That same day- at প্রথমপাতা Eric's perspective
If I was causing stress for her I might as well just left when I could. I cared for her. I even took care of her when she took ill in the future.
I remember it so well. I was walking into my house when my dad stopped me "Son, your mother is sick. Can আপনি take care of her while I go to work?" he asked
I didn't have to answer I went straight into the bedroom. I saw her lying on the bed. She was pale white and her hair was all frizzy. I sat kneeled against the বিছানা "Mother what's wrong?" I asked
She smiled weakly "Oh Eric. It's the horrible choice I made in high school. It arrived finally," she said
I frowned "What are talking about?" I asked holding her hand
She looked straight ahead "Not now honey. Mommy needs to sleep," she ব্যক্ত closing her eyes. She never did wake up. I never got to say that I lov-
"Eric are আপনি coming in?" Tom asked interrupting my thoughts
I nodded and walked into the house and sat down on the পালঙ্ক Tom was sitting on. He turned on the TV.
I was very curious and wanted to know about Tom and Athen's childhood "So did আপনি guys ever আপনি know hang out when আপনি were little?" I asked
He frowned "Oh sure all the time! She even taught me how to get girls. Listen dude I'm pretty sure that siblings don't hang out with each other অথবা play together when they were little," he said
My face flushed "Oh. Are আপনি sure?" I asked
He shrugged "I don't ask Athena. I don't remember that crap. She does. She remembers everything," he said
I nodded. That was true. She never forgot anthing. She even reminded me when it was my girlfriend's birthday and our anniversary.
"Why are আপনি asking this stuff man? Did আপনি ever do that with your siblings?" Tom asked
I looked অগ্রবর্তী "Uh no. I am an only child," I ব্যক্ত lying
He nodded "Uh huh sure. Whatever আপনি say man," he said
The phone rang before I had the chance to say "I'm not lying!" Tom got up and answered it.
"Hello? Who is this? Oh why hello my dear. What? Oh fine. ATHENA! It's for you!" he yelled
We hear a faint "I got it!" from upstairs and Tom hung up the phone. I asked Tom who it was and he ব্যক্ত it was Emily. We then heard a loud pitching scream and the sound of feet coming down the stairs "Really? They did? Awesome! Why? Oh wait it doesn't matter. What's that? He's at the mall? Oh my god I have to be there!" we heard Athena shrieking
Athena appeared and the bottom of the stairs phoneless and she quickly got her coat. Before she left she looked at us "If I am not প্রথমপাতা before mom gets here. Tell her I'm at the mall. Okay Tom?" she asked quickly
Tom hardly looked and mumbled "Fine,"
She glanced at me "You will make sure he does okay?" she asked
I nodded and she smiled "Thanks bye!" she ব্যক্ত disappearing out of the door. We heard a car start and go.
Tom rolled his head to look at me "Dude আপনি are letting her take advantage of you," he said
I frowned and denied it but he kept going "Oh yes she is. She knows আপনি like her so she is taking advantage of that and making আপনি do stuff for her," he said
I stood up "Dude it's just a favor. Let it go. Where's your bathroom?" I asked
He had gone back to watching football "It's uh down the hall. Look and walk straight ahead until আপনি hit a door. That's it," he said
I went down to the bathroom and did my thing. When I was finished I walked in the hallway and found her room. I smiled and pulled out Delor. I entered her room and started going over everything to see if there was anything that made her really sick in the future
Finally I got to the last drawer and I had হারিয়ে গেছে track of time. I opened it up and faced her drawer of undergarments. I guess I kind of froze there in shock and someone might take that the wrong way.
"Eric what are আপনি doing?" Athena asked from the doorway
I gasped and dropped Delor. He landed on the clothes with a tiny thump. I looked at Athena. She didn't look mad. She almost looked curious and a bit amused "I uh uh uh it was uh" I then bolted out of the room rushing past her and ran out of the house.
As I ran down the রাস্তা I hear Tom calling after me "How are আপনি going to get home?" he yelled
I panted "The bus!" I screamed
"Eric আপনি forgot your device thing!" I hear Athena shout
I didn't say anything. I just kept running living my dignity and their house behind.
If I was causing stress for her I might as well just left when I could. I cared for her. I even took care of her when she took ill in the future.
I remember it so well. I was walking into my house when my dad stopped me "Son, your mother is sick. Can আপনি take care of her while I go to work?" he asked
I didn't have to answer I went straight into the bedroom. I saw her lying on the bed. She was pale white and her hair was all frizzy. I sat kneeled against the বিছানা "Mother what's wrong?" I asked
She smiled weakly "Oh Eric. It's the horrible choice I made in high school. It arrived finally," she said
I frowned "What are talking about?" I asked holding her hand
She looked straight ahead "Not now honey. Mommy needs to sleep," she ব্যক্ত closing her eyes. She never did wake up. I never got to say that I lov-
"Eric are আপনি coming in?" Tom asked interrupting my thoughts
I nodded and walked into the house and sat down on the পালঙ্ক Tom was sitting on. He turned on the TV.
I was very curious and wanted to know about Tom and Athen's childhood "So did আপনি guys ever আপনি know hang out when আপনি were little?" I asked
He frowned "Oh sure all the time! She even taught me how to get girls. Listen dude I'm pretty sure that siblings don't hang out with each other অথবা play together when they were little," he said
My face flushed "Oh. Are আপনি sure?" I asked
He shrugged "I don't ask Athena. I don't remember that crap. She does. She remembers everything," he said
I nodded. That was true. She never forgot anthing. She even reminded me when it was my girlfriend's birthday and our anniversary.
"Why are আপনি asking this stuff man? Did আপনি ever do that with your siblings?" Tom asked
I looked অগ্রবর্তী "Uh no. I am an only child," I ব্যক্ত lying
He nodded "Uh huh sure. Whatever আপনি say man," he said
The phone rang before I had the chance to say "I'm not lying!" Tom got up and answered it.
"Hello? Who is this? Oh why hello my dear. What? Oh fine. ATHENA! It's for you!" he yelled
We hear a faint "I got it!" from upstairs and Tom hung up the phone. I asked Tom who it was and he ব্যক্ত it was Emily. We then heard a loud pitching scream and the sound of feet coming down the stairs "Really? They did? Awesome! Why? Oh wait it doesn't matter. What's that? He's at the mall? Oh my god I have to be there!" we heard Athena shrieking
Athena appeared and the bottom of the stairs phoneless and she quickly got her coat. Before she left she looked at us "If I am not প্রথমপাতা before mom gets here. Tell her I'm at the mall. Okay Tom?" she asked quickly
Tom hardly looked and mumbled "Fine,"
She glanced at me "You will make sure he does okay?" she asked
I nodded and she smiled "Thanks bye!" she ব্যক্ত disappearing out of the door. We heard a car start and go.
Tom rolled his head to look at me "Dude আপনি are letting her take advantage of you," he said
I frowned and denied it but he kept going "Oh yes she is. She knows আপনি like her so she is taking advantage of that and making আপনি do stuff for her," he said
I stood up "Dude it's just a favor. Let it go. Where's your bathroom?" I asked
He had gone back to watching football "It's uh down the hall. Look and walk straight ahead until আপনি hit a door. That's it," he said
I went down to the bathroom and did my thing. When I was finished I walked in the hallway and found her room. I smiled and pulled out Delor. I entered her room and started going over everything to see if there was anything that made her really sick in the future
Finally I got to the last drawer and I had হারিয়ে গেছে track of time. I opened it up and faced her drawer of undergarments. I guess I kind of froze there in shock and someone might take that the wrong way.
"Eric what are আপনি doing?" Athena asked from the doorway
I gasped and dropped Delor. He landed on the clothes with a tiny thump. I looked at Athena. She didn't look mad. She almost looked curious and a bit amused "I uh uh uh it was uh" I then bolted out of the room rushing past her and ran out of the house.
As I ran down the রাস্তা I hear Tom calling after me "How are আপনি going to get home?" he yelled
I panted "The bus!" I screamed
"Eric আপনি forgot your device thing!" I hear Athena shout
I didn't say anything. I just kept running living my dignity and their house behind.
what I'm লেখা isn't exactly an প্রবন্ধ , but I hope আপনি will enjoy it ^_^ ..
Girl; Do I ever ক্রুশ you'r mind ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do আপনি like me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do আপনি want me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would আপনি cry if I left ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would আপনি live for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would আপনি do anything for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Choose me অথবা you'r life ?
Boy; My life .
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says ....
*The reason আপনি never ক্রুশ my mind is because আপনি are always on my mind .
*The reason why I don't like আপনি is because I প্রণয় আপনি .
*The reason I don't want আপনি is because I need আপনি .
*The reason I wouldn't cry if আপনি left is because I would die if আপনি left .
*The reason I wouldn't live for আপনি is because I would die for আপনি .
*The reason why I'm not willing to do আপনি anything for আপনি is because I would do everything for আপনি .
*The reason I chose my life is because আপনি are my life .
Girl; Do I ever ক্রুশ you'r mind ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do আপনি like me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do আপনি want me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would আপনি cry if I left ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would আপনি live for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would আপনি do anything for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Choose me অথবা you'r life ?
Boy; My life .
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says ....
*The reason আপনি never ক্রুশ my mind is because আপনি are always on my mind .
*The reason why I don't like আপনি is because I প্রণয় আপনি .
*The reason I don't want আপনি is because I need আপনি .
*The reason I wouldn't cry if আপনি left is because I would die if আপনি left .
*The reason I wouldn't live for আপনি is because I would die for আপনি .
*The reason why I'm not willing to do আপনি anything for আপনি is because I would do everything for আপনি .
*The reason I chose my life is because আপনি are my life .
inch দ্বারা inch
bringing me closer
to my doom
প্রজাপতি of
anticipation
flutter nervously
in my stomach
knuckles whiten
jaws clench
what have I
gotten myself into
the suspense
is killing me
I'm going to hate it
I'm going to প্রণয় it
I might lose my lunch
but I don't care
heaven help me
here it comes...
...
I hold my breath...
...
and then
I scream
my stomach
drops
my breath
is stolen
my heart
is pounding
adrenaline
courses
through
my veins
amid screams
of sweet terror
I fling up
my hands
and ride on
the wings
of Thrill!
I remember the দিন I fell in love.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for আপনি love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place আপনি could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with আরো আগুন then আপনি could ever imagine.
আরো passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the দিন I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real বাস্কেটবল coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for আপনি love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place আপনি could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with আরো আগুন then আপনি could ever imagine.
আরো passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the দিন I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real বাস্কেটবল coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Just a poem. I hope it isn't much of a bother to rate.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
অথবা I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told দ্বারা hidden scars
Unable to প্রদর্শনী themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
অথবা I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told দ্বারা hidden scars
Unable to প্রদর্শনী themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.