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Darkness falls around me, swirling at my feet,
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...

In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real অথবা not, my mind's a ট্যাঙ্গেল্ড knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...

The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from দিন to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...

My broken হৃদয় is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
It’s dusk, that miraculous time of the day
The sun has set on the other side of the bay
Children are shouting, laughing as they play
Birds are hurrying off to where they stay
Pious individuals are bowing down to pray
Labourers seem happy to receive their pay
The Sky looks like a পরাকাষ্ঠা rose bouquet
As if His creation, He has chosen to display
If all is so beautiful, why does it seem grey?

Can someone explain to me the reason why?
Is it because beauty is in the beholder’s eye?
What if the eyes are soggy and not dry?
Does it mean everything that’s seen is a lie?
Do the eyes then simply deceive and defy?...
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posted by SongGirl50701
 Tears...
Tears...
Hall of Fame

by SongGirl (Maria mason)
Hall of Fame:Consequences

    
The দিন Has Come To Seak Light, What DOES SOMEONE Do When They Have No shoulder To Burry In?
"How does a girl come out from a rabbit hole, un changed? The answer: She doesn't."
"It's time to stop pretending and take my হৃদয় in my own hands. Leave your prints on my হৃদয় but I've got nothing to loose." ~Laura Walter

"You can't help to turn back and hope that you'll get another shot but its not. Let the soothing doubts around আপনি get too আপনি is just simply something I can't do. So I am locked up tight in a...
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posted by SongGirl50701
 Wearing Kat's hat
Wearing Kat's hat
Song Girl~ I have been listening to a lot of সঙ্গীত that has been making me understand life but I found a lot of songs that makes me realizes this is similar; BUT OH MY GOD!!! I FUCKING প্রণয় আপনি THREE DAYS GRACE!!!!!!

Songs I প্রণয় দ্বারা Three Days Grace:

get Out Alive
Never Too Late
Riot
Animal I have become
Pain
The Good Life
Break
Let It Die
Operation
Its All Over
over and Over
Time Of Dying
Gone Forever
One-X
Running Away

"Life Starts Now"
তিক্ত Taste
Break
World So Cold
হারিয়ে গেছে In You
The Good Life
No More
Last To Know
Someone Who Cares
Bully
Without You
Goin' Down
Life Starts Now

"Transit Of Venus"
Sign...
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posted by SongGirl50701
 Crazy Girl
Crazy Girl
Crazy Girl

"I don't know what I did to deserve this."
"I just want to curl up and just die in the core of the earth."
"I've never felt so alone. I don't know why they called me all those mean names. I just want to fit in."

Soon there will be laughter instead of the voices.
The new ditches are dug with Satin softly speaking towards us to drag the blade.
Names marked on us like banners, but they don't understand decide to cut আপনি and deny their skill while they tear আপনি apart.
oh, either way would have been the way to awaken from the depths.

So the অ্যাঞ্জেল of me dies with the screams of my blood.
Still...
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~~~ FOR ALL THE PEOPLE IN UNCOMPREHENDABLE PAIN~~~

Black হৃদয় Black Soul

Filthy like Coal

Dark হৃদয় Dark Soul

Not even a Role

Gloomy হৃদয় Gloomy Soul

Left there Broken

On an Abandoned Knoll

Cold হৃদয় Cold Soul

Never a Whole

Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds

Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry

Leaving Scars

I might as well Die

With my Black হৃদয় and Black Soul

Maybe আপনি will come দ্বারা

And Watch me Weep

As I zoom in to a forever Sleep

~~~ Anonymous

"A Note from the Author"

Every 4o সেকেন্ড a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths অথবা easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings আপনি down really does hurt. Most of the time আপনি don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am অথবা even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
 "I wonder if they'd miss me..."
"I wonder if they'd miss me..."
Hearing Damage
CHAPTER 1–Damee’s Past.

December 24th, 2004

I smiled as I saw two faces in the mirror. One of them was mine and the other was of a woman who looked to be in her late twenties with dark brown hair and dark cerulean eyes. She was wearing a dark blue dress with diamond earrings and her face full of light make-up. In the mirror, I thought of her as a princess like in those fairytale stories.
The woman was my mom.
My mom breathed, squeezing my shoulders gently. "You look beautiful sweetie," she said.
"Thanks mom." I smiled a small smile, looking over at her. I was scared of my reflection,...
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Did আপনি know that 160,00 kids stay প্রথমপাতা from school everyday?

Because of Bullying and beginning abused at school...

There
Alone
Afraid
Hurt
Need Help
Crying
Silent
Dieing inside
Slowly killing them selfs...

While আপনি stand there and watch and don't do anything..

Most kids don't tell anyone there being bullied because there scared...

144,000 of the 160,000 are reaching out to us we listen buts theres really nothing we can do..

Because there telling theres storys on youtube..

144,000 of them are trying to reach out to strangers...

When they could tell someone পরবর্তি to them...

Will আপনি just watch as someone slowlly...
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posted by malmcd
Hatred

I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins,
And আপনি know what I am capable of.
For I am a human instinct,
And yet a daemon from the Pit,
And আপনি must beware of me,
For I can kill আপনি in the end.

I am the reason
You hold a grudge against your friend,
For I am the reason আপনি cannot forgive him,
And I am also the reason why আপনি murdered
The man who wronged আপনি in plain sight.

I am the reason
That Jacob and Esau fought so
Badly and yet held a grudge.
I am also the reason why Cain and Abel
Did not get along,
And why Cain murdered Abel,
His own brother.

I am the reason why the Israelites
Made the Golden Calf
While Moses...
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posted by malmcd
Greed

Do আপনি want everything in life?
Do আপনি always want everything?
Anything আপনি can ever imagine?

My friend, I am your worst enemy.
I am the reason আপনি are
So materialistic and so miserable,
For আপনি know that I am
One of the Seven Deadly Sins,
And আপনি know that I will kill you
Eventually,
And it amuses me to see আপনি suffer.

All আপনি want is money
And আরো money,
And আপনি want the newest car,
The newest cell phone,
Expensive watches,
The newest TV,
The newest appliances,
The new iPad,
And the new iPhone.

Money is your god,
And আপনি have forgotten about Him,
The one who has প্রদত্ত আপনি everything,
The one who is the reason...
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posted by malmcd
Sloth

'Do আপনি ever get off the couch, sir?
Do আপনি ever get off the পালঙ্ক and stop watching TV?
Do আপনি ever go for a run?
Do আপনি ever simply walk around অথবা exercise outside?
Do আপনি just play video games all day, sir?
Do আপনি even do any work?
Man, আপনি are lazy! '

I would not be surprised if someone
Said this to you, my friend,
For I am the cause of it all.
I am one of the Deadly Sins,
As আপনি humans call me,
For I am what makes people a lazy bum.

I am a daemon from the pits of hell,
As are all my other brothers,
But I must say,
That I am not a sin,
But rather a human instinct.
And it amuses me to see আপনি sit around...
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posted by malmcd
If tears left scars then the world would know who আপনি truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would প্রদর্শনী them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would প্রদর্শনী them your pain and sadness that আপনি always have tried to keep in
But one দিন আপনি just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because আপনি long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one আপনি want most is breaking আপনি but আপনি still প্রণয় him in the end?

Maybe it's all of those things...
অথবা maybe your just hurt and afraid that আপনি can never fix your self again...

If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in আরো ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that দিন comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...


Fierce & প্রণয়
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
I woke up to Moms voice
"Anneri I need আপনি too go out to the vines today!" Me and Anneri lay on the floor, me against the wall, Anneri pressed into my chest. At Moms call Anneri sat up, her black hair a mess.
"Coming Mommie!" she shouted and quickly ran a brush through her hair, grabbed her hoodie and grabbed her usual sack. I walked with her into the kitchen, Dad was sprawled out sitting in a chair his face on the table. Not surprisingly, another bottle in his hand. Mom handed Anneri a bottle of water and brushed Anneri's hair out of her eye.
"You know which vines to pick right? And which...
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There's a crack in my হৃদয় from,
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.

My হৃদয় has your name written all over it
My হৃদয় beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.

Why.
Why did আপনি leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let আপনি go
Your the only one that can fix my heart

But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...

I can't trusted আপনি
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave আপনি and never look back
But I can't because my হৃদয় can't last much longer

Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but আপনি don't hear
আপনি just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain

How can আপনি be so curl when I gave আপনি everything I had
Your a হৃদয় breaker
আপনি don't get it do you
আপনি broke me
and আপনি hurt me
and আপনি felt nothing...
    Alice could still fell the warm breeze glide across her skin and through her blonde streaked স্ট্রবেরি red hair, making it fly every which way. She remembered looking over at he father with his warm brown eyes and brown hair a shade litter then his eyes. His nose big as every. She would always make fun of him for that nose. She remembered leaning in to give him a warm চুম্বন on the check and saying, “I প্রণয় আপনি dad.” He looked down at her and said,”I প্রণয় আপনি two.” As he turned into the পরবর্তি road, She gasp. He slams on the breaks but it’s to late. They were...
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This is a little song I wrote after I herd that one song :P

(Female Solo)
What won't kill me will make me stronger
I'll try to stand a little taller even thought hurts
Tryin to keep my head up high
When other people beat me down
But I just say

What dosn't kill me makes me stronger
I'll try and stand a little taller
Then I'm lean'n over to help others up
And hold there hand when I'm trying to get braver
Trying to get smarter
Maybe when I'm dead they will understand
But my বন্ধু pull me back up
And we will say together

(Two আরো girls যোগদান in)
What dosnt kill us makes us stronger
Make ourselves a little...
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posted by snootygirl50701
~Magically Gone~
Review
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. প্রথমপাতা that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your অ্যাঞ্জেল wings won't work and আপনি atleast knock down your mother's diary. The প্রণয় twisting story will bring আপনি alive to the real world. Your অ্যাঞ্জেল অথবা প্রজাপতি wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!

This is for ALL আপনি fly fellows! *giggles*

♥ SnOoKiE♥
♪♪♪♪
posted by snootygirl50701
 Rose
Rose
~Magically Gone~
Book 1: Blown Away
Proluage
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Dear Diary,

I never knew I was pregnant. No one would have expected it. Only,I am. Eight months pregnant with a little girl in me. I know she will be great as her owner. For her too live the life she wants to. I believe I might name her Bella অথবা Rocky. I'll just have to wait and see....

Love to my little girl in me,
Vanessa
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Dear Diary,

Its the ninth month. I'm ready. I hope. I'll be right her...
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posted by allicyn123
"Just a waste of time," when the words hit me I didn't expect tue extreme shock even Dana looks back at Izzy with surprised eyes. I cant move, it hurts. Music? A waste of time? I can't even stop my mouth from barely falling open as Izzy stares back at us coldly and almost hisses "What? It's a waste of my time!" I'm sure আপনি wouldn't have ব্যক্ত that a বছর ago I almost blurt out but I know better and just watch Izzy angrily walk away. What about all the times we spent just having a half ঘন্টা a দিন to at around as Izzy lightly played her গিটার and I sat there গান গাওয়া the lyrics. Those ads are...
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SOME WORDS AND THERE MEANINGS

The Golden Race- Golden Race is a race to the Dream Star.

Dream Star- The Dream তারকা is a magical light that can grant any wish অথবা dream all আপনি have to do is touch it.

The হৃদয় Festival- The হৃদয় Festival is the দিন when the pick the three names out of the jar to go into the race.

Unica- A place (country) were the people and creatures are ruled দ্বারা a President. The President desides what আপনি do when আপনি do it and how আপনি do it. There is no freedom.

Hangor- Hangor is the Capital of Unica.

Ulla- Ulla is part of Unica. It is the poorest part and it was boomed because...
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