………………. ▲
……………… ☼☼
……………..*•○♥○•*
…………. *♥♫♀♂♫♥*’
………... *♥•♦►♫◄••♥*
… …. *♥☺▬♥☺♥▬☺♥*
……. *♥•♥▬#♠ ♥#▬♥•*♥*
……*♥♫♥♥▬♫♥ ♥♫▬♥*♫*
….……………. ▓
……. .……..๑۩۞۩๑
…………Merry Christmas! পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে

HOW DARE আপনি TO COME HERE AND NOT EVEN SAY HI??? প্রতিবেদন NOW!!!!!!!!!!! পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে

Thank you, not only for your kind words, also for checking on me; but I don’t want to pull আপনি down, I just needed আপনি to know that I don’t have a problem with you. It is just that nobody can help someone as long as that person doesn’t want to feel better and allows help. And I get a satisfaction from my suffering, I don’t want to lose my loyal true self, and deep mourning is the exclusive acceptable way for me and the only thing that causes me to not break down completely. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে

I didn’t want আপনি to think that I keep my distance because of you, because the problem is only that I am deeply হারিয়ে গেছে in suffering and pain. And although I am aware of how lucky I am in life, I am too broken to appreciate what I have left. Delena got me through the last years and I feel like they are everything that I care about, and I haven’t felt happiness and joy and haven’t laughed অথবা smiled in আরো than half বছর now – and I still can’t imagine a change even after so many months. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে

Any chance I could get আপনি to vote and maybe leave a মতামত in this ডিজনি মতামত I made here:

link

I'm trying to get as many Fanpoppers to vote and মতামত and your vote could really help a lot :) I'd really appreciate it as every little vote counts :) পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে

My existence is pretty zombie-like for almost three months now, because my mind threw me in an almost emotionless state for protection. I am a rational and not very emotional person otherwise anyway, and only my two obsessions – Delena and Damon – got me to involve my হৃদয় and soul so deeply. So, I somehow still function now, but I avoid to feel much, what is at least interesting to examine in a scientific way. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে

Well, I will give আপনি some time and wait for আপনি to tell me when your exams will be over. But don’t worry, it is normal in your situation to fear forgetting everything, but it normally none the less doesn’t happen, and if আপনি have never had a blackout before, it is most likely to stay like that. And to your privacy point: I guess that আরো people follow আপনি on tumblr than come to my ফ্যানপপ পরিলেখ that isn’t visited hat much since you, Thana and Iva left. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে

I never write on open spaces what I don’t want others to read, and our walls on ফ্যানপপ can also be seen দ্বারা the other people around here. So, আপনি really don’t need to come back if আপনি already moved on from this community, because I would never destroy আপনি being at peace with what আপনি do. I will let আপনি decide if আপনি feel আরো under surveillance there অথবা bothered to come here, while I just enjoy talking to আপনি no matter where. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে

I am also always happy to hear from আপনি and hope that we can stay in touch দ্বারা trying to keep up writing. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে

I have so much to do with work lately, and I also miss আপনি so very much. I feel terrible because আপনি again had to come after me, but I am still really glad that আপনি did. আপনি should read the প্রবন্ধ on link until I will be finished with exams and have less tax duties in the office in between those. পোষ্ট হয়েছে বছরখানেক আগে