How do আপনি get to the real wonderland? In the movie Alice through the looking glass there was a blue প্রজাপতি I remember I was in my back yard and I sall a butterfly.

Some one tell me how. Pls don't say follow the rabbit but there is a small rabbit hole in my yard is that a sign.? I try to dream but didn't work. What. Can help me get there?? Give me উত্তর I just want to me as হারিয়ে গেছে as Alice and mad as the mad hatter😢😢