Everyday around quarter past three,
আপনি burst into the bathroom searching for me,
I get hidden দ্বারা your mother while আপনি are away,
hidden, unused for most of the day,
I feel your anger as your hand grips me tight,
I'm the one & only thing that helps আপনি sleep at night,
I live to put scars upon your wrist,
I leave my mark I'm proud of this,
I watch as the beautiful red blood pattern drips,
and runs off the ends of your fingertips,
what possesses humans to act like this,
to scream, cry & cut their wrists,
but for now my job is clear
the reason that I was brought here
to relieve the pain
to sit দ্বারা the window and watch the rain,
up until around quarter past three
when আপনি burst into the bathroom searching for me...
আপনি burst into the bathroom searching for me,
I get hidden দ্বারা your mother while আপনি are away,
hidden, unused for most of the day,
I feel your anger as your hand grips me tight,
I'm the one & only thing that helps আপনি sleep at night,
I live to put scars upon your wrist,
I leave my mark I'm proud of this,
I watch as the beautiful red blood pattern drips,
and runs off the ends of your fingertips,
what possesses humans to act like this,
to scream, cry & cut their wrists,
but for now my job is clear
the reason that I was brought here
to relieve the pain
to sit দ্বারা the window and watch the rain,
up until around quarter past three
when আপনি burst into the bathroom searching for me...
I draw a pretty picture A picture on my wrist The picture keeps getting bigger Every time my feelings are dismissed আপনি think the words don’t hurt me That the actions don’t cause me pain আপনি think that if I smile I must be happy again I’m not going to blame it on আপনি Because I know that its my choice But it only ever happens when আপনি raise your voice I hear the screams and shouts And I reach out for the blade I do it without thinking Then I look at the mess I’ve made It looks ugly and it stings But it takes away the pain And the hurt Of all the other things I know you’ll tell me its wrong If আপনি ever find out That’s why I keep my arms covered I don’t want আপনি to scream and shout I keep my arms covered so no one else can see The scratches ive made on my arms There something that’s private to me.
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