It’s all messed up. I’m standing in front of Garcia’s door, wondering what I’m doing here at this late hour, in Washington instead of being in New Orleans with Will. Will…the baby…I’m a mess.

But I raise my hand and begin to knock on the door.

Knock. Knock. Knock.


I’m waiting, hearing steps coming closer…did I just hear laughter? I didn’t even consider that Garcia might have company, it’s Friday night after all. One আরো moment and the door is opening…

“JJ? Wow, what are আপনি doing here?”

“Who is it Emily?” – says Garcia as she appears in front of me.

“JJ!! Gosh,...

    




Her dark hair fell towards her face as her fingers clicked out the words her mouth couldn’t say. Her heart, how deeply it longed for that blond gently sitting on her বিছানা thinking slowly. Her fingers clicked and clacked spilling the words of her love, shooting them across like wild fire.
    “JJ, আপনি know how I feel about আপনি right?”
    “Of course I do Em.” The blonde replied softly
    “No, I mean… how I really feel.”
Emily closed her eyes trying to visualize the words, the words that would float...

The blonde slowly arose from the couch, draping a blanket over herself and walking sullenly towards him. Her hand arose and rested on his cheek.
    “Will, I’m so sorry.” She breathed. Lingering with guilt her eyes sought after his, but she knew this had to end she loved Emily.

    Emily slowly snuck away from the পালঙ্ক and out of the room unnoticed.

    “You betrayed me Jennifer. How can আপনি be sorry. আপনি had an affair. I trusted you. আপনি told me she died আপনি came and cried to me about it, people came to your door crying about...

During the night and most of the পরবর্তি দিন I kept thinking why I needed that kind of intimacy from Emily. Well, I had just left my child’s father, came back to D.C. alone to an empty apartment and wanted some comfort, right? Then why did I need that comfort from her when I could get the exact same thing from Garcia? Why did I want her attention, warmth and silent companionship? Why did I want her touch, telling me that everything will be okay? Why do I trust her that much?
Of course, we were বন্ধু even before I left. I thought of her as a loyal, passionate friend, who knew what’s important...

Somewhere between a half-awake, half-sleep state I hear my phone buzzing. Silence. Buzzing. Silence again…then buzzing.
I decide that this has to stop so I open my eyes slowly, let them to adjust to the dim light shining through the window and see the phone’s screen flashing on my nightstand. The clock says it’s 8:01 in the morning, though it does not surprise me that my body refuses to act on my behalf because nowadays I usually don’t get up until 10. Still, I grab the cell and look for an ID which says Penelope. I wonder why she is calling me at this time.

“Yeah, Penelope? What’s...

The ডিনার is so enjoyable with everyone around here that I forget for a few মিনিট about my absurd situation. Everyone is so comforting, understanding, loving. I don’t know how I deserved this but I will never ever let it go again. They are truly my family.

A few hours later, when we are about to leave and start to সরানো outside, Emily excuses herself to the restroom.

As I put on my coat, I hear some woman from the other side of the place says loudly “Hey, Sweet Cherry, don’t আপনি try to take one আরো step!” and I wouldn’t even pay attention to this but I see Prentiss suddenly stop...

Emily's breathe was hot against JJ's neck.
"emily."JJ breahted as emily turned over and kissed her.
"happy valentines day."emily whispered স্নেহ চুম্বন her again
"happy valentines day."JJ whispered back
"so what do আপনি have planned for me."emily asked her
"what do আপনি have planned for me?"Jj giggled
"oh well i guess আপনি will see that soon"she ব্যক্ত স্নেহ চুম্বন JJ passionatley.
"ooh I like the sound of that." JJ teased স্নেহ চুম্বন emily back. JJ moved herself closer to emily.
"I প্রণয় you." she whispered
"I প্রণয় আপনি too."emily whispered back. The two of them lay there cuddling with eachother and whispering sweet things...

I hear keys jingling in the door, warning me that Penelope has arrived প্রথমপাতা and I have to talk to her. I’m actually looking অগ্রবর্তী to it, because keeping inside all these feelings is extremely exhausting.

“Hey, Honey, I’m home!” – She says smirking and I stand there dumbfounded. “Ummm, sorry, I always wanted to try it out, আপনি know, to know how it feels”. – a wink in my direction says it all.

“Reeeaally funny Garcia! Now get your গাধা over here and give me my vanilla bomb right now!” – I order her and she strangely obeys. I’m good when I’m bossy.

“As আপনি wish, my Lady!...