It was another দিন without Michael. Wait until it's a year. My phone rung "Hello. This is depression you're calling. What আপনি want?" I groaned "Hey , single lady. It's Danny." He answered. I quickly hung up the phone. It rung again "What do আপনি want from me?" I moaned "I got something for আপনি , babe." He ব্যক্ত as I quickly woke up "First. I'm not your babe. Secondly. What did আপনি get?" I asked as he chuckled "I'm coming over today." He whispered as I looked at the phone like: The fuck. I hung up and stayed in বিছানা drinking a glass of Whiskey as the door opened "Danny , what have আপনি brought...

I looked around the warehouse. It was spacious and big with a broken windows and broken glass on door. There were rats scattering around the corners and nibbling on dead rats and squeaking. I looked up at one of the guys "My name's Carmine." He ব্যক্ত as he took his ছুরি and softly caressed my cheek again , I looked the other way while he grabbed my face "Don't be such a bitch. I might cut off your pretty face." He pushed my head back while his assistant , brung a bucket of water "Here আপনি go." He ব্যক্ত as he gave Carmine the bucket. He dumped the water on me then untied me from the chair and...

I truly believe that each time he ব্যক্ত that,he meant it.
He is one of the few reasons why I'm still alive.
He made me believe that I was not alone.
I believe he'd প্রণয় me,no matter what I was,but he'd প্রণয় me for who I am.
The reason why I'm writting this is because since early 2012,I have bulimia.
It was HELL,no matter what I did,I'd always finish the দিন throwing up in the cold bathroom.
And I cut a few times,my body is a terrible mess,but my mind is even worse,although I almost don't throw up now
Today,I'm better,but still...not fully recovered.
THIS is a way of telling people that I প্রণয় MICHAEL,that...

The পরবর্তি দিন , I woke up to a phone call "Hello?" I ব্যক্ত "Hey Nesha , it's me , Michael." I filled my spirit with life "Hey Michael. How আপনি doing?" He giggled at my excitement "I'm doing good and you?" Michael sounded so sweet "Good. Just got up and I'm ready for the world. Just need to brush my teeth." I joked as he laughed "You're so silly." he ব্যক্ত as I laughed "Are আপনি coming over today?" I desperately needed to know "Hmmm. Yeah I'll come over today." He ব্যক্ত as we ব্যক্ত goodbye and hung up. I still felt প্রজাপতি in my stomach "I'm so in love." I ব্যক্ত to myself as my phone rang and...