txt convo dray's pov
jacobe-twist iz makng me babysit again!!!
me-boii i thght i told u not 2 txt me while babysitting!!
jacobe-i cldnt!!!!! i needed 2 tlk 2 u!
me-about wat?
jacobe-1-4-3
me-*gasp*
jacobe-wow! lol!!
me-u can gasp while txtng!!!! 1-4-3 to u 2!!
javobe-yay! ugg! gtg i dnt lik ths demon child!
me-lol!!!! i can handle her! u need a man around!
jacobe-tht waz cold! lol!!!
me-lol bye boii!

living room still dray pov
me-*looks up n evrybdy gone but ray* wtf evrybdy go?!
ray-Kay went shopping, bree went 2 the club with roc, tay went skatebording with prod, n prince...idk
me-mkeh.
ray-im bored
me-i am 2. wnna go 2 the studio
ray-mkeh

at studio ray's pov
dray-i dnt lik ths place
me-u ব্যক্ত u wntd 2 come!!!!!
dray-cuz i had nothng else 2 do n i waz desperate!!!!!
me-*mumbles* deserate 4 a man.
dray-wat?
me-*louder* i waz গান গাওয়া a verse frm valentines girl
dray-k.

in recording room
walter-hey yall. রশ্মি u ready?
me-*nods*
dray-KILL IT RAY!
walter-ow!
dray-*sassy attitude n sits dwn on couch*
walter-*plays I luv u*
me-*sings n walter adds the othr voices in*
*aftr song ended* tht waz good! tell the othrs tht i need thm 2mrw
me-okay *we leave n go back প্রথমপাতা n i go upstairs n dray stays dwnstairs wtchng tv on the floor*

family room dray's pov
me-*watchng tv n i hear a noise* hmm.
prince-*comes in room knockng ovr vase*
me-wat r u doing?!
prince-nothng.

dray's pov
he looks weird

me-r u okay?
prince-*givs me confused look* y?!
me-no reason
prince-i wnna প্রদর্শনী u somethng!
me-wat?
prince-its upstairs
me-okay *gets off floor n goes upstairs 2 our room*

in our room still dray's pov
me-wat u need?
prince-*kisses me gently*
me-*pulls away* prince...we cnt...im with...u kno-
prince-*getting angry* wtf r u tryng 2 say?!

dray's pov
um...iz it me অথবা does he smell lik whiskey?!

me-hav u been drinkng?
prince-no.
me-*tries 2 get ths straight but givs up* okay
prince-y cnt i চুম্বন u?!
me-we're not 2gthr n i go out with jacobe now
prince-f u n jacobe
me-*flinches head back insulted* did u just-
prince-duh! stupid!
me-*oh h3ll nawl!!!!* u need 2 realize who u tlkn 2!!!!

my pov
okay. i kno its dangerous 2 mess with a drunk guy but im way beyond mad!!!!

prince-who u tlkn 2?! *looks around* cuz u out of yo mind if u tlkn 2 me!
me-well...*looks around him* aint nobdy in frnt of me but yo big azz head!!!
prince-*slaps me hard*
me-*stumbles back. its on now!!!! so i tackle him 2 the ground*
prince-*kicks me off him n gets on শীর্ষ of me* test ovr dray

my pov
o_o oh no.

me-GET. OFF. ME!! *screams* RA-
prince-*covers my mouth*
me-*tries 2 get away but prince throws me on বিছানা n pins me dwn*
prince-im done with u dray. u think u grwn so im gnna প্রদর্শনী u grown!!!
me-no plz prince dnt im sorry!
prince-*givs me black eye*
me-HE-
prince-*punches me 2 make me shut up*
me-*cries*
prince-aw dnt cry princess. cuz ur fairly tale iz about 2 be ovr!
me-plz dnt!!!

my pov
i kno wats coming in 4 me. he's tlkng 2 me. but দ্বারা the way he;s looking at me, he;s up 2 kno good. ths iz NOT happening 2 me AGAIN!!!!!

prince-*takes all my clothes off n gets on শীর্ষ of me*
me-get off me plz!! im begging u!!!!
prince-*french kisses me*
me-*turns n looks at wall*
prince-*makes me look at him* ur not a woman. ur a scared little girl in a grown up world!!!!
me-no im not!!!!
prince-*evil laugh* well u think u grown n i got sumthng 4 fake ppl

my pov
it iz happening

p.s. i hope yall kno wat he did cuz i just h8 sayng the "R" word!!! it insults me!!!

the পরবর্তি দিন prince's pov
i woke up n had ths HUGE headache but i took a pill n laid back dwn but i felt sumthng wet on the বিছানা but i ddnt make a big deal out of it cuz i thght dray just spilled sum water অথবা sumthng on the bed. so i did my daily runtine n went dwnstairs with evryone else

me-hey guyz
evrybdy xcpet dray who just looks away nervous lik-hey!!!
Me-*smiles* dray u cnt say নমস্কার ths moring? *laughs*
dray-*fake smile* h-hey prince.
me-*tries 2 put arm around her but she flinches n makes an xcuse 2 leave*
me-do i smell tht bad?!
kay-*sniffs me* no. idk wats rong with her.
me-hmmm...okay. yall ready 2 go 2 schoolz?
tay-no.
prod-*looks at her thn at me* yeah.
tay-*crosses her arms n we wlk 2 the cars but dray rides with prod n tay rides with me*

on way 2 school
me-do u kno wats rong with dray?
tay-*looks behind us in car with prod n dray thn turns back around* no. she ddnt want any of the guyz 2 touch her ths morning thgh.
me-i wonder wat hppnd *pulling in2 school parking lot*
tay-shoot! 10 মিনিট 2 get 2 class!
me-ha ha! i made u late! not really but i just wnt 2 make fun of u!
tay-ths y i cnt wait 4 yall no more! *gets out n evrybdy goes in2 school*

at lockers dray pov
jacobe-*tapping my shoulder n it freaks me out so bad i scream n fall*
jacobe-*helps me up cuz i ddnt want prince 2 touch me* u okay?
me-yeah. just a lil scare!
jacobe-lol! so u wnna come ovr 2day?
me-uh....

dray;s pov
THINK DRAY THINK!!!

me-...i cnt
jacobe-awww! i had a present 4 u but since u cnt come ovr ill giv it 2 u...*looks at clock* NOW!
me-*flinches but plays it off দ্বারা flipping my hair*
jacobe-*givs me nlue neclace thts in the shape of a snowlfake*
me-awwww! its...its...*getting teary eyed* i cnt evn xplain it!
jacobe-*hugs me* i hoped u would lik it.
me-well u hoped rite!
jacobe-well i gtta get 2 class. see u later?
me-defs
jacobe-*leaves*
prince-dray?
me-y-yeah?
prince-y cnt u hang out with him?
me-i j-just ddnt w-want 2. look i gtta go *really fast*
prince-but we still got 5 minutes
me-i-i wnt 2 get there on time
prince-r u okay?
me-yeah. y?
prince-u've been avoiding me.
me-n-no i hvnt. i just...um...
prince-*takes my hand n takes me behind the school where nobdy else is*
me-*scared* i wnna go back inside! *shiftng frm foot 2 foot*
prince-wats rong with u?! tlk 2 me! plz!
me-im fine! i just wnna go back in! *starts 2 cry but i wipe my tears away tht washed off my makeup ovr my eye so i put my head dwn*
prince-dray look at me
dray-um...the sun hurts my eyes
prince-*balls up fist gttng mad n closes eyes* dray. im gnna tell u one আরো damn time. look. at. me.
me-*looks up n turns head 2 side of eye where it iznt blackd*
prince-DAMMIT DRAY LOOK AT ME!!!!
me-*turns head fast*
prince-o_o

prince's pov
WTF HPPND 2 HER?!

prince-*tryng 2 calm dwn but cnt n says thrgh gritted teeth* wtf hppnd 2 u?
me-nothng
prince-*takes a deep breath n opens his eyes* tht doesnt look lik "nothng" 2 me!!!
me-i poked my eye with my eyeshadow brush
prince-sum brush.
me-yeah it waz
prince-*takes my hand n pulls me close*
me-0_0!!!!!!!!!!!!
prince-dnt be scared. just tell me.
me-i told u.
prince-*sigh* ur lyng dray. i kno u.
me-i kno tht.
prince-tht fckn tell me wat hppnd!!!!
me-*puts head dwn* last nite.
prince-wat hppnd last nite?!
me-*holds in tears* u came in drunk.
prince-i did?!
me-*nods head
prince-n wat hppnd?
me-*squirms out of my arms* u told me u had a surprise 4 me-
prince-which waz?
me-*puts finger 2 his mouth* shhh. listen.
prince-*well hurry up thn!!!*
me-n u ব্যক্ত it waz upstairs. *pauses 4 a moment*
prince-dray-
me-no prince. listen...
prince-*sighs*
me-n u took me upstairs. *laughs with no humor lik she's thinkng but not really doing* n u closed the door. n u kissed me.
prince-dray im-
me-*kisses him* lemme finish.
prince-*bites lip* okay.
me-n i pushed u away. n askd u if uve been drinkng. *pause* n u ব্যক্ত no n got mad 4 sum reason. n u askd me y u cldnt চুম্বন me. so i told u i went out with jacobe. n u ব্যক্ত f me n him. n we got in an arugment *hesitates* n...u hit me-
prince-no way. dray im so sorry!!! i would nvr do tht plz 4giv me!!! *hugs me tightly*
me-*hugs him back* i 4giv u.
prince-*lets go*
me-n i got mad n i tackled u 2 the floor...n u kicked me off u n put me on the bed. n i clld 4 রশ্মি but u coverd my mouth b4 i could. n u ব্যক্ত since i thght i waz grwn u had somethng 4 me. *stops* thn u stripped me.
prince-*closes eyes as if 2 say, "dnt tell me"*
me-n u french kissed me *short laugh with no humor* n u did it. *tears fall frm her eyes*
prince-*stands there not sayng a word*
me-u ddnt kno.
prince-*voice cracking* i should hav known.
me-u were drunk prince.
prince-but i shouldnt hav been drinkng in the 2st place.
me-*looks dwn n digs shoes in ground*
prince-so tht wet stuff i felt ths morning...
dray-yeah.
prince-*picks me up n spins me around n hugs me really tight thn puts me dwn cryng n gets on his knees* dray im so sorry plz 4giv me! i would nvr do tht 2 u on purpose no matter wat! i promise plz dnt hate me!! im so sorry!!!!!!!! i wnt hurt u evr again!!!! just....*cries*
me-*gets in frnt of him* i already 4gav u prince!
prince-its all my fault! i did it again!!!
me-u wat?
prince-ive r4ped othr ppl b4!!!! evry time i use 2 drink!!! *cries harder*
me-*hugs him while he cries on my shoulder* its okay prince.
prince-*not able 2 say anythng*]
mee-its gnna be okay
prince-*stops cryng 4 a while* im sorry.'
me-its okay. *kisses him*
prince-*wraps arms around me n squeases me tight*

at প্রথমপাতা kay's pov
ray-KAYYYYY!!!!!!!
me-*slaps him* boy im rite beside yo taci azz head!!!!!!
ray-u hatn. i got u *picks me up*
me-damn!!!!
evrybdy-ha ha!!!

upstairs
ray-*puts me dwn n locks door*
me-*runs up 2 it n beats on door* HELP SUMBDY HELP ME!!!
dray-SHUT UP N LIK IT!!!!
me-*hears evrybdy laugh*
me-HATERZ!
ray-*pulls me away frm door n outs me on couch*
me-lemme go?
ray-nahhhh *kisses my neck*
me-mmmm. uh...ray?
ray-*groans* wattttt?!
me-i hav 2 tell u somthng
ray-it can wait *kisses me*
me-no it cnt
ray-*rolls eyes* im tryng 2 do u kay!!!!
me-ik tht. can i tell u?
ray-*stares at me 4 a সেকেন্ড thn sighs n says yes*
me-okay so...
ray-hurry up. im feeling horny rite now!!!!
me-i can tell! anyway! *sigh* come here
ray-how long do i hav 2 wait?!
me-i hav 2 tell it 2 u in ur ear cuz its a secret!!!
ray-*scoots closer 2 me* wat
me-*in his ear* im feeling horny 2!
ray-OH YEAH!!! *throws me on বিছানা n we get freaky!!!!*
ray-*sucks my neck n givs me (yet) ANOTHER hickie*
me-ohhhh!!!
ray-u lik tht?!
me-mmhhmm!!!
ray-wat about ths? *takes off my শার্ট n kisses my chest*
me-yeah!!!
ray-*wraps my legs around him*
me-*french kisses him*
(lol i cnt believe im gnna write ths!!!!! but here it goes!!!)
ray-*humps me*
ha ha!!!
me-omg!!!
ray-u likie? (wierd rite?!)
me-mmhhmm!
ray-*in my ear* 2nite...ur mine
me-im glad were both horny rite now!!!
ray-y?!
me-cuz i wont be able 2 do THS! *flips us ovr n does a rated 35 thng i cnt put dwn. *aka it includs his fatcake!!! if u kno wat i mean!*
ray-*v*

my pov
omg!!! i feel special rite now!

ray's pov
u see y i lik her?!

ray-enough of tht. its my turn
me-oh no
ray-*mischievous grin n sits me up on him* i luv u
me-u 2
ray-*takes off my shorts*
me-*takes off his shirt* -_0
ray-yeah i kno.
me-o_0 w.o.w
ray-lol! *licks me*
me-eww boii nasty!!!
ray-good! *licks my leg n stops*
me-*pouts* wats rong?
ray-nothng *kisses my neck*
me-*pulls his ponytails towards me*
ray-*pulls mine towards him *
yeah in real life i hav 2 ponytails lik ray. dnt hate.
me-im tired
ray-but im still horny!!!!!!!! n i want u NOW!!!!
me-lol! chilish boy!
ray-im not kidding *serious face*
me-smh. ur always horny.
ray-but ths time iz diffrent.
me-how so?
ray-GIV ME UR কেক RITE NOW!!!!!!!!
me-no!
ray-*takes it anyway*
me-ur such a ba-
ray-*shuts me up দ্বারা kssing me* stfu.
me-*rolls eyes*
ray-ha ha! thts y im gnna take ur কেক again!
me-damN!!! *tries 2 get frm under him*
ray-*holds me dwn with nands*
me-f u
ray-luv u.
me-*small smile*
ray-u luv me 2!! just go ahead n say it!
me-ill say it if u stop takng my cucake
ray-nvrm! *takes it AGAIN!!!!*
me-*pushes him off me* ur a horny demon.
ray-duh! *pushes me back on bed* n ths horny demon iznt finished with u!
me-*repeats him n tiny voice*
ray-*groans* shut uppppp!!!! i just want ur cupcakeeee!!!!!!!
me-yyyy
ray-cuz i luv u!
me-if u luv me u would write me a poem!!!
ray-i would rather hav ur cupcake.
me-ugggg!
ray-tht groan iz gnna turn in2 a moan soon!!!!
me-watevr
ray-okay if u say so!
me-ur a btch.
ray-so r u.
me-get off meeeeee
ray-but im horny rite now! u dnt mess with a horny guy!!!
me-i will if ill chop hiz ick off!!!!
ray-thn how r u gnna get sum of ths?! *motions 2 his body*
me-another man!
ray-fine!!! *gets off me n we put our clothes back on*
me-*lays back dwn in বিছানা n watches tv*
ray-*cuddles up behind me* i luv u
me-i luv u 2.
ray-if u luv me u would giv me ur cupcake
me-2 bad. *fake smile*
ray-*rolls eyes n turns ovr n doesnt tlk 2 me*