i.
a girl’s feet will tangle yours under sheets আপনি just bought for a night like this. the price tag is still glued to the plastic wrapping stuffed underneath the bed. her feet are frigid and feel like frostbite against your legs when আপনি fall asleep, but they’re like mittens roasted over a আগুন when the sun blinks through the curtains.
ii.
a girl’s legs are taut and thick. they’re flexible and enclose আপনি in a straightjacket at 2 am when they knot around your waist and pull আপনি just a little closer. if she’s still sleeping, it’s even better.
iii.
her thighs will make আপনি forget about your calculus homework and your french exam. they will make আপনি forget about your father’s affair অথবা your best friend’s disorders. they will make আপনি forget your name and they will make আপনি forget who আপনি are without them. hold them as tight as আপনি can. i promise, she loves it.
iv.
when আপনি were in fourth grade, they taught আপনি stop, drop, and roll at the sign of a fire. when you’re in her bedroom on the সেকেন্ড floor, her quivering hips will trick-start a similar আগুন in your teeth, and you’re going to want to listen to your fourth grade teacher, but don’t. if আপনি stop, whatever it may be that you’re doing, she might kill you.
v.
so in health class, they’re supposed to teach আপনি that your hands will never fit somewhere like they will on a girl’s waist. it doesn’t matter if it’s wide and soft, অথবা small and hard. your hands will adapt to her waist like the হৃদয় to your blood. they’ll feel as natural as fingers on an instrument.
vi.
sometimes আপনি can see her ribs; sometimes আপনি can’t. they flicker like an old grainy movie under her skin, and they feel like sharp magma in your palms. they’re structure — they protect her. hold her there if আপনি want her to feel like this house isn’t caving in on herself.
vii.
her chest. promise her you’d never want anything আরো অথবা anything less. if আপনি don’t mean it, stop reading, and find someone else.
viii.
taste her collarbone. dip in the crevices and valleys and plant trees at the bottom. root down, cherish the nature, and never ever underestimate a girl’s collarbones. they’re a place to sleep when its -11 outside. write scripts on her collarbone. they are forever.
ix.
if আপনি don’t know blueprints to her neck with your eyes closed from tracing it with your mouth, you’re doing it wrong. learn it. memorize it. আপনি better know her pulse like counting with your dominant hand. চুম্বন it like it’s her mouth. her neck will change over time, yes. but make sure আপনি can change with it.
x.
চুম্বন her before she brushes her teeth. make fun of her morning breath. চুম্বন her after, and make fun of the flavor of her toothpaste. চুম্বন her when she’s angry and throwing the vase your mother bought her, and চুম্বন her when she can’t stand and she bubbles over with tears like hot water. চুম্বন her if she’s laughing and tell her it’s because she makes আপনি happy. চুম্বন her if she won’t stop talking because আপনি want to taste her voice. চুম্বন her when she isn’t talking because আপনি miss it. চুম্বন her in the ঝরনা and চুম্বন her everywhere. if it’s raining, চুম্বন her, and চুম্বন her again when she calls আপনি a cliche. চুম্বন her in public because আপনি want them all to know, and চুম্বন her in private because আপনি don’t need them to either. god, just চুম্বন her on the mouth. nothing else matters. just fucking চুম্বন her
a girl’s feet will tangle yours under sheets আপনি just bought for a night like this. the price tag is still glued to the plastic wrapping stuffed underneath the bed. her feet are frigid and feel like frostbite against your legs when আপনি fall asleep, but they’re like mittens roasted over a আগুন when the sun blinks through the curtains.
ii.
a girl’s legs are taut and thick. they’re flexible and enclose আপনি in a straightjacket at 2 am when they knot around your waist and pull আপনি just a little closer. if she’s still sleeping, it’s even better.
iii.
her thighs will make আপনি forget about your calculus homework and your french exam. they will make আপনি forget about your father’s affair অথবা your best friend’s disorders. they will make আপনি forget your name and they will make আপনি forget who আপনি are without them. hold them as tight as আপনি can. i promise, she loves it.
iv.
when আপনি were in fourth grade, they taught আপনি stop, drop, and roll at the sign of a fire. when you’re in her bedroom on the সেকেন্ড floor, her quivering hips will trick-start a similar আগুন in your teeth, and you’re going to want to listen to your fourth grade teacher, but don’t. if আপনি stop, whatever it may be that you’re doing, she might kill you.
v.
so in health class, they’re supposed to teach আপনি that your hands will never fit somewhere like they will on a girl’s waist. it doesn’t matter if it’s wide and soft, অথবা small and hard. your hands will adapt to her waist like the হৃদয় to your blood. they’ll feel as natural as fingers on an instrument.
vi.
sometimes আপনি can see her ribs; sometimes আপনি can’t. they flicker like an old grainy movie under her skin, and they feel like sharp magma in your palms. they’re structure — they protect her. hold her there if আপনি want her to feel like this house isn’t caving in on herself.
vii.
her chest. promise her you’d never want anything আরো অথবা anything less. if আপনি don’t mean it, stop reading, and find someone else.
viii.
taste her collarbone. dip in the crevices and valleys and plant trees at the bottom. root down, cherish the nature, and never ever underestimate a girl’s collarbones. they’re a place to sleep when its -11 outside. write scripts on her collarbone. they are forever.
ix.
if আপনি don’t know blueprints to her neck with your eyes closed from tracing it with your mouth, you’re doing it wrong. learn it. memorize it. আপনি better know her pulse like counting with your dominant hand. চুম্বন it like it’s her mouth. her neck will change over time, yes. but make sure আপনি can change with it.
x.
চুম্বন her before she brushes her teeth. make fun of her morning breath. চুম্বন her after, and make fun of the flavor of her toothpaste. চুম্বন her when she’s angry and throwing the vase your mother bought her, and চুম্বন her when she can’t stand and she bubbles over with tears like hot water. চুম্বন her if she’s laughing and tell her it’s because she makes আপনি happy. চুম্বন her if she won’t stop talking because আপনি want to taste her voice. চুম্বন her when she isn’t talking because আপনি miss it. চুম্বন her in the ঝরনা and চুম্বন her everywhere. if it’s raining, চুম্বন her, and চুম্বন her again when she calls আপনি a cliche. চুম্বন her in public because আপনি want them all to know, and চুম্বন her in private because আপনি don’t need them to either. god, just চুম্বন her on the mouth. nothing else matters. just fucking চুম্বন her
The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.
At the moment my হৃদয় is in one piece,
It would be broken the মিনিট আপনি leave.
I would die for you,
but would আপনি die for me?
I could never be warmer inside আপনি see..
The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.
So I might walk away..
I heard it might not be the same..
I often wonder what's the truth,
what's a lie and what to do.
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok?
I will continue hope to see what happens this Saturday..
The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.
When a হৃদয় breaks, it wouldn't break even,
I am only just alive! I am barely breathing!
If আপনি are this girl,
I couldn't of asked for someone better than you, Dinu...
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.
At the moment my হৃদয় is in one piece,
It would be broken the মিনিট আপনি leave.
I would die for you,
but would আপনি die for me?
I could never be warmer inside আপনি see..
The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.
So I might walk away..
I heard it might not be the same..
I often wonder what's the truth,
what's a lie and what to do.
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok?
I will continue hope to see what happens this Saturday..
The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.
When a হৃদয় breaks, it wouldn't break even,
I am only just alive! I am barely breathing!
If আপনি are this girl,
I couldn't of asked for someone better than you, Dinu...