I have 9 beautiful মার্জার that have rehomed as no one else would have they are my best বন্ধু they are all neutered and are indoor মার্জার are very happy my family say I am a bit potty for having them but there well looked after.

I admire আপনি for your প্রণয় & compassion! Just this week I adopted 2 মার্জার only HOURS before they were going to be killed at the NYC ACC. আপনি are dong fine - don't let anyone tell আপনি differently!
If আপনি need উপদেশ there are HUGE animal rescue groups on Facebook. If আপনি are on FB, start friending people & আপনি can ask উপদেশ there. I bet someone can help!

আপনি are a caring and responsible pet owner, should be আরো like you. I প্রণয় my মার্জার too - they r part of the family.