Back again. I might just spam your দেওয়াল from now on with my problems :P
Anyways, I feel really lonely, like no one cares. Which isn't true, cause I've been TOLD many people care for me, and I believe them, but they never seem to be here when I need them :/ Here as in actually on, and available to talk to, because they're always in my heart. But I feel like I messed things up, yet again. Also, I haven't cried at all yesterday অথবা today, and now I'm in that awkward position when আপনি wanna cry...
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But the tears just won't come. I hate it. It feels like my হৃদয় is bleeding but I can't cry. It reminds me of this quiote in Mortal Instruments, "What's the point of crying when no one is there to comfort you?" It's so true. Maybe that's why I can't cry.বছরখানেক আগে
I guess you're never coming back, so the chances of আপনি পাঠ করা this are very slim.
But I want to say I really miss you, আপনি were probably my first real friend, and I think without you, I wouldn't have made as many বন্ধু as I have right now. আপনি were always so much fun to be around, and আপনি really made my day, a lot. I still remember your birthday, same দিন as McGonagall. Around October was when আপনি left. And even though you've been gone for months...
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You're always in my thoughts. I haven't forgotten আপনি and I don't think I ever will. Without even knowing it, you've helped me though so much. Where would I be without you? I don't know, and don't want to know either...বছরখানেক আগে