159 Brixton, England
The third bang and cry made Viva's হৃদয় stop and she waited and look back at the reflection in the mirror stairing back. Her body had taken so much abuse over the years, she always had bruise on her every where and cuts and scars apond her wrist. She was very skinny for her age of 13 and her hair was thin and up to her shoulders and different lengths. She turned to her side and looked into the mirror and started thinking, "Am I skinny enough? Am I fat? Am I good enough...or just useless like he says to me over and over again?" Then there was another bang and no cry after she waiting for another sound but there was silence....Silence scared her আরো then the violent noise's from down the hall because that meaned he was really angry.
She ran to the small dark closet in her room and closed the door and sat and didn't move. She could barely hear foot steps coming down the hall অথবা even his loud dark breathing she listened but heared nothing but then the door flinged open and a big hand reached out and grabbed her hair and pulled her out and lifted her up off the ground. Fear raced around her body as she dangled, his face was always hidden দ্বারা the shadows of the house she really believed he was a shadow at one point. All she could she was his grin so evil and drity like he was mocking her. Viva looked down at his hand and saw that there was scarlet blood smeard on it, shock run to her eyes as she looked back at him.
"I thought that little দুশ্চরিত্রা a lesson on not to speak back to me," He grinned wider. "Do I need to teach আপনি to?" The প্রশ্ন hung in the air, Viva couldn't answer she couldn't believe what he did. A million pictures of what he did ran through her head and scared her to death. He shoke her fiercely. "Answer me!" Viva put her hand up to her scelp because of the pain and let out a weep of pain. He put her legs back on the ground not letting go of her hair and draged her out of her room and down the hall to a big black door with locks on it. He opened the door and throw Viva in and inside were stairs that with down. For a সেকেন্ড she was air born and felt like she could fly and was free but then reality set in and she hit hard on the steps near the middle and rolled down until her back hit the দেওয়াল with a thud. Before she knew it the door was closed and locked tight. She came back to her sense's and got up in pain but she began to সরানো away from the stairs to a small open room and in the middle of the room was an old beat up piano.
The পিয়ানো was the only thing now that brougt happiness to Viva, the soft black and white keys and the way the made her fingers feel and the echo of the room. Viva walked closer to the পিয়ানো and sat down in the আসন and just looked at it, didn't play just looked. She was taking in what she felt at the time and all the time and then set her fingers on the পিয়ানো and began to play...
I try not to let my insecurities
Dictate who I am, and who I want to be.
I gave আপনি all my world, and my words and my soul.
So please try to be kinder, if আপনি are in control.
Because
Time takes, time takes, times takes, time takes many tears away.....
If I had some elegance, some airs অথবা grace,
অথবা if I had buttons made of silver,
অথবা tops made of lace.
I would be that girl আপনি want.
I'd ooze with charm.
And i'd have diamonds on my fingers and আপনি on my arm.
But
Time takes, time takes, times takes, time takes many tears away...
Everybody seems to just turn a blind eye
On the 159 to Brixton, when a blonde girl cries,
And so, I will always be that girl that আপনি never quite kissed,
And I've ribbons on my fingers and cuts on my wrist.
Cos
Time takes, time takes, times takes, time takes many tears away.
If I was ব্রেভ enough i'd get onto my knees,
And I would ask for আপনি to try again
To প্রণয় me please.
Because I have never felt that unconditionally
And learning that takes time but don't give up on me.
Cos
Time takes, time takes, times takes, time takes many tears away.
Time takes, time takes, time take courage!
And time, it takes many tears away.
Black and blue my petals fall on broken glass.
Teach me how to প্রণয় and to forget the past.
Beacuse tiny steps I take each day, but most days I crawl.
Please try to be kind because I often fall.
Because
Time takes, time takes, times takes, time takes many tears away.....
Put then she was stoped দ্বারা the sound of laughing, she looked to her right and saw him. Standing there the same grin on his face as he walked up to her and grabbed her arm and took her away from the piano. "So this is what আপনি do when your down here? Your supposed to be thinking about what you've done!" He pulled harder on her and pushed her away from him and then went and grab a big red jug and went up to the পিয়ানো and poored it on it and then got out a match and throw it on. Viva stood there silent not saying anything and just staired at the flames as they raised. He walked pasted her and said"Now think about what you've done!" Viva didn't say anything just stood as he went up the stairs and closed the down behind him. At that point she told herself that she would fight back this time and he wouldn't control her anymore...but after that things just seemed to get worst...
The third bang and cry made Viva's হৃদয় stop and she waited and look back at the reflection in the mirror stairing back. Her body had taken so much abuse over the years, she always had bruise on her every where and cuts and scars apond her wrist. She was very skinny for her age of 13 and her hair was thin and up to her shoulders and different lengths. She turned to her side and looked into the mirror and started thinking, "Am I skinny enough? Am I fat? Am I good enough...or just useless like he says to me over and over again?" Then there was another bang and no cry after she waiting for another sound but there was silence....Silence scared her আরো then the violent noise's from down the hall because that meaned he was really angry.
She ran to the small dark closet in her room and closed the door and sat and didn't move. She could barely hear foot steps coming down the hall অথবা even his loud dark breathing she listened but heared nothing but then the door flinged open and a big hand reached out and grabbed her hair and pulled her out and lifted her up off the ground. Fear raced around her body as she dangled, his face was always hidden দ্বারা the shadows of the house she really believed he was a shadow at one point. All she could she was his grin so evil and drity like he was mocking her. Viva looked down at his hand and saw that there was scarlet blood smeard on it, shock run to her eyes as she looked back at him.
"I thought that little দুশ্চরিত্রা a lesson on not to speak back to me," He grinned wider. "Do I need to teach আপনি to?" The প্রশ্ন hung in the air, Viva couldn't answer she couldn't believe what he did. A million pictures of what he did ran through her head and scared her to death. He shoke her fiercely. "Answer me!" Viva put her hand up to her scelp because of the pain and let out a weep of pain. He put her legs back on the ground not letting go of her hair and draged her out of her room and down the hall to a big black door with locks on it. He opened the door and throw Viva in and inside were stairs that with down. For a সেকেন্ড she was air born and felt like she could fly and was free but then reality set in and she hit hard on the steps near the middle and rolled down until her back hit the দেওয়াল with a thud. Before she knew it the door was closed and locked tight. She came back to her sense's and got up in pain but she began to সরানো away from the stairs to a small open room and in the middle of the room was an old beat up piano.
The পিয়ানো was the only thing now that brougt happiness to Viva, the soft black and white keys and the way the made her fingers feel and the echo of the room. Viva walked closer to the পিয়ানো and sat down in the আসন and just looked at it, didn't play just looked. She was taking in what she felt at the time and all the time and then set her fingers on the পিয়ানো and began to play...
I try not to let my insecurities
Dictate who I am, and who I want to be.
I gave আপনি all my world, and my words and my soul.
So please try to be kinder, if আপনি are in control.
Because
Time takes, time takes, times takes, time takes many tears away.....
If I had some elegance, some airs অথবা grace,
অথবা if I had buttons made of silver,
অথবা tops made of lace.
I would be that girl আপনি want.
I'd ooze with charm.
And i'd have diamonds on my fingers and আপনি on my arm.
But
Time takes, time takes, times takes, time takes many tears away...
Everybody seems to just turn a blind eye
On the 159 to Brixton, when a blonde girl cries,
And so, I will always be that girl that আপনি never quite kissed,
And I've ribbons on my fingers and cuts on my wrist.
Cos
Time takes, time takes, times takes, time takes many tears away.
If I was ব্রেভ enough i'd get onto my knees,
And I would ask for আপনি to try again
To প্রণয় me please.
Because I have never felt that unconditionally
And learning that takes time but don't give up on me.
Cos
Time takes, time takes, times takes, time takes many tears away.
Time takes, time takes, time take courage!
And time, it takes many tears away.
Black and blue my petals fall on broken glass.
Teach me how to প্রণয় and to forget the past.
Beacuse tiny steps I take each day, but most days I crawl.
Please try to be kind because I often fall.
Because
Time takes, time takes, times takes, time takes many tears away.....
Put then she was stoped দ্বারা the sound of laughing, she looked to her right and saw him. Standing there the same grin on his face as he walked up to her and grabbed her arm and took her away from the piano. "So this is what আপনি do when your down here? Your supposed to be thinking about what you've done!" He pulled harder on her and pushed her away from him and then went and grab a big red jug and went up to the পিয়ানো and poored it on it and then got out a match and throw it on. Viva stood there silent not saying anything and just staired at the flames as they raised. He walked pasted her and said"Now think about what you've done!" Viva didn't say anything just stood as he went up the stairs and closed the down behind him. At that point she told herself that she would fight back this time and he wouldn't control her anymore...but after that things just seemed to get worst...
Shadowing Eternity...
A special place for আপনি and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our প্রণয় lighting the way..
Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..
Our passion flowing in the waves,
My হৃদয় stands still.
Awaiting your pace..
Your প্রণয় is my destiny,
your হৃদয় is like the soul of God..
Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your হৃদয় and in your dreams...
-Beyal
A special place for আপনি and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our প্রণয় lighting the way..
Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..
Our passion flowing in the waves,
My হৃদয় stands still.
Awaiting your pace..
Your প্রণয় is my destiny,
your হৃদয় is like the soul of God..
Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your হৃদয় and in your dreams...
-Beyal
Sandi:
Ribbon broke my heart,
I knew he would.
So what is he going to do?
I'd know if I could...
Gizbin:
SHUT IMBECILES, I'VE HEARD ENOUGH.
Killerpose:
People call me the terror.
People call me the selfish.
People call me the nasty.
People call me the cruel.
People call me the idiot.
People call me the stupid.
People call me the crazy.
People call me the annoying.
People call me the long lasting.
People call me the fishy.
People call me the curious.
People call me the laugh.
People call me the cheesy.
People call me the stubborn.
People call-
Everyone: SHUT IT!!
Ribbon broke my heart,
I knew he would.
So what is he going to do?
I'd know if I could...
Gizbin:
SHUT IMBECILES, I'VE HEARD ENOUGH.
Killerpose:
People call me the terror.
People call me the selfish.
People call me the nasty.
People call me the cruel.
People call me the idiot.
People call me the stupid.
People call me the crazy.
People call me the annoying.
People call me the long lasting.
People call me the fishy.
People call me the curious.
People call me the laugh.
People call me the cheesy.
People call me the stubborn.
People call-
Everyone: SHUT IT!!
I am any little girl behind that glowing computer screen
An anonymous user name, unknown person
New friends, Chatting with no end
Lies that tear people apart
www.’s and .com’s
Logins and log outs
New passwords galore
New games
All online websites
But know is the time for
Turning off, Logging off
Simply leaving the game
One last click of a mouse
One last Tipeity-Tipe of the keypad
One last close
One last IM
One last internet song
One last good-bye অথবা G2G
So unplug into your own virtual world
~AND FIND YOU~
- দ্বারা Ellen Love: Poem Girl
An anonymous user name, unknown person
New friends, Chatting with no end
Lies that tear people apart
www.’s and .com’s
Logins and log outs
New passwords galore
New games
All online websites
But know is the time for
Turning off, Logging off
Simply leaving the game
One last click of a mouse
One last Tipeity-Tipe of the keypad
One last close
One last IM
One last internet song
One last good-bye অথবা G2G
So unplug into your own virtual world
~AND FIND YOU~
- দ্বারা Ellen Love: Poem Girl
Wrath
I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes আপনি feel angry,
And may lead আপনি to do wrongful things.
I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to আপনি until
আপনি realise what just happened.
I am a curse,
For I blind আপনি from the truth,
And make আপনি unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.
I am a curse,
And আপনি do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
আপনি hurting other people,
Even though আপনি don't intentionally do it,
অথবা even if আপনি are blinded দ্বারা the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain আপনি inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.
Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may প্রদর্শনী up in your fiery head.
I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes আপনি feel angry,
And may lead আপনি to do wrongful things.
I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to আপনি until
আপনি realise what just happened.
I am a curse,
For I blind আপনি from the truth,
And make আপনি unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.
I am a curse,
And আপনি do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
আপনি hurting other people,
Even though আপনি don't intentionally do it,
অথবা even if আপনি are blinded দ্বারা the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain আপনি inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.
Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may প্রদর্শনী up in your fiery head.