On the outside, club WISH was any other club. Drunk teens, crazy loud music, lights. But to Sasha, WISH stood out of them all...
Sasha pushed past the heavy metal doors and stared with wide eyes at the swirl of teens above her head. Sasha, don't start flipping out, your okay, just here to get Izzy and be out, She reminded herself and tried to push her way to the stage. being only 13 and a god foot shorter then most the teens around her she shoved past them with way আরো effort then needed. Already she was anorexic and simple things like this were hard, all she anted to do was go curl up in a ball somewhere were nobody could see her. Eventually through all the lights and noise and সঙ্গীত she was terribly lost.
she found a corner in the room but through all her effort she wasn't able to do anything but stay where she had been pushed to. looking behind her, there was a girl. the girl was about 15, with long blonde hair. she wasn't the prettiest of all girls but that was most likely do to her chapped lips and bloodshot eyes. her voice was weak and hoarse.
"Hey kid, what are আপনি doing in my corner?"
Sasha bit her lip nervously,
"Oh, um, i'm sorry ill er out of your way as son as i can." The girl nodded and gave a little half smile at Sasha.
"You look awful skinny girl, are আপনি anorexic?"
"Uh.. no" Sasha lied "i um, have a ur, metabolism issue,"The girl shook her head.
"You shouldn't be doin' that to yourself kid, come sit with me." Sasha wasn't too sure, but there was something different about this girl, something Sasha felt she would come to adore about her. Sasha scuffled over to the girl and sat ক্রুশ legged পরবর্তি to her. now that Sasha could see the girl better she could see in the girls lap. there was a load of drugs. Meth, Cocaine, Crack, Heroine. and she looked back up at the girl. This girl had broken eyes and a crooked face.
"See. kid, i wanted to talk to you, dont end up like me, see" She pointed out the drugs one দ্বারা one, each time Sasha's হৃদয় dropped. "Meth, stared that when i was 12 and my mom died, crack, started that when i was 12 also and my father committed suicide. Cocaine, i did that when my foster parents gave me up. and Heroine, when my best friend was murdered." The girl looked at Sasha "Now look at me, আপনি don't want to end up like me right?" Sasha nodded. she really didn't. "I know about আপনি i can see it in your eyes. You've been doing crack."
Sasha bit her lip. the girl was right. Sasha had started smoking crack when she as 12. 'I'll let আপনি outta this corner mm'kay?" Sasha nodded. "Get out of those damn habits girl. your an absoulutly gorgeous girl, you'd be just skinny enough if আপনি ate some damn খাবার and quit it with the crack. আপনি dot want to end up like the girl in the corner right?" Sasha shook her head
"No..."
The girl smiled. stood up. and shoved some people to the side making way for Sasha to pass.
Dont end up like the girl in the corner... the words rang through Sasha's head. She would never. and she made her way to the stage.
Sasha pushed past the heavy metal doors and stared with wide eyes at the swirl of teens above her head. Sasha, don't start flipping out, your okay, just here to get Izzy and be out, She reminded herself and tried to push her way to the stage. being only 13 and a god foot shorter then most the teens around her she shoved past them with way আরো effort then needed. Already she was anorexic and simple things like this were hard, all she anted to do was go curl up in a ball somewhere were nobody could see her. Eventually through all the lights and noise and সঙ্গীত she was terribly lost.
she found a corner in the room but through all her effort she wasn't able to do anything but stay where she had been pushed to. looking behind her, there was a girl. the girl was about 15, with long blonde hair. she wasn't the prettiest of all girls but that was most likely do to her chapped lips and bloodshot eyes. her voice was weak and hoarse.
"Hey kid, what are আপনি doing in my corner?"
Sasha bit her lip nervously,
"Oh, um, i'm sorry ill er out of your way as son as i can." The girl nodded and gave a little half smile at Sasha.
"You look awful skinny girl, are আপনি anorexic?"
"Uh.. no" Sasha lied "i um, have a ur, metabolism issue,"The girl shook her head.
"You shouldn't be doin' that to yourself kid, come sit with me." Sasha wasn't too sure, but there was something different about this girl, something Sasha felt she would come to adore about her. Sasha scuffled over to the girl and sat ক্রুশ legged পরবর্তি to her. now that Sasha could see the girl better she could see in the girls lap. there was a load of drugs. Meth, Cocaine, Crack, Heroine. and she looked back up at the girl. This girl had broken eyes and a crooked face.
"See. kid, i wanted to talk to you, dont end up like me, see" She pointed out the drugs one দ্বারা one, each time Sasha's হৃদয় dropped. "Meth, stared that when i was 12 and my mom died, crack, started that when i was 12 also and my father committed suicide. Cocaine, i did that when my foster parents gave me up. and Heroine, when my best friend was murdered." The girl looked at Sasha "Now look at me, আপনি don't want to end up like me right?" Sasha nodded. she really didn't. "I know about আপনি i can see it in your eyes. You've been doing crack."
Sasha bit her lip. the girl was right. Sasha had started smoking crack when she as 12. 'I'll let আপনি outta this corner mm'kay?" Sasha nodded. "Get out of those damn habits girl. your an absoulutly gorgeous girl, you'd be just skinny enough if আপনি ate some damn খাবার and quit it with the crack. আপনি dot want to end up like the girl in the corner right?" Sasha shook her head
"No..."
The girl smiled. stood up. and shoved some people to the side making way for Sasha to pass.
Dont end up like the girl in the corner... the words rang through Sasha's head. She would never. and she made her way to the stage.
I am any little girl behind that glowing computer screen
An anonymous user name, unknown person
New friends, Chatting with no end
Lies that tear people apart
www.’s and .com’s
Logins and log outs
New passwords galore
New games
All online websites
But know is the time for
Turning off, Logging off
Simply leaving the game
One last click of a mouse
One last Tipeity-Tipe of the keypad
One last close
One last IM
One last internet song
One last good-bye অথবা G2G
So unplug into your own virtual world
~AND FIND YOU~
- দ্বারা Ellen Love: Poem Girl
An anonymous user name, unknown person
New friends, Chatting with no end
Lies that tear people apart
www.’s and .com’s
Logins and log outs
New passwords galore
New games
All online websites
But know is the time for
Turning off, Logging off
Simply leaving the game
One last click of a mouse
One last Tipeity-Tipe of the keypad
One last close
One last IM
One last internet song
One last good-bye অথবা G2G
So unplug into your own virtual world
~AND FIND YOU~
- দ্বারা Ellen Love: Poem Girl
The song of the sparrow -chapter 2 (part 1)
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Ashia grabbed her bags as she headed to Alfea on Nokia's back. Nokia, as her dragon,was apart of her. If he shed a tear then she sheds a tear. Ashia held on tight.Nokia took flight and landed at Alfea safely. Ashia grabbed her bags and walked to Miss.Faragonda.She talks to Miss.Faragonda and goes to her room 43.
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Part1
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Ashia grabbed her bags as she headed to Alfea on Nokia's back. Nokia, as her dragon,was apart of her. If he shed a tear then she sheds a tear. Ashia held on tight.Nokia took flight and landed at Alfea safely. Ashia grabbed her bags and walked to Miss.Faragonda.She talks to Miss.Faragonda and goes to her room 43.
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Part1
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I smile, after being beaten senslessly দ্বারা people I once loved.
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.
Do আপনি know what this means?
Do আপনি know how it fells?
Who are আপনি to to say these things?
For আপনি don't know there story অথবা life,
আপনি know nothing.
আপনি know no pain,
For আপনি are pain.
আপনি know no hurt.
For আপনি are hurt.
And who are আপনি to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...
Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.
Do আপনি know what this means?
Do আপনি know how it fells?
Who are আপনি to to say these things?
For আপনি don't know there story অথবা life,
আপনি know nothing.
আপনি know no pain,
For আপনি are pain.
আপনি know no hurt.
For আপনি are hurt.
And who are আপনি to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...
Fierce & Love
Poem Girl