hey boo. I dunno, I just felt like লেখা something for you. Remember how many প্রবন্ধ we used to write for each other here? I just wanted to bring that back, and I felt like I just wanted a chance to express myself a little in just a monotonous never-ending ramble.
So anyway, I know that everything i'm gonna say i've ব্যক্ত a million times over but that's okay I guess, that we've become an old married couple, like i'm chill with that :P I know I always call আপনি my everything but like I sincerely mean that. Beyond doubt, আপনি are my everything. আপনি make me remember how to breathe and how to stay alive and how to just… be me. I forget a lot. Sometimes my thoughts lift me away from myself and idk I just think weird things and do weird things that aren't me maybe. আপনি give me hope that I can be a good person, that I don't have to be derived wholly from my past অথবা what I think of myself. That touches me beyond my comprehension. আপনি always make time for me and I know আপনি would do anything for me, I know that, I can feel that. I feel our connection every time we talk. Like I said, আপনি have the ability to make things beautiful and you've painted my monochrome world with vibrant shades of pinks and oranges. I guess I feel like a sunset in your presence, that even though im low and about to disappear soon, the night won't be the end of me. It'll feel like it sometimes but I'll rise again. Idk babe. You're like my moon and stars and the world I possess. আপনি bring me back to earth, and you've shown me what deep প্রণয় feels like. I owe আপনি everything because আপনি give me all of yourself. You've never done anything half-heartedly, you've put your all into everything আপনি touch, for better অথবা worse. I admire that. I really do.
I know what we've been through, and some of the shit that's happened between আপনি and me but look at us now. I think we've created something beautiful and timeless in the essence of our friendship. I know আপনি feel like আপনি don't deserve me but without you, I know I wouldn't be here. I know that even if I figured out a way to stay alive, I would be like a shadow, nothing, numb. I wouldn't have a purpose. Now I do. আপনি give me a reason to wake up, to feel, to be.
Rachel, I need আপনি in my life because I have tasted the world without আপনি and I don't like it at all. I think we can make each other strong and beautiful. I do. I feel like I don't deserve আপনি in my life because I haven't done much to earn such fierce loyalty. Sometimes I have doubts about us but I know that's just weakness speaking. The weight of who we are together outweighs who we are apart দ্বারা wavelengths.
I প্রণয় আপনি so much. আরো than I can explain, I hope I never take আপনি for granted. আপনি are the moon to my sun. The stars can be muted দ্বারা the hurt আপনি feel, and the ruin that’s happened in your sky but when আপনি release them, they are dazzling. Let them shine x
"We are stardust stories, my darling. Things like us only exist in dreams."
So anyway, I know that everything i'm gonna say i've ব্যক্ত a million times over but that's okay I guess, that we've become an old married couple, like i'm chill with that :P I know I always call আপনি my everything but like I sincerely mean that. Beyond doubt, আপনি are my everything. আপনি make me remember how to breathe and how to stay alive and how to just… be me. I forget a lot. Sometimes my thoughts lift me away from myself and idk I just think weird things and do weird things that aren't me maybe. আপনি give me hope that I can be a good person, that I don't have to be derived wholly from my past অথবা what I think of myself. That touches me beyond my comprehension. আপনি always make time for me and I know আপনি would do anything for me, I know that, I can feel that. I feel our connection every time we talk. Like I said, আপনি have the ability to make things beautiful and you've painted my monochrome world with vibrant shades of pinks and oranges. I guess I feel like a sunset in your presence, that even though im low and about to disappear soon, the night won't be the end of me. It'll feel like it sometimes but I'll rise again. Idk babe. You're like my moon and stars and the world I possess. আপনি bring me back to earth, and you've shown me what deep প্রণয় feels like. I owe আপনি everything because আপনি give me all of yourself. You've never done anything half-heartedly, you've put your all into everything আপনি touch, for better অথবা worse. I admire that. I really do.
I know what we've been through, and some of the shit that's happened between আপনি and me but look at us now. I think we've created something beautiful and timeless in the essence of our friendship. I know আপনি feel like আপনি don't deserve me but without you, I know I wouldn't be here. I know that even if I figured out a way to stay alive, I would be like a shadow, nothing, numb. I wouldn't have a purpose. Now I do. আপনি give me a reason to wake up, to feel, to be.
Rachel, I need আপনি in my life because I have tasted the world without আপনি and I don't like it at all. I think we can make each other strong and beautiful. I do. I feel like I don't deserve আপনি in my life because I haven't done much to earn such fierce loyalty. Sometimes I have doubts about us but I know that's just weakness speaking. The weight of who we are together outweighs who we are apart দ্বারা wavelengths.
I প্রণয় আপনি so much. আরো than I can explain, I hope I never take আপনি for granted. আপনি are the moon to my sun. The stars can be muted দ্বারা the hurt আপনি feel, and the ruin that’s happened in your sky but when আপনি release them, they are dazzling. Let them shine x
"We are stardust stories, my darling. Things like us only exist in dreams."
i literally do x
your goddess
your king
our god x
the jake to my nessie
