প্রতীকী দ্বারা me

Running past my friends
Running down these halls
Running past my fam-il-y
Has worked upon them all
I wish আপনি could see me now
(chorus)
Trying to be as good as I can
Trying to be what I am
Trying to be everything আপনি told me 'bout
Trying to be a person in this যেভাবে খুশী world we live in
Its hard its hard
I'm trying
Walking back from school
Walking back from class
Walking back from the su-per-mar-ket
Is better than I planned
I want আপনি to see me now
(chorus)
Even though আপনি never call
Even though আপনি never email
I hope আপনি can see me now
I hope আপনি can see me now
আপনি CAN SEE ME NOW!!!
(chorus)
Trying
I'm trying
Trying
I'm trying
Trying

Save the Happy memories
A sadness washes over me,
overtaking the things that once made me happy,
Save them from this consuming sorrow,
save them from the consequences that are yet to follow,
save them from me,
save them from what i soon shall be,
Save them from these unholy measures,
Save them from satins pleasures,
Hear their pleas for help,
hear them, they cannot help themselves.
A Hazardous pain washes through my body,
Leaving my insides all bloody,
i am falling apart,
The memories are bleeding away fast,
save them from this torture,
for their is a happier future,
in due time it will come,
and then, the rain of sadness will be overwhelmed with the happiness that has overcome

i wrote this after i found out that my sleeping problems where getting worse.. and yuh.. its kinda horrid...

How did I get here?
where do I go from here,
How did I get here?
I thought I was in control, I though I knew where to go.
How did I get here
were did I go wrong?

I was in control before all this happend.
I was stupied to take those actions
i wish i could go back
but I can't change the past
how did I get here?

what path do I take, which is the right way.
i thought I knew where to go
but I ws wrong, where do I go now?
where do I go?

i was all alone with nowere to go.
It seemed like no one cared
I was in a dark place
but then I saw the light.

How did I get here?
what have I done to myself?
why did I do this
where do I go now

Who do I trust.
My parents অথবা my freinds?
should I speek up,
অথবা stay quite.
should I get help
অথবা destroy my life.
How did I get here?


দ্বারা Edward_lover101

deadly Stares
we watch as days fall apart,
we watch as the innocent soul of a broken হৃদয় continues on its path,
we watch as two প্রেমী part,
we watch as the memories they shared together are torn up,
we watch as their hearts freeze at that very moment their eyes turn to the dead of the night,

we see the days turning to nights,
we see the innocence in a heart-broken souls fights,
we see the sorrows in a couple turning to burnt out lights,
we see the loved memories disappear into the consuming darkness of the night,
we see the misery in a lonely souls life,

our eyes focus on the dead of the day,
our eyes focus on the souls left to the undiscovered innocence of their time astray,
out eyes focus on the penetrating sorrows of the one আপনি প্রণয় pushing আপনি away,
our eyes focus on the precious memories that are left for delay,
our eyes focus on the grief in the unloved's misguiding pathway;
why cant we look away?
is there such thing as enjoying their pain?

I set alone in this room.
hopeing that someone will find me.
I set alone in this room,
thinking about all the people that I have hurt.
I set alone in this room,
thinking about what I have done.
What will I do next?
Will they ever let me out!


I've been sitting here for years,
waiting on the people who still প্রণয় me.
I'm waiting for one special person,
the person that I love.
But dose he still loved me?
Will he ever forgive me?

If I had a chace,
to meke things right.
I would go back in time,
and say I'm sorry for what I've done.
Can আপনি ever forgive me,
I know that আপনি trusted me.
I took advange of you.
I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.

They've always ব্যক্ত প্রণয় is out there,
But I haven't found it.
I've let my হৃদয় searxh,
And be broken into millions of peices.
Its finally begun to heal.
To let someone in again.
Its the hardest thing to do.
As to my beloved, there is no clue.
Where is he, invisible to me.
I ask for a soul mate.
My true half.
that will truly প্রণয় me.
Till the দিন I die.
It is possible,
That its a hoax.
I cannot find him.
Put the spotlight out there.
প্রদর্শনী me the way.
To the guy that can unlock my heart.
Without crushing it.
I know your there.
Always in the shadows.
Waiting for mr to find you.
I will never stop looking.
My dearly beloved one......

Amy, Tom, And The Storm



Amy and Tom were running to their house trying to fight the storm when they got to the সৈকত they saw jellyfish as far as their eyes could see
”We have to help those জেলি fish”
ব্যক্ত Tom
“But we have to get home”
ব্যক্ত Amy as the storm grew louder Tom jumped over the rocks and landed on the wet gooey sand he started throwing jellyfish back into the ocean (aware of the fact that he could be stung) Amy joined him then a voice came it was their mother
“stop playing with জেলি মাছ and get inside before আপনি get sick”
“ no we are helping the jellyfish “ ব্যক্ত Amy
“you can’t make a difference there are hundreds if not thousands of জেলি মাছ here”
“yes but I can make a difference to this one and this one” ব্যক্ত Tom throwing the মাছ harder and faster than before.

M A D E T O B E B R O K E N

I feel torn,
the man i loved is forever gone,
with this single teardrop,
i will mourn;
the death of our love,
the প্রণয় that i now feel was always gone,
but surely this is wrong?
he ব্যক্ত he'd protect me for he was strong,
he ব্যক্ত he'd comfort me, those conversations where never long,
he ব্যক্ত he'd প্রণয় me, that his প্রণয় for me was strong,
but now i say he was wrong,
his প্রণয় for me was never strong,
it has always been gone,
i was his rebound
when one feels unloved,
they turn to those who are fucked up,
i guess that was me,
for আপনি see,
i was in প্রণয় until he kissed me,
i had another man and his প্রণয় was true,
but i dumped him, just for another who never meant it when he ব্যক্ত " i প্রণয় you",
how could i have been so stupid,
i guess now i believe that this is the work of cupid,
he struck me with his bow an arrow,
and led me spiraling into this sorrow,
প্রণয় is blind, and is never kind

Ever since I picked up a pencil,
I wrote down my thoughts.
People read them,
Compliment me on my work.
To me they were just words.
I've never acknowledged the gift,
God has প্রদত্ত me.
I use it each দিন in everything I do.
Today its the most important thing.
কবিতা is art in written form.
Can an artist write a poem,
Can a poetist draw a picture.
Most of the time the answer is no.
আপনি are only প্রদত্ত one gift.
There is no choice.
I wouldn't trade it for the other.
All I need is a peice of paper,
And a লেখা utensil.
Without these tools I would be nothing.
I'm a writer in the soul..

God speaks to each of us as he makes us, then walks with us silently out of the night.

These are the words we dimly hear:

"You, sent out beyond your recall. Go to the limits of your longing. Embody me.

Flare up like flame,
and make big shadows I can সরানো in.

Let everything happen to you:beauty and terror. Just keep going. No feeling is final. Don't let yourself lose me.

Nearby is the country they call life. আপনি will know it দ্বারা it's seriousness.

Give me your hand."

I’m standing up.
My eyes at shut.
Darkness is around me.
I can feel that their is some one in front of me.
I can feel their breath on me.
I’m afraid to open my eyes.
I can feel their eyes looking in to my soul
I’m afraid of what they will see.
My darkness, my hope, my dreams, my fear, every thing that makes me me.
I open my eyes and I’m looking in the mirror.
I’m afraid of myself.
Is life worth living if আপনি are your own enemy.
I fight with my self every দিন and I all ways lose.
I come প্রথমপাতা bleeding and thinking of death.
I cant wait to death comes and gets me Ill greet it with open arms.
In to then ill just have to hope