Am i like Poe?

this spot has all my কবিতা on it...every1 who reads it says I'm dark and the পরবর্তি Poe...
link
but 4 those who don't feel like going there, imma post 1 of my fav. poems i have

Dear Agony
I know আপনি won't let go of me
You're my greatest faceless enemy
Though all আপনি do is hurt me
I guess misery loves company...
And আপনি won't let me leave আপনি lonely....
Though sometimes আপনি speak so soothingly....
I almost don't want আপনি to leave me....
I'll suffer so very slowly....
Because আপনি know just what to say to me.....
To keep me here, knowingly.
Because this is just the way it must be.

I have no choice
Because your voice...
It keeps me here...
So I can not fear.
The most difficult thing...
Is the ring ring in my ear...
Telling me to let go
That I don't belong here...
But I feel instantly drawn
To the bloody dawn.
And, though darkly inspired
I have to desired
A life beyond my own.

But আপনি will hold me till death
And I know I will let you
Because I know I am weak inside,
Though tough outside
A small child hidden
Crying....crying to get out.
Crying to be free
Crying....though something much less then glee
Maybe Greed?
No....I know not of the sin.
I do not want anything
I know is beyond my reach.

Dear Agony
Keep them away from me
Put up a wall
Don't let it fall
Not fall, nor crumble, under them.
Their lies, their hate, their glares...
Keep them away, stay aware.
I know they'll hurt me
That's why I don't want them in.
I won't let them in
And I know আপনি won't either.

So Dear Agony
That's why I won't let আপনি leave me...
Because without you, no one would understand me.
You, and only you, know the real me.
Maybe because আপনি made this way...
অথবা maybe because আপনি stay with me every day...
I honestly don't know
But I know this feeling will grow...
But I don't know what this feeling is.
Maybe I find pleasure in the pain
অথবা maybe because আপনি let me laugh at