“I…I … I cant tell you,” আপনি say softly.
“Yes আপনি can,” she says with a smile as আপনি walk towards home. আপনি sigh then look down at the ground.
“Fine,” আপনি say. “I’ll tell you, but not here, lets go over there!” আপনি say and point towards the woods, আপনি grab her arm and start to quickly walk towards the woods.
“Ahh, প্রদর্শনী down!! What could be so secret that আপনি have to drag me to the woods to tell me,” she says as আপনি get to the woods and she gets away.
“Cause,” আপনি say. “I’ll tell you, but আপনি got to swear that আপনি wont tell, my mom, অথবা anybody, nobody at all!” আপনি almost yell using odd hand gestures.
“Ok! I wont!” she yells.
“Ok, promise?” আপনি ask. She nods… “Ok,” আপনি say then take a breath. “While I was in Detroit, and going out with Marshall something happened, and we ended up having sex,” আপনি say. She looks at আপনি shocked. “Im not done, and I got pregnant,” আপনি say.
“What!” she yells. আপনি sigh and nod. “Your only 13,” she says.
“Well, I’ll be 14 when the baby’s born, and shit happens,” আপনি say looking down at the ground.
“Are আপনি gonna keep it?” she asks as আপনি start to walk out of the woods and back towards home.
“Yeah, I wanna keep it, it’s a part of Marshall and I cant let that go,” আপনি say playing your hand on আপনি stomach. Annie smiles.
“Well, I can help আপনি when the baby is born,” she says. আপনি smile.
“Thanks Annie,” আপনি say and hug her.
“What আপনি gonna name it?” she asks.
“I don’t know yet, I don’t know if its boy অথবা a girl,” আপনি say. “I cant really go to the doctor to find out because I’d have to tell my parents, and if they found out they would flip out and make me get an abortion অথবা something,” আপনি say. “They already had a enough crap dealing with Nick,” আপনি add.
“Probably,” she says. “But you’re gonna have to tell them sometime,” she says.
“Yeah but that can wait,” আপনি say stopping in front of Annie’s house.
“Ok, well good luck with that, and I’ll see আপনি tomorrow,” Annie says.
“Yep,” আপনি say with a smile then walk home. Once প্রথমপাতা আপনি go strait to your room, আপনি lay down on the bed, আপনি grab the picture of Marshall off the টেবিল পরবর্তি to আপনি and stare at it. “We’re gonna have a beautiful baby,” আপনি whisper as if he can hear you.
A few hours later Mya comes running into your room. “Abby!” she yells and jumps on your bed.
“Hey,” আপনি say picking her up.
“Mommy say ডিনার done,” she says cutely.
“Ok, well lets go then,” আপনি say getting of the bed, আপনি pick up Mya and carry her out with you. “This one ব্যক্ত ডিনার was done,” আপনি say and laugh slightly.
“Yeah,” your Father says taking your sister away from you, আপনি go sit down in a chair পরবর্তি to Mya. Your Dad hands আপনি a plate of steak, baked beans and wild rice.
FFW >> About 2 months later…..
You’re three months pregnant now, the throwing up has stopped, and আপনি sort of feel a little better. (Bruce is playing odd music… its like হ্যালোইন crap and its no lol) আপনি still haven’t told your parents that your pregnant, আপনি don’t wanna but you’re going to tonight. You’re going to see if they will let আপনি go to one of them pregnant schools, আপনি know theres one located not to far from your original school.
Its after ডিনার and আপনি just sat আপনি parents down and you’re going to tell them, and watch them freak the fuck out….
“Ok, why are আপনি making us sit here?” your Mom asks. আপনি take a deep breath.
“Well আপনি know how… I uh… yeah, uhh,” আপনি say, আপনি don’t know how to say what আপনি wanna say. “Had sex,” আপনি say quickly, not expecting it to just fly out of your mouth like that. The both look angry for a সেকেন্ড then they just stare at আপনি like they know what you’re going to say.
“Let me guess, you’re pregnant,” আপনি Father says trying to hold back the anger. আপনি nod with a very scared look on your face. He sakes his head.
“Im sorry!” আপনি say starting to cry as your Dad sits there steaming.
“How could আপনি let that happen!” your Dad yells standing up, আপনি back away a bit.
“It just happened!” আপনি cry.
“Let me talk to your Mother in private, আপনি go wait in your room,” your Dad says, আপনি slowly walk upstairs to your room.
MOMS POV>>>
“What are we going to do?” Dane asks আপনি pacing back and forth.
“Well, first we gotta take it easy on her, shes just a kid,” আপনি say.
“Exactly!” he yells. “And shes going to have a child and 14 years old, that’s not right, what are people going to think!” he yells at you. “She should have an abortion,” he adds.
“No, we cant do that, I don’t wanna kill a baby,” আপনি say. He sighs angrily.
“Fine, then she’ll have it and give it up for adoption,” he says.
“Ok fine,” আপনি say. “That’s good, she couldn’t raise this child দ্বারা herself and I don’t wanna do it,” আপনি say…. আপনি head to your daughter room and tell her what আপনি came up with, she don’t agree with it but, too bad for her. আপনি also when over the whole pregnant school thing and আপনি decided to let her go there so she don’t have to be laughed at, at her other school and go though all the bullshit, but after she has the baby she’d go back to regular school. আপনি leave the room angry, Dane and Lily are both angry also but after awhile you’ll all get over it….
BACK TO YOUR POV>> FIRST দিন AT THE PREGNANT SCHOOLNESS…. (LOL)
আপনি walk into the building and walk up to the front desk. The lady smiles at you. “Hi, my name is Lily, uh yeah,” আপনি say আপনি have no idea what to do অথবা where to go, the school is very small, and apparently theres only one classroom, the other rooms are helping আপনি though teen pregnancy.
“Ok, go down this hall, room 8,” she says pointing down the hall with a smile. আপনি walk down the hall, and look in the door window, there’s a bunch of girls sitting there watching the teacher, আপনি feel very nervous. আপনি knock on the door, everyone stops and looks, the teacher motions আপনি in.
“Hello, আপনি must be Lily,” the teacher says. আপনি nod, she miles. “Have a আসন right there,” she says pointing to a আসন in the সেকেন্ড row দ্বারা the window.
“Thanks,” আপনি say quietly. Its obvious that you’re the youngest there, but the other girls don’t seem to mind, a black girl পরবর্তি to আপনি turns to আপনি and smiles. “Uhh hello?” আপনি ask as she stares at you. “Can I help আপনি with something?” আপনি ask annoyed with her.
“We should be friends,” she says with a smile.
“Im Natalie,” she says. “But আপনি can call me Nat,” she says.
“Ok, Hi, Im Lily,” আপনি say.
“So some loser knocked আপনি up too huh?” she asks, আপনি give her a dirty look. “Oh… still with him?” she asks. আপনি sigh sort of mad.
“No, we had to সরানো so yeah, he lives in Detroit,” আপনি say.
“Oh a bad nigga huh?” she asks.
“No. He’s white, and uh… hes not ‘bad’,” আপনি say like what the fuck is with this chick.
“Oh, ok I get ya girl,” she says. আপনি stare at her, she is a very weird girl, but in a strange way আপনি sort of like her, and maybe আপনি two can help each other out. “So how old are you?” she asks.
“13 almost 14,” আপনি say.
“Dang girl,” she says.
“How old are you?” আপনি ask as if you’re getting back at her in a way.
“16,” she says.
“Oh,” আপনি say then look back at the teacher who just keep blabbing, আপনি and Nat don’t even pay attention the whole time, আপনি just talk…. আপনি exchange numbers with Nat before….
Class is over and your outside of the school hanging with Nat… “So who your baby Daddy?” she asks.
“Uh, Marshall,” আপনি say.
“He sexy?” she asks.
“…………uhh…… sure?” আপনি say.
“Oh so he ugly then?” she asks.
“No,” আপনি say.
“Ok so he sexy,” she says as আপনি walk down the street.
“Yeah,” আপনি say. She shakes her head.
“You need to loosen up,” she says.
“I am loose…I mean… yeah…. আপনি know what I mean, loose sounds bad,” আপনি say then laugh, Nat laughs too….
“I know…. See now আপনি been cool,” she says.
“I just never had someone ask me so many questions,” আপনি laugh.
“Wait till আপনি apply for a job,” she says.
“Great,” আপনি say….
“So আপনি live near by?” she asks.
“Yeah over there,” আপনি say pointing to your neighborhood.
“Same,” she says.
“Sweet,” আপনি say with a smile. As আপনি to walk home, Annie catches up with you.
“Hey, Lily!” she says. “Missed আপনি at school,” she says.
“Yeah,” আপনি say.
“Who’s this?” Annie asks pointing to Nat.
“Im Natalie,” she say. “Call me Nat,” she add.
“K, Nat,” Annie says. “Cool, আপনি know its Friday, we all should see a movie অথবা something,” Annie suggests.
“Sure, Im in,” আপনি say. “You in Nat?” আপনি ask.
“Yeah, I gotta get money first, hold up,” she says.
“Nice house,” আপনি say as আপনি watch her walk into the house.\
“Thanks!” she yells back…. She comes back a few মিনিট later, আপনি and Annie drop of your things then আপনি go see a movie…..
আপনি arrive at the theater…. “What we seein?” Nat asks.
“Oh! Friday the 13th!” আপনি say.
“If they let us in,” Annie adds in.
“I got a cousin who works here, he’ll let us in,” Nat says, আপনি walk in the theater….
“Hey Nat, what up?” the guy who আপনি assume is Nat’s cousin asks.
“Hey Denaun, we need tickets,” Nat says.
“For what?” Denaun asks.
“Friday the 13th nigga,” she says.
“Ok, wheres my money?” he says like hes jokin.
“Nigga, where’s my discount?” Nat asks.
“Fine, nigga,” he says.
“Here,” she says handing him 10,” he gives her 3 tickets, আপনি buy popcorn, pop, and ক্যান্ডি চকোলেট then go into the movie….
“Damn, Nat আপনি cousin is fine,” Annie says.
“He too old for you, he has a girlfriend anyway,” Nat says as আপনি sit in the back row.
“Damn,” she says and grabs some popcorn. আপনি laugh at her. আপনি start to think that being back isn’t so bad, but আপনি still miss Marshall, but you’re having a good time and আপনি like it. Once the movie starts the theater goes silent…. Which was sort of surprising considering the fact that all the people in the theater are stupid teens, and usually they never shut the fuck up…. But that all stopped once the ‘scary’ parts started…
“Yes আপনি can,” she says with a smile as আপনি walk towards home. আপনি sigh then look down at the ground.
“Fine,” আপনি say. “I’ll tell you, but not here, lets go over there!” আপনি say and point towards the woods, আপনি grab her arm and start to quickly walk towards the woods.
“Ahh, প্রদর্শনী down!! What could be so secret that আপনি have to drag me to the woods to tell me,” she says as আপনি get to the woods and she gets away.
“Cause,” আপনি say. “I’ll tell you, but আপনি got to swear that আপনি wont tell, my mom, অথবা anybody, nobody at all!” আপনি almost yell using odd hand gestures.
“Ok! I wont!” she yells.
“Ok, promise?” আপনি ask. She nods… “Ok,” আপনি say then take a breath. “While I was in Detroit, and going out with Marshall something happened, and we ended up having sex,” আপনি say. She looks at আপনি shocked. “Im not done, and I got pregnant,” আপনি say.
“What!” she yells. আপনি sigh and nod. “Your only 13,” she says.
“Well, I’ll be 14 when the baby’s born, and shit happens,” আপনি say looking down at the ground.
“Are আপনি gonna keep it?” she asks as আপনি start to walk out of the woods and back towards home.
“Yeah, I wanna keep it, it’s a part of Marshall and I cant let that go,” আপনি say playing your hand on আপনি stomach. Annie smiles.
“Well, I can help আপনি when the baby is born,” she says. আপনি smile.
“Thanks Annie,” আপনি say and hug her.
“What আপনি gonna name it?” she asks.
“I don’t know yet, I don’t know if its boy অথবা a girl,” আপনি say. “I cant really go to the doctor to find out because I’d have to tell my parents, and if they found out they would flip out and make me get an abortion অথবা something,” আপনি say. “They already had a enough crap dealing with Nick,” আপনি add.
“Probably,” she says. “But you’re gonna have to tell them sometime,” she says.
“Yeah but that can wait,” আপনি say stopping in front of Annie’s house.
“Ok, well good luck with that, and I’ll see আপনি tomorrow,” Annie says.
“Yep,” আপনি say with a smile then walk home. Once প্রথমপাতা আপনি go strait to your room, আপনি lay down on the bed, আপনি grab the picture of Marshall off the টেবিল পরবর্তি to আপনি and stare at it. “We’re gonna have a beautiful baby,” আপনি whisper as if he can hear you.
A few hours later Mya comes running into your room. “Abby!” she yells and jumps on your bed.
“Hey,” আপনি say picking her up.
“Mommy say ডিনার done,” she says cutely.
“Ok, well lets go then,” আপনি say getting of the bed, আপনি pick up Mya and carry her out with you. “This one ব্যক্ত ডিনার was done,” আপনি say and laugh slightly.
“Yeah,” your Father says taking your sister away from you, আপনি go sit down in a chair পরবর্তি to Mya. Your Dad hands আপনি a plate of steak, baked beans and wild rice.
FFW >> About 2 months later…..
You’re three months pregnant now, the throwing up has stopped, and আপনি sort of feel a little better. (Bruce is playing odd music… its like হ্যালোইন crap and its no lol) আপনি still haven’t told your parents that your pregnant, আপনি don’t wanna but you’re going to tonight. You’re going to see if they will let আপনি go to one of them pregnant schools, আপনি know theres one located not to far from your original school.
Its after ডিনার and আপনি just sat আপনি parents down and you’re going to tell them, and watch them freak the fuck out….
“Ok, why are আপনি making us sit here?” your Mom asks. আপনি take a deep breath.
“Well আপনি know how… I uh… yeah, uhh,” আপনি say, আপনি don’t know how to say what আপনি wanna say. “Had sex,” আপনি say quickly, not expecting it to just fly out of your mouth like that. The both look angry for a সেকেন্ড then they just stare at আপনি like they know what you’re going to say.
“Let me guess, you’re pregnant,” আপনি Father says trying to hold back the anger. আপনি nod with a very scared look on your face. He sakes his head.
“Im sorry!” আপনি say starting to cry as your Dad sits there steaming.
“How could আপনি let that happen!” your Dad yells standing up, আপনি back away a bit.
“It just happened!” আপনি cry.
“Let me talk to your Mother in private, আপনি go wait in your room,” your Dad says, আপনি slowly walk upstairs to your room.
MOMS POV>>>
“What are we going to do?” Dane asks আপনি pacing back and forth.
“Well, first we gotta take it easy on her, shes just a kid,” আপনি say.
“Exactly!” he yells. “And shes going to have a child and 14 years old, that’s not right, what are people going to think!” he yells at you. “She should have an abortion,” he adds.
“No, we cant do that, I don’t wanna kill a baby,” আপনি say. He sighs angrily.
“Fine, then she’ll have it and give it up for adoption,” he says.
“Ok fine,” আপনি say. “That’s good, she couldn’t raise this child দ্বারা herself and I don’t wanna do it,” আপনি say…. আপনি head to your daughter room and tell her what আপনি came up with, she don’t agree with it but, too bad for her. আপনি also when over the whole pregnant school thing and আপনি decided to let her go there so she don’t have to be laughed at, at her other school and go though all the bullshit, but after she has the baby she’d go back to regular school. আপনি leave the room angry, Dane and Lily are both angry also but after awhile you’ll all get over it….
BACK TO YOUR POV>> FIRST দিন AT THE PREGNANT SCHOOLNESS…. (LOL)
আপনি walk into the building and walk up to the front desk. The lady smiles at you. “Hi, my name is Lily, uh yeah,” আপনি say আপনি have no idea what to do অথবা where to go, the school is very small, and apparently theres only one classroom, the other rooms are helping আপনি though teen pregnancy.
“Ok, go down this hall, room 8,” she says pointing down the hall with a smile. আপনি walk down the hall, and look in the door window, there’s a bunch of girls sitting there watching the teacher, আপনি feel very nervous. আপনি knock on the door, everyone stops and looks, the teacher motions আপনি in.
“Hello, আপনি must be Lily,” the teacher says. আপনি nod, she miles. “Have a আসন right there,” she says pointing to a আসন in the সেকেন্ড row দ্বারা the window.
“Thanks,” আপনি say quietly. Its obvious that you’re the youngest there, but the other girls don’t seem to mind, a black girl পরবর্তি to আপনি turns to আপনি and smiles. “Uhh hello?” আপনি ask as she stares at you. “Can I help আপনি with something?” আপনি ask annoyed with her.
“We should be friends,” she says with a smile.
“Im Natalie,” she says. “But আপনি can call me Nat,” she says.
“Ok, Hi, Im Lily,” আপনি say.
“So some loser knocked আপনি up too huh?” she asks, আপনি give her a dirty look. “Oh… still with him?” she asks. আপনি sigh sort of mad.
“No, we had to সরানো so yeah, he lives in Detroit,” আপনি say.
“Oh a bad nigga huh?” she asks.
“No. He’s white, and uh… hes not ‘bad’,” আপনি say like what the fuck is with this chick.
“Oh, ok I get ya girl,” she says. আপনি stare at her, she is a very weird girl, but in a strange way আপনি sort of like her, and maybe আপনি two can help each other out. “So how old are you?” she asks.
“13 almost 14,” আপনি say.
“Dang girl,” she says.
“How old are you?” আপনি ask as if you’re getting back at her in a way.
“16,” she says.
“Oh,” আপনি say then look back at the teacher who just keep blabbing, আপনি and Nat don’t even pay attention the whole time, আপনি just talk…. আপনি exchange numbers with Nat before….
Class is over and your outside of the school hanging with Nat… “So who your baby Daddy?” she asks.
“Uh, Marshall,” আপনি say.
“He sexy?” she asks.
“…………uhh…… sure?” আপনি say.
“Oh so he ugly then?” she asks.
“No,” আপনি say.
“Ok so he sexy,” she says as আপনি walk down the street.
“Yeah,” আপনি say. She shakes her head.
“You need to loosen up,” she says.
“I am loose…I mean… yeah…. আপনি know what I mean, loose sounds bad,” আপনি say then laugh, Nat laughs too….
“I know…. See now আপনি been cool,” she says.
“I just never had someone ask me so many questions,” আপনি laugh.
“Wait till আপনি apply for a job,” she says.
“Great,” আপনি say….
“So আপনি live near by?” she asks.
“Yeah over there,” আপনি say pointing to your neighborhood.
“Same,” she says.
“Sweet,” আপনি say with a smile. As আপনি to walk home, Annie catches up with you.
“Hey, Lily!” she says. “Missed আপনি at school,” she says.
“Yeah,” আপনি say.
“Who’s this?” Annie asks pointing to Nat.
“Im Natalie,” she say. “Call me Nat,” she add.
“K, Nat,” Annie says. “Cool, আপনি know its Friday, we all should see a movie অথবা something,” Annie suggests.
“Sure, Im in,” আপনি say. “You in Nat?” আপনি ask.
“Yeah, I gotta get money first, hold up,” she says.
“Nice house,” আপনি say as আপনি watch her walk into the house.\
“Thanks!” she yells back…. She comes back a few মিনিট later, আপনি and Annie drop of your things then আপনি go see a movie…..
আপনি arrive at the theater…. “What we seein?” Nat asks.
“Oh! Friday the 13th!” আপনি say.
“If they let us in,” Annie adds in.
“I got a cousin who works here, he’ll let us in,” Nat says, আপনি walk in the theater….
“Hey Nat, what up?” the guy who আপনি assume is Nat’s cousin asks.
“Hey Denaun, we need tickets,” Nat says.
“For what?” Denaun asks.
“Friday the 13th nigga,” she says.
“Ok, wheres my money?” he says like hes jokin.
“Nigga, where’s my discount?” Nat asks.
“Fine, nigga,” he says.
“Here,” she says handing him 10,” he gives her 3 tickets, আপনি buy popcorn, pop, and ক্যান্ডি চকোলেট then go into the movie….
“Damn, Nat আপনি cousin is fine,” Annie says.
“He too old for you, he has a girlfriend anyway,” Nat says as আপনি sit in the back row.
“Damn,” she says and grabs some popcorn. আপনি laugh at her. আপনি start to think that being back isn’t so bad, but আপনি still miss Marshall, but you’re having a good time and আপনি like it. Once the movie starts the theater goes silent…. Which was sort of surprising considering the fact that all the people in the theater are stupid teens, and usually they never shut the fuck up…. But that all stopped once the ‘scary’ parts started…