I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let আপনি go. I drive myself crazy, wanting আপনি the way that I do.

You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him আরো as days pass by. It's been a মাস since আপনি and Randy haven't ব্যক্ত a single word to each other.

**Randy's POV**

I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was...

After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. আপনি can feel it and আপনি can see it. Whenever আপনি look in the mirror, আপনি see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at বাস্কেটবল lately. Your coach notices and he talks with আপনি about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can আপনি do Jamie? আপনি need to rest. আপনি can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I প্রণয় playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least you...

Chapter 11: Baby Boom

Jamie was nine months; Landon was working at a drug store and going to school.

One দিন Jamie walked to her father 's house.

Jamie knocked on the door and Camilla opened the door.

"Hello Mrs. Carter" ব্যক্ত Camilla

"Hello Camilla আপনি look nice today" ব্যক্ত Jamie

"Thank you, your dad have been waiting for, please come in," ব্যক্ত Camilla

"Thank you" ব্যক্ত Jamie entering the house.

Jamie looked around the house some things changed and some things remained the same.

Jamie looked at the রান্নাঘর there was Hegbert making সুপ for lunch.

Jamie moved and she stands there watching her father...