I'm torn between much আরো than two lovers
I'm torn between two different ways of life.
One showed me what it was like to প্রণয় another.
The other? What it feels like to fly.

My first প্রণয় gave me a নিরাপদ haven,
a quiet place to hide when I was scared.
Everything in life revolved around him.
I knew that other loves could not compare.
I never thought that I could প্রণয় another,
no one could ever tempt me to stray.
Then one দিন my eyes were opened to him
and I knew our প্রণয় could never be the same.

It was in this time that my হৃদয় found another
and so much আরো than the first he makes me smile.
I can't imagine a দিন without him দ্বারা my side.
He's shown me that my life is worthwhile.
He's helped me find the strength I didn't know I had.
He's made me embrace my inner me.
My first প্রণয় made me hide deep inside myself.
My সেকেন্ড has shown me how to be free.

If I embrace a life with the first, it'll be so easy.
I won't ever have to challenge myself.
I can stay unscathed on the pedastool he puts me on
but all the while I'll wish he was someone else.

A life with the সেকেন্ড would never be boring.
We'd fuss and fight and argue our way through our days.
He pushes me and never lets me settle.
He makes me feel too much and I'm afraid.

Two different men, two different ways of living.
Both প্রণয় me in ways I had always hoped for.
Should I choose safety and the man that holds me down?
Should I follow my হৃদয় to the man that lets me soar?

I know there really is no choice to make
between a simple প্রণয় and a প্রণয় that makes me whole.
My first প্রণয় touched my হৃদয় and probably always will.
My সেকেন্ড is the one that touches my soul.