1.I'am not as peaceful as I may seem...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad উৎস of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my বন্ধু though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If আপনি knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make আপনি go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make আপনি hate me even more...

Disappear

Can't আপনি feel me? 
Can't আপনি feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't আপনি see the crack in my heart?

And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart

Can't আপনি see me disappear? 
Can't আপনি see my despair?
Can't আপনি see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?

Obviously আপনি don't
Because আপনি let me disappear
আপনি don't প্রণয় me
আপনি don't care
আপনি sat there
 and watched me disappear

Cant আপনি feel me?
Can't আপনি see?

Can't আপনি see I've disappeared? 
Cant আপনি see my crys  of despair?
Can't আপনি see I'd rather die 
then ever have to say goodbye?

Hello? 
Are আপনি there?
Can আপনি help me
Before I disappear? 
Cant আপনি see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
অথবা am I gone?
Cuz আপনি act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?


Can't আপনি feel me? 
Can't আপনি feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't আপনি see the crack in my heart?

Can't আপনি see me?
Don't আপনি care? 

No

Because আপনি let me 

Disappear