Pushing me
আপনি as good as well killed me
Nowhere left for me
আপনি were my last thread of faith

Desperate I will fall
I hear my name আপনি call
As I fall into ecstasy

I have been foresaken
My trust has been taken
আপনি expect a সেকেন্ড chance
Well return my dignity

Desperate I will fall
I hear my name আপনি call
As I fall into ecstasy

This has brought me to my knees
I begin to plead
Before আপনি could say a word
I ended if for this world

Desperate I will fall
I hear my name আপনি call
As I fall into ecstasy

Your regret is
Overwhelming
No one left is
Understanding

Desperate আপনি will fall
Only my name আপনি call
As আপনি fall right past ecstasy

*guitar solo*

Desperate I will fall
I hear my name আপনি call
As I fall into ecstasy
Fall into ecstasy
Nothing but ecstasy
And ecstasy welcomes me!

Thank আপনি if আপনি read this all. Please মতামত with suggestions!!! I'm working on গিটার notes but I'm আরো of a rock singer so help is welcome!

Okay i see many people here trying so hard to be "emo". WTH!! No there is no such thing as a "Emo kid". এমো স্টাইল means:is a style of rock সঙ্গীত typically characterized দ্বারা melodic musicianship and expressive. The Real definition for a "Emo Kid" Is "Scene." This is the style the "Emo Kids" Follow after But will call it "Emo" Because there "Emo." All আপনি have to do is be yourself.And if your "Emo" already cool for আপনি stay that way, don't change for anyone :) And if your not and "Emo" stay the way আপনি are. আপনি don't have to be "Emo", just be yourself!! :) Well I Must go...talk to all of আপনি later :)

So sue us we are emos,
but আপনি bitches do not know.
That we are as sharp as broken glass,
we'll kick your stupid ass.

আপনি say that we are bores,
at least we're not all whores.
আপনি girls have no brains,
we know who's going to win this game.

Its going to be us cos we're the best,
we're better than the rest.
We are the এমো স্টাইল girls...
and we're gonna crush your cheerleading world!!!!!!!!!!

Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!

I wont stop cos I wanna die.
To this world I will say bye-bye.
I'm lying on my bedroom floor.
I don't want to live anymore.
I want my life to come to an end.
My family hates me and I hate them.
My only বন্ধু are emos too.
If আপনি don't like it then fuck you.
I never learn anything at school.
I hate the kids that are cool.
If আপনি don't like emos don't talk to me.
If I wanna be an এমো স্টাইল that's what I'll be.
I self-harm and like doing art.
I like tearing other people's work apart.
I've never been in an actual fight.
I don't like the দিন but I like the night.
I wanna be my own boss when I grow up.
I've promised myself I'll never fall in love.
I'll only be happy when I succeed.
When I succed in making everyone's wrists bleed.
I wanna die দ্বারা a sharp blade knife.
I wanna put an end to my life.

I was walking to school one day.When i saw Jesse,Jim,Adam,Zane.They were talking about me.Then Jim run over to me and walk me to class.Then after school i walked প্রথমপাতা alone.Then the পরবর্তি দিন Jim walked me to school.Then Jim got in a fight with the another boys.I tried to stop the fight.But Jim ব্যক্ত Addie don't.I ব্যক্ত ok.After the fight i took Jim to my house.I cleaned Jim's wounds.Then i took Jim to the hopital.When i got there it was to late Jim was dead.I cried hard on Adam.Adam ব্যক্ত Addie i know how much আপনি miss jim.

Whatever আপনি want to call this, I don't care



Every emotion is running through me
My problems go on
Guys
School
Feelings
Parents
It all makes me depressed

These scars don't go away
There are always new ones
What can i do?
I cry
I get emotional
I cut
I tell friends

Nothing helps
All of it is like waves, drowning me
Until no breath is left
অথবা like a person choking me
Still the breath leaves my হৃদয়
My throat
My body

Drowning in thoughts
Lies and love
It's all part of my suffering

The metal that hits my wrist makes me tingle
It's my get away
And yet it's my enemy
It releases the pain that lives inside of me

To all the Emos out there....

Two slits on my wrists
To hide.
Two slits on my wrists
Whose blood subsides.
Leaving two scars on my wrists
Forever left behind.

Blood paints my skin,
As I cut away my sins,
Of hate and depression.

I feel pain for once,
That won't last long,
Because I sing my song,
Of death and pain,
With joy because I gain,
Peace...

I feel no love.
I feel no joy.
Only feelings of
The pull to destroy,
What is left of my soul,
Which is as dark as coal,
And end my life forever.

I toy with the minds,
Of people who find,
That I am not the same,
As I used to be.

And as I explain,
The tragedy,
That led to my change,
They recognize my life,
As unworthy.

So forever I sit,
Alone in this world,
Cutting away,
To my death,
Cutting away,
To my last breath.

Dear Obi,
It has been forever since i seen আপনি last. When will আপনি come home?
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Dear Lorrain,
I wish i could tell আপনি how i feel.
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Dear Obi,
why dont আপনি answer me back?
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Dear Lorrain,
Its hard to explain, i dont think i can make আপনি understand.
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Dear Obi,
why what is it আপনি want to say?
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Dear Lorrain,
I know we were বন্ধু but i think i প্রণয় you.
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PS: Its about a boy who loves his best friend but she doesnt প্রণয় him back. I know its kind of an awkward thing but its just a beginning and i would like to know what আপনি think.

Still I প্রদর্শনী No Pain
© Sarah
I don’t scream
I don’t প্রদর্শনী no fear
I প্রদর্শনী hate

My face was burning
I wanted to die
Pleasure themselves
But torture me
I don’t cry

Not giving them the satisfaction
Smacked around
Beat down
Still I প্রদর্শনী now pain

Harder and Harder
Still I প্রদর্শনী no pain

Cursing
Still I প্রদর্শনী no pain

Inside me
Still I প্রদর্শনী no pain

About 2 hours
Felt like a life time
Everything they hoped for they didn’t get

Until I got home
I cried my eyes out

In the shower
I cried my eyes out

On my bed
I cried my eyes out

Best বন্ধু shoulder
I cried my eyes out

When ever I think about it
I cry my eyes out

When someone touches me
I feel it again
Until I’m aware that its someone I love
And I grow comfortable again


Source: Still I প্রদর্শনী No Pain, Rape Poems link

I know it's cheesy, but i have no other way to put it
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আপনি see me cry,
আপনি see me bleed,
আপনি see my hurt,
so why wont আপনি talk to me?

আপনি see me look at আপনি when আপনি walk by,
when you're not looking, i sit and cry.

How does it feel,
when the one আপনি love,
thinks you're a freak?

You're the person,
that makes me smile,
but also make me sad,
and when আপনি smile,
at that other girl,
why does it hurt so bad?

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Tell me, are আপনি in প্রণয় with someone who thinks you're weird? Tell me..... Please, because when he walks দ্বারা me, I feel like my world is falling apart because he doesnt even like me back :'(

(The Ones I love) My Family


I remember when we first met
And I remember আপনি smiling
Can it be true?
That one day
আপনি would be my everything

I remember growing up
I remember the laughter that we shared
And remember আপনি taught me
to seize the moment
and one দিন I will prove to আপনি and me

Can't be right
All m life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When আপনি leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
Stay together forever
But I know that one day
You'll have to leave me all the same

I wonder if আপনি know
How much I প্রণয় you
And beleive that every word is true
You've watched me grow up strong
And I know it might seem wrong
But you've earned your rest
So rest your head and dream for me

Can't be right
All my life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When আপনি leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
stay together forever
But I know that one দিন
You'll leavev me all the same

I only just started cutting and I haven't told anyone about it yet.....I don't want people thinking I'm doin it for attention I'm doing it because of stuff that happened with my mum and dad...I'm also doing it because this boy that I like that did like me has apparently been using me and he's been breaking me হৃদয় দ্বারা saying he loves me but then he went to my best friend...this one guy has made me cry so much and now I'm doing this to my self I don't want to do it but I cant help it. I just don't want people thinking that I'm doing this for attention I don't even want to tell anyone but I don't just want to keep it inside me I need to tell my best friend but I don't want to hurt her because she does cut as well and it really hurt me when she told me she cut and know I do it 😞😢

I Remember
© Jennifer
I remember the way it felt
when আপনি where on শীর্ষ of me
It was like আপনি controlled me
Your forced yourself in
So I gave up & let আপনি win

I remember the way আপনি looked at me
when I ব্যক্ত NO
It was like আপনি wanted to প্রদর্শনী আপনি were in control
আপনি pushed harder
and I tried to say no again
আপনি covered my mouth
so I gave up & let আপনি win.

I remember the sounds আপনি made.
It was like আপনি enjoyed it too much to care.
there were other people there
I should of yelled for them
But I was too ashamed; too afraid
they wouldn't believe me
অথবা say it was my fault
I remember everything আপনি did
But don't worry your secrets safe
I'm still afraid.
Nobody will believe me
So I give up and I guess আপনি win.

Sanctuary


Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the প্রণয় I was denied

I've tried to find sanctuary in myself

Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise অথবা will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me

This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?

I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself

Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise অথবা will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me

Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?

Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise অথবা will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me