
to scream, cry & cut their wrists,
but for now my job is clear
the reason that I was brought here
to relieve the pain
to sit দ্বারা the window and watch the rain,
up until around quarter past three
when আপনি burst into the bathroom searching for me...
আপনি burst into the bathroom searching for me,
I get hidden দ্বারা your mother while আপনি are away,
hidden, unused for most of the day,
I feel your anger as your hand grips me tight,
I'm the one & only thing that helps আপনি sleep at night,
I live to put scars upon your wrist,
I leave my mark I'm proud of this,
I watch as the beautiful red blood pattern drips,
and runs off the ends of your fingertips,
what possesses humans to act like this,
to scream, cry & cut their wrists,
but for now my job is clear
the reason that I was brought here
to relieve the pain
to sit দ্বারা the window and watch the rain,
up until around quarter past three
when আপনি burst into the bathroom searching for me...
Tell me why I've been lied to
Tell me why there are secrets hidden from me
দ্বারা my sister
Explain to me why she choose this
Explain to me why I hurt so much
Explain to me why I don't care any more
About my life
Answer me why I want to cry
Answer me why I want to die
Answer me why I want her to just
Leave already
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I've been hurt দ্বারা a sister. She has lied openly to my face, hidden secrets from me when she promised me she wouldn't, and threw me out like I was trash. I'm wrong for being hurt, অথবা am I just an idiot?
Tell me why there are secrets hidden from me
দ্বারা my sister
Explain to me why she choose this
Explain to me why I hurt so much
Explain to me why I don't care any more
About my life
Answer me why I want to cry
Answer me why I want to die
Answer me why I want her to just
Leave already
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I've been hurt দ্বারা a sister. She has lied openly to my face, hidden secrets from me when she promised me she wouldn't, and threw me out like I was trash. I'm wrong for being hurt, অথবা am I just an idiot?
Go to sleep and close your eyes
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn
আপনি know the pain that which they’ve born
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
And wake up just before আপনি drown
The moonlight shining off your tears
As আপনি bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when আপনি start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby, your almost dead
আপনি don’t have a pulse and your pillows red
Your family hates you, and your বন্ধু let আপনি bleed
Sleep tight with a knife, cause thats all আপনি need
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred
আপনি didn’t know life would be this hard
Time to end the pain আপনি hid so well
And down আপনি go baby
Straight back to hell
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn
আপনি know the pain that which they’ve born
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
And wake up just before আপনি drown
The moonlight shining off your tears
As আপনি bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when আপনি start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby, your almost dead
আপনি don’t have a pulse and your pillows red
Your family hates you, and your বন্ধু let আপনি bleed
Sleep tight with a knife, cause thats all আপনি need
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred
আপনি didn’t know life would be this hard
Time to end the pain আপনি hid so well
And down আপনি go baby
Straight back to hell
hope, for me, is a place uncharted
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
ফ্রোজেন my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my হৃদয় is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my হৃদয় can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope আপনি understand...
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
ফ্রোজেন my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my হৃদয় is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my হৃদয় can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope আপনি understand...