This may sound controversial but I'm thinking about leaving my religon to follow my own path to find God.

If আপনি feel comfortable leaving behind a religion আপনি have grown up in, and feel strong enough to find God on your own and worship him as আপনি feel he should be worshiped, i think it's a fabulous idea. Personally i think আপনি should go for it, after all religion is supposed to make people feel happy about themselves and their life and আপনি are obviously not very happy.
There is one minor point though that আপনি seem to only want to do this because of a video.
I think আপনি should talk to your parents অথবা your pastor অথবা whatever, hear them out as they should hear আপনি in a mature and calm manner.
But if this is what আপনি feel is right, then go for it. I think it would be a wonderful idea for আপনি to feel আরো comfortable with your religion is আপনি can follow it how আপনি wish to.

I think if you're still following God, আপনি are keeping your ties to your reglion, but আপনি just want to get away from the criticizing part of it. I really think আপনি should think about this carefully. If আপনি don't feel comfortable being a part of your religion and আপনি don't think আপনি can deal with the comments, it might be best for আপনি to go on your own path to God. God might be putting these people who criticize আপনি to make আপনি stronger in your faith. Think about this a lot before আপনি make a decision.