When it comes to falling for somebody আপনি know আপনি can never be with because
a) it's forbidden
b) potentially destructive অথবা even fatal
c) completely hopeless,
there are only three things আপনি can do. Deny, deny and then deny some more. আপনি avoid contact with him as much as possible, which isn't easy in a small town. আপনি refrain from uttering his name out-loud to anyone, not even in passing. Not even to yourself. আপনি keep any feelings আপনি have for him locked up tight, and আপনি throw away the key. In the daytime, আপনি can hide. Don't think, don't think, don't think about him. আপনি can lie, deny, ignore,...
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