Post Trial Era (2005) / October 2005 লন্ডন Visit

After Rehearsals Ended
Michael called Bill to the studio. Janelle's legs were still rather weak and she could still barely walk. She would get a few steps for a while, but then collapse onto the ground. Michael would have to help her tonight with her walking when they go to dinner, but...he was thinking that tonight could be just for him and her so he can get to know her better.
"Hey, Janelle." He said.
"Yes, Michael?" Janelle responded, turning to him.
"Um...well...I was thinking..." He started to blush a little. "Could...could tonight be...you know...just for us? Just আপনি and me?"
Janelle seemed...

I finished my song, I saw my fans, I smiled, and I ব্যক্ত : " Wow, আপনি are wonderful!!" a scream escaped . "Aww I প্রণয় you!! I yelled and I could hear "we প্রণয় আপনি too!!"
Awww when I say that, I think about someone, an unforgettable someone. So I ব্যক্ত : "For the finish of this fabulous concert, I will গান গাওয়া my favourite song that I created, Guess what!" "Stop to hide your wings" screamed the crowd. "Yeah!! Just for আপনি and for our Angel, of course!" I told them. I ran to the middle of the stage, I closed my eyes and began to sing :

It's not my place, no, it's not my place ~
I know, it's...

Chapter 7

January 13, 2000,

I was hanging out with dad in his recording studio at the ranch. He paused the track that he was working on and had the chef bring us some food. The chef knocked on the door and dad let him inside. He brought us each an egg সালাদ স্যান্ডউইচ and went back to the main house. Dad came over and sat down across from me at the small টেবিল that was there.

I ব্যক্ত "daddy I want to be just like আপনি when I grow up!" He asked "you do? In what way do আপনি want to be like me?" I ব্যক্ত "well; I want to be a singer and a dancer who is famous just like you!" He ব্যক্ত "yeah; it can be awesome...

as well all know michael was never allowed to call him daddy as a little boy and dad as an adult joseph never showed michael any affection towards him at all he never huged him and never ব্যক্ত i প্রণয় আপনি to him not once as a kid and not once as an adult

first
when michael was little joseph always inlisted in him and his siblings that they were not allowed to call him dad he always ব্যক্ত to them that its not ok to call him dad অথবা daddy its joseh to them he always was a strong disciplinarian to his children

second
when michael and his brothers would practice for shows অথবা tours joseph would always...

michael always shared with many people that he didnt have a childhood and how he never got to play with the neighborhood kids because he always had to practice অথবা record songs with his brothers and never have a chance to meet new বন্ধু of his own he always had to hang with his brothers because of course they were a band but michael always wanted to just be a kid sometimes and have some fun

this is from something that i read about that broke my হৃদয়

michael has shared this with a close friend of his that he felt like a orphan because he wasnt hardly প্রথমপাতা with the rest of his family he always...

I woke up to a fresh morning in my hotel room. There was a bright রশ্মি of sunlight that hit my eyes perfectly. Too bright that it almost made me blind. I sat up and yawned and remember what happened before I left seven days ago. Every morning I think about Michael and I from the airport. And everytime I do, I end up feeling a tear rolling down my face. I wiped it off then walk into my bathroom and saw a vase filled with nothing but purple, blue, black and red roses. There was a card leaning against the vase that had my name on it. I opened it and pulled out a note. The note read,"Evanescence...

*Nine Months Later*



"Good job, আপনি guys! That was an amazing show!" I ব্যক্ত to all my brothers as we gave brotherly hugs before we were to end the night. I was exhausted but I had to stay up long enough to get to my hotel room and call Taylor. "You too, Michael. আপনি were amazing. Good job, lil' bro. আপনি did good." ব্যক্ত Tito. We all stood in a বৃত্ত and gave one big group hug for the night and then we went our separate ways to go to our hotels. For some reason, and I don't understand, we are all staying in separate hotels. I don't get it but I honestly don't care. All I cared abou was getting...

This is NOT to offend MJ অথবা his fans. These are MISHEARD lyrics, not the real lyrics. These are the lyrics I THOUGHT they were, not the real lyrics.

All alone, I had to talk about it.
But like a UFO, it kicks me so don't stab me.
All alone, I knew আপনি were a "pony girl"
You stay behind the mask, so আপনি can প্রদর্শনী your world.
You sit around as I wash your face
I try to find the tooth, but that's your hiding place
You say আপনি love, but it's hard to see
Cause when আপনি in his arms, আপনি know it rots in me
Who do আপনি love???!!!
Is it me... with who???
I don't know????!!!!
Who do আপনি love???!!!
I know আপনি wanna
If...

all his life michael has been misunderstood from the early days in the jackson five to adulthood people labled him as a weirdo অথবা strange when deep down inside michael was nothing like what they thought that he was to be michael was a gentle soul he had feelings and when they would say things like this yes of course he would become angry and sad over the false and negitive messages that the media was saying about him we all know that michael had a deep প্রণয় for children it was a pure and innocent প্রণয় michael showed these children true pure and প্রণয় and care but when he would invite children...

She woke up in some big soft arms,carrying her through the forests,straight to a beautiful big castle.She knew that castle...It was Mark's!She opened her eyes wide and looked at the one holding her,it was Mark.He told her:"Don't be scared,Michael is not here to hurt আপনি anymore..."."But he didn't hurt me,I..."."Look what he did to you,he almost killed আপনি too,thank God I felt আপনি were in danger and I thought I should come to see you!I don't wanna think what would have happened if I wouldn't have been there when আপনি fell!That murderer won't get away with this,he hurt আপনি and this is something...