আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি needed me...then why don't আপনি want me?
The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. আপনি feel like আপনি have আরো energy and আপনি actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! আপনি kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes আপনি smile, laugh, and he always gives আপনি a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. আপনি sing for the choir all the time and after services, আপনি two always go to the lake and hang out there...
**Monday**
You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.
Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.
আপনি guys see Lauren walking to আপনি guys calmly.
All 3: নমস্কার Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to আপনি real quick?
Jamie: Sure.
আপনি and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.
Raymond: নমস্কার look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.
***
আপনি and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. আপনি comfort Lauren and she says:
Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I প্রণয় Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...
***
আপনি and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, আপনি two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.
Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have আপনি ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like আপনি NEED them...as if আপনি were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do আপনি ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met আপনি I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need আপনি and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are আপনি leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be বন্ধু it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think আপনি and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs আপনি আরো than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me আপনি believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs আপনি Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so আপনি want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.
Before a tear can escape your eye, আপনি turn around and আপনি run away. আপনি leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...
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Shawn: আপনি wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are আপনি and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......
........***
Your at your house and আপনি just tucked in Angie to sleep. আপনি quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when আপনি hear a car pull up in your driveway. আপনি look out the window to see Randy's car! আপনি sigh and আপনি go out to see Randy walking up to আপনি with his head down.
Jamie: Randy what are আপনি doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs আপনি the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি needed me too. Why are আপনি putting other people in front of what আপনি want? আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি needed me...then why don't আপনি want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and সরানো on. It'll be better for আপনি and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...
Randy looks at আপনি and slowly goes down to his knees.
Randy: Don't leave me.
আপনি start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. আপনি can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get আপনি to change your mind. But আপনি don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and আপনি cry with your head on your knees. আপনি feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping আপনি warm and safe. আপনি hug him back and আপনি just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, আপনি manage to say:
Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. আপনি feel like আপনি have আরো energy and আপনি actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! আপনি kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes আপনি smile, laugh, and he always gives আপনি a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. আপনি sing for the choir all the time and after services, আপনি two always go to the lake and hang out there...
**Monday**
You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.
Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.
আপনি guys see Lauren walking to আপনি guys calmly.
All 3: নমস্কার Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to আপনি real quick?
Jamie: Sure.
আপনি and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.
Raymond: নমস্কার look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.
***
আপনি and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. আপনি comfort Lauren and she says:
Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I প্রণয় Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...
***
আপনি and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, আপনি two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.
Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have আপনি ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like আপনি NEED them...as if আপনি were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do আপনি ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met আপনি I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need আপনি and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are আপনি leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be বন্ধু it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think আপনি and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs আপনি আরো than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me আপনি believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs আপনি Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so আপনি want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.
Before a tear can escape your eye, আপনি turn around and আপনি run away. আপনি leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...
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Shawn: আপনি wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are আপনি and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......
........***
Your at your house and আপনি just tucked in Angie to sleep. আপনি quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when আপনি hear a car pull up in your driveway. আপনি look out the window to see Randy's car! আপনি sigh and আপনি go out to see Randy walking up to আপনি with his head down.
Jamie: Randy what are আপনি doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs আপনি the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি needed me too. Why are আপনি putting other people in front of what আপনি want? আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি needed me...then why don't আপনি want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and সরানো on. It'll be better for আপনি and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...
Randy looks at আপনি and slowly goes down to his knees.
Randy: Don't leave me.
আপনি start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. আপনি can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get আপনি to change your mind. But আপনি don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and আপনি cry with your head on your knees. আপনি feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping আপনি warm and safe. আপনি hug him back and আপনি just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, আপনি manage to say:
Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
