Do I care too much?

I am one of those people who cares a lot about family and friemds. I listen and care about what people sau. I am reliable and I প্রণয় being there for people.
sometimes without even realising I catch up on little things like someone's favourite song অথবা movie and I lobe surprising them with a gift om special occasions according to what they love.

I often put the needs of my বন্ধু first before mine, I always worry about বন্ধু and often go out of my way for them.

The only problem is that i've been feeling down lately and I really need to talk to someone but it seems that everytime I need someone all my "friends" seem to dissapear when I need them the most. Do I care too much অথবা sm I just a push over?