I look back on all those memories,
and wonder, what did this all mean to me?
i new there where feelings,
i loved you!
i loved you!
i cant deny that i didn't,
but now i think back and once again wonder,
what is it that i fell for,
your controlling,
your exhausting,
i cant trust you,
i cant be around my own friends,
guys অথবা girls,
আপনি just don't let,
Ive finally come to realize,
that none of this is my fault,
it wasn't me who tore the hearts,
it was you,
your ripped,
আপনি tore,
আপনি broke,
আপনি yelled,
and আপনি screamed,
আপনি caused me all of this misery,
আপনি brought these scars upon my wrists,
and আপনি punched the hole in my heart,
i blamed myself,
out of my own stupidity,
i hate you!
i hate you!
this is what আপনি did to me!
take a look at that picture!
and look at it closely!
fucking look at it!
i carved my প্রণয় for you,
i carved it into my arm,
so that everyone can see,
that these are the things আপনি did to me,
don't listen to his bullshit,
as its waste of time,
don't waste your life in love,
cause all it does is tear আপনি apart,
প্রণয় is just an excuse to die,
because once আপনি play the cards of love,
your হৃদয় breaks and turns stone cold,
then you'll end up walkin' the death road,
i dug my grave,
so i'll fucking die in it,
thankyou verry much,
cause this is what youve done,
so here i go,
never to be seen again,
fuck you,
i really hate you,
these are my last words,
I LOVED YOU
and wonder, what did this all mean to me?
i new there where feelings,
i loved you!
i loved you!
i cant deny that i didn't,
but now i think back and once again wonder,
what is it that i fell for,
your controlling,
your exhausting,
i cant trust you,
i cant be around my own friends,
guys অথবা girls,
আপনি just don't let,
Ive finally come to realize,
that none of this is my fault,
it wasn't me who tore the hearts,
it was you,
your ripped,
আপনি tore,
আপনি broke,
আপনি yelled,
and আপনি screamed,
আপনি caused me all of this misery,
আপনি brought these scars upon my wrists,
and আপনি punched the hole in my heart,
i blamed myself,
out of my own stupidity,
i hate you!
i hate you!
this is what আপনি did to me!
take a look at that picture!
and look at it closely!
fucking look at it!
i carved my প্রণয় for you,
i carved it into my arm,
so that everyone can see,
that these are the things আপনি did to me,
don't listen to his bullshit,
as its waste of time,
don't waste your life in love,
cause all it does is tear আপনি apart,
প্রণয় is just an excuse to die,
because once আপনি play the cards of love,
your হৃদয় breaks and turns stone cold,
then you'll end up walkin' the death road,
i dug my grave,
so i'll fucking die in it,
thankyou verry much,
cause this is what youve done,
so here i go,
never to be seen again,
fuck you,
i really hate you,
these are my last words,
I LOVED YOU
P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I ব্যক্ত was true.
And when I ব্যক্ত I প্রণয় you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought আপনি would be there through the times that I needed আপনি the most.
I thought আপনি would be there to help me
When your প্রণয় was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking আপনি would be there catch me.
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I ব্যক্ত was true.
And when I ব্যক্ত I প্রণয় you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought আপনি would be there through the times that I needed আপনি the most.
I thought আপনি would be there to help me
When your প্রণয় was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking আপনি would be there catch me.
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Dream Of My প্রণয় So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
স্নেহ চুম্বন and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This প্রণয় is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But আরো dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see আপনি someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
Dream Of My প্রণয় So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
স্নেহ চুম্বন and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This প্রণয় is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But আরো dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see আপনি someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
I wrote this listening to Gollum's Song, sung দ্বারা Karliene Renolds. I don't know why, I just felt like doing this.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they ব্যক্ত they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No বন্ধু tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. আপনি hurt me. আপনি blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they ব্যক্ত they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No বন্ধু tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. আপনি hurt me. আপনি blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
I don’t think I could ever প্রণয় someone like I loved you
আপনি are my first and last প্রণয়
আপনি go I go
আপনি stay I stay
And আপনি might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way প্রণয় is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
আপনি will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So আপনি can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains আপনি can be my shelter.
I will tell আপনি my feelings and আপনি will tell me yours.
We can laugh and চুম্বন and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
আপনি can take me home
I will let আপনি hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch আপনি give me
I will be satisfied.
আপনি are my first and last প্রণয়
আপনি go I go
আপনি stay I stay
And আপনি might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way প্রণয় is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
আপনি will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So আপনি can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains আপনি can be my shelter.
I will tell আপনি my feelings and আপনি will tell me yours.
We can laugh and চুম্বন and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
আপনি can take me home
I will let আপনি hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch আপনি give me
I will be satisfied.
pain fills my হৃদয় and brings me to the darkside where I reside for awhile. Until I'm grabbed দ্বারা the hand and pulled out দ্বারা a so-called friend who just pushes me back in and leaves me to cry in the darkest corner of my heart. I feel like I'm being ripped apart, limb দ্বারা limb, every string of my হৃদয় played দ্বারা the devil's hand. I feel like I'm not whole, like I'm nothing without him. The one one who killed his best friend, the one who left me alone, I didn't know how to swim. All I want is him to come back and hurt me again. He was my only friend, অথবা so I thought, but when he slapped me across my face, that's emotion আপনি can't replace and I faced it everyday অথবা so for a বছর and a half. Don't try to sympathize because I know with my হৃদয় and soul that আপনি will leave and let me go with crappy bittersweet goodbyes...