jacob

jan.1.
Dear Diary,
the wedding is a couple weeks away. i shake uncontrollably everytime i think about marrying the most beautiful man in the universe who happens to be a vampire.some times i think: why would he choose to fall in প্রণয় with me? i'm just an awkward 18 yr old. the suffering in silence is what i like to call it.
lately i've been thinkin' a lot about jake. i always knew i loved jake. but, for some reason my প্রণয় for edward is exponentially আরো powerful. i have no choice but to be inarevicobly in প্রণয় with this gorgeous vampire.
-till your হৃদয় stops beating bella; i'll be there...

I decided to write Chapter 2, because I am going to Adelaide on Saturday and won’t be able to write any আরো until i come back. Let me know what আপনি guys think so far.

I was woken up দ্বারা my alarm and I rolled out of bed, but without thinking i fell on the floor. Stupid idiot I thought. Oh crap its Monday, new school. i sighed, i quickly just threw on some jeans and a warm jumper, couldn’t be bothered with my hair so i just messily tied it up. I did my every দিন routine that all humans do, brush teeth, clean face, eat breakfast, go to school. The school wasn't really that hard to find, it...