A/N: Takes place during the ‘Chuck/Blair at the bar’ scene in 1.13, “A Thin Line between Chuck and Nate.” Please review! They are my love!

Blair’s POV

I don’t want আপনি anymore, he had ব্যক্ত to me.

His words hurt me আরো than Nate’s. আরো than anybody else’s. I sat there trying to gather all the information in my head.

Then, I realized no one wanted me অথবা wanted to help me anymore. Not even Serena, who was supposed to be my best friend. অথবা Nate, whom I’ve loved for years. And now, Chuck, the person I had হারিয়ে গেছে my virtue to, had rejected me as well.

I slowly got off the bar মল and headed towards the door. I turned back to look at him one last time. He was taking a sip of his scotch. Goodbye, I mouthed, I প্রণয় you. And with that, I opened the door and walked out.

The cold wind hit my body and I shuddered. Tears were falling down my cheek and I was sobbing like hell. Why had I mouthed that I loved him? Why? I couldn’t have possibly loved him after the things he ব্যক্ত to me. And he couldn’t possibly প্রণয় me after what I did with Nate. But still, I loved him. I loved Chuck Bass. But why? Because he gave me excruciating pleasure every time we had sex? No. But he did give her pleasure each time they did it though. Was it because of his natural musk? No, not that either. Then what? What made her প্রণয় Chuck so much? আরো than Nate even? Even though that was pretty much impossible.

I was too deep in thought to realize I was walking in the middle of the street. Suddenly, I was brought back to reality when I heard tires screeching. I turned around to look at what had made the noise. It was too late. I saw headlights right in front of me. Before I could run to the sidewalk, I hit the windshield and landed on the blacktop.