i made sandwiches last night… but after clearing up.. the start of a horrible night begins…
i went outside of my house to clear the trash and suddenly had a traumatic tummy ache… the pain was so bad that i stopped whatever i did and went to the toilet.. in the process.. my nose and throat ( both on the inside ) suddenly got very very itchy and irritated…. suddenly my eyes start to swell.. i can feel my eyes going smaller and smaller… i was still in the process of you-know-what…. all of a sudden my nose started filling up with mucus and my throat with phlegm… i cant breathe.. i tried using my nose অথবা mouth.. very little air went through… i suffered on the toilet bowl for about 10 mins…
after which i immediately took a shower… when i stood up from the toilet bowl i felt my entire chest got tight… the breathing got even harder.. i was sort of panting and gasping for আরো air… quickly finished the ঝরনা and rushed to the room… lied down flat on the bed.. closed my eyes and JZ.. trying to calm myself down.. i felt my chest got tighter… this time round.. i could feel someone pressing something on me…. and i could feel as if someone was trying to সীল my হৃদয় chakra…the process went on and the হৃদয় chakra started to hurt….
the first instinct was to do PJHS…. followed দ্বারা GYFM… the image of a lady kept coming to my mind and when i closed my eyes i could see her…. she was dressed in olden days chinese convict clothes.. and someone seems to be giving her instructions.. while doing GYFM, i could feel energy forcing out another stream of energy from within… currents of cold keep emitting out from the skin… and this didn’t help for the breathing… i was still gasping for air despite settling myself down… finished GYFM and went down to my প্রথমপাতা altar to offer incense to 大伯公，土地公 & 祖先 asking for them to help me… after offering incense i decided to go for a spin in my car in case there was any negative spiritual forces in my house affecting my parents… on the journey.. i kept chanting BZMZ.. i was out for 30 mins than i got home… feeling slightly better…
i then took a ten mins walk at the field opposite my house.. communicating with the earth deities seeking their blessing….. then i went back to sleep with my হৃদয় chakra feeling sore….
i havent been sick ever since i did my daily SOP but right now i feel sick…i am able to breathe but my nose slightly blocked… my eyes are still slightly swollen and my হৃদয় chakra feels wierd and hurts at times… i wished it was a হৃদয় attack.. but i’m quite certain its not… who have i offended?? beats me…..
i went outside of my house to clear the trash and suddenly had a traumatic tummy ache… the pain was so bad that i stopped whatever i did and went to the toilet.. in the process.. my nose and throat ( both on the inside ) suddenly got very very itchy and irritated…. suddenly my eyes start to swell.. i can feel my eyes going smaller and smaller… i was still in the process of you-know-what…. all of a sudden my nose started filling up with mucus and my throat with phlegm… i cant breathe.. i tried using my nose অথবা mouth.. very little air went through… i suffered on the toilet bowl for about 10 mins…
after which i immediately took a shower… when i stood up from the toilet bowl i felt my entire chest got tight… the breathing got even harder.. i was sort of panting and gasping for আরো air… quickly finished the ঝরনা and rushed to the room… lied down flat on the bed.. closed my eyes and JZ.. trying to calm myself down.. i felt my chest got tighter… this time round.. i could feel someone pressing something on me…. and i could feel as if someone was trying to সীল my হৃদয় chakra…the process went on and the হৃদয় chakra started to hurt….
the first instinct was to do PJHS…. followed দ্বারা GYFM… the image of a lady kept coming to my mind and when i closed my eyes i could see her…. she was dressed in olden days chinese convict clothes.. and someone seems to be giving her instructions.. while doing GYFM, i could feel energy forcing out another stream of energy from within… currents of cold keep emitting out from the skin… and this didn’t help for the breathing… i was still gasping for air despite settling myself down… finished GYFM and went down to my প্রথমপাতা altar to offer incense to 大伯公，土地公 & 祖先 asking for them to help me… after offering incense i decided to go for a spin in my car in case there was any negative spiritual forces in my house affecting my parents… on the journey.. i kept chanting BZMZ.. i was out for 30 mins than i got home… feeling slightly better…
i then took a ten mins walk at the field opposite my house.. communicating with the earth deities seeking their blessing….. then i went back to sleep with my হৃদয় chakra feeling sore….
i havent been sick ever since i did my daily SOP but right now i feel sick…i am able to breathe but my nose slightly blocked… my eyes are still slightly swollen and my হৃদয় chakra feels wierd and hurts at times… i wished it was a হৃদয় attack.. but i’m quite certain its not… who have i offended?? beats me…..
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