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I wrote the one দিন after listening to a lot of Vocaloid songs, with KAITO and Miku Hatsune in mind~



“You have no heart.”
A crippling pain accelerates throughout my entire body, as I automatically reach for my stomach – where warm sticky blood greets my hand.
I’ve… been… stabbed?
“You… have no heart.”
I slowly open my eyes, struggling to keep my focus on the sobbing person standing over me. I can’t speak- my body is too injured to do anything but lie on the ashy ground. I cough blood and ache from head to toe.
My head hurts.
“Why? Why don’t আপনি have a heart?” The girl’s shoulders are violently shaking- from fear অথবা disgust, I can’t tell. She’s desperately trying to holding back the tears running down her own blood and dirt smeared face, but a soft wail defiantly escapes from her throat. I vainly try to lift up my head, though can’t make out much- only deep wounds and a quaking crimson sword.
Ahh… I see… so that’s what happened.
“Why?! Answer me!! WHY DON’T আপনি HAVE A হৃদয় ANYMORE?!” Emotion finally overpowers her as she throws herself the ground, wailing. The blade strikes the floor and makes a horrible racket. For some reason, seeing her cry gouges my হৃদয় even আরো than her sword did to my body.
Rolling over, I finally catch a glimpse of the sad landscape around me. A dark and broken city lay half destroyed, robotic machines utterly eradicated in heaps of burning parts. I shudder, not because of what I see, but because of the silence. Not a sound to be heard but the wails of the person পরবর্তি to me.
I slowly reach for the stars, grabbing at empty air. “Well,” I pathetically squeak, “aren’t আপনি going to finish it?”
She looks up, almost in disbelief. “Huh?”
“I did this, right?” I sputter and cough up আরো blood. “The villain has to answer for all he’s done.” I turn and smile weakly. “Aren’t আপনি going to finish me off?”
The girl’s eyes stay met with mine for a while, before she collapses over me- hugging me and sobbing harder than before.
Her high pitched cries and sobs pains my হৃদয় even more.
It hurts…
“Listen good…” I wince and wipe away her tears as best as I can. “I’m…. sorry I… forgot how to be… human….” My vision goes blurry and I can no longer feel my legs.
Not yet… I still…
“You don’t need to … worry about it…. anymore… আপনি did… good…” I sputter again, but this time I can’t catch my breath.
That’s it…
“But…. even though…. I don’t have… a heart….. I still…….” I close my eyes and allow warm tears to spill down my face.
“ প্রণয় you.”
 OMIGAWD!! I found a pic to go with it O:
OMIGAWD!! I found a pic to go with it O:
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THAT FEELING. (A তালিকা of my daily woes) -______-



That feeling আপনি get when আপনি finish an awesome জাপানি কমিকস মাঙ্গা অথবা anime.
That feeling আপনি get when আপনি find out that the জীবন্ত আপনি just finished doesn't have a সেকেন্ড season.
That feeling আপনি get when আপনি drop your ice cream on the floor.
That feeling আপনি get when your dog that you've had since আপনি were born dies.
That feeling আপনি get when আপনি start to regret trying to "help" your bata মাছ die.
That feeling আপনি get when আপনি know a super big test is coming up, yet আপনি choose to watch জীবন্ত instead.
That feeling আপনি get when আপনি want to escape to a different...
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