Im not sure how it happend...but it did.Oh....I'm sorry my name is Amanda.Im in Griffindor and im 16 years old.And last night I did something baaaad.Ok so let me start from the beggining.
3 days earlier....
"Hey guys."I ব্যক্ত to my বন্ধু Harry,Hermione and Ron."Hey."They said.As we walked through the hall Malfoy stopped us."Potter."He ব্যক্ত smirking.Athough I never really like Malfoy I had to admit he was rather good looking."He looked at me."Harvly."I rolled my eyes."What do আপনি want Malfoy?"He looked at me."Many things at the moment."I glared at him."Stay away from her Malfoy."Harry sneared.Malfoy just cocked an eyebrow."What dose she have to do with anything?"He walked past us pushing Harry.
The পরবর্তি দিন I noticed Malfoys gaze following me.I would turn to look at him and he would look away.You see once upone a 4th and almost 5th year.Me and Draco..were together.I loved him and I thought he loved..me.
Flash back 4th বছর
Draco toke my hand and pushed me around the corner."I...need to talk to you."I looked at him confused."About what?"He looked at his feet."I like..you...alot."I looked at him confused."You always act like আপনি hate me though."He looked at me."I know..its for my rep আপনি know.But recently..Iv noticed that every time im near আপনি I feel out of place,disturbed,so emotional and phisically hurt আরো than I could with any other person..and I know that nothing like this would happen to me.....unless I was in প্রণয় with you."I looked at him shocked I didnt know what to say.My hart was beating faster.He looked me dead in the eye."Amanda..will আপনি go out with me?"I didnt know what was happining but I felt myself nodding.He leanded in slowly and kissed me.I was happy then..for a বছর and a half.Thats when IT happend.
a বছর and a half later.
I was going to go see Draco.He ব্যক্ত he was busy studying and I havent seen him alot.I went up to his room.I was about to knock when I herd a giggle."Draco stop..hehehe...that tickles."I could feel my হৃদয় breaking.I opened the door to see a girl in her underwear with Draco on শীর্ষ of her.He looked at with his eyes wide."Amanda wait!"I just stared at him."Sorry for interupting."I started to walk away.Draco ran out the room and grabed my hand."Amanda wait!""NO!Im done waiting for you!""What did yopu expect amanda!I have needs!""FINE DEAL WITH YOUR NEEDS BECAUSE I DONT CARE ANYMORE!"Dracos look softend."Look I প্রণয় you-""No!No আপনি dont প্রণয় me because if আপনি did আপনি wouldnt be in this situation right now.And আপনি wanna know something I knew আপনি didnt প্রণয় me.I KNEW আপনি DIDNT!""Im sorry OK IN FREAKIN SORRY!""HOW ABOUT MAKING IT SO আপনি HAVE NOTHING TO SAY SORRY FOR!Your not sorry Draco.Your sorry আপনি got caught."Draco was speechless at first."YOU KNOW WHAT FINE YOUR RIGHT I DONT প্রণয় আপনি I THOUGHT আপনি WERE HOT!UNFORTUNATLY I COULDNT GET IN YOUR PANTS BUT GUESS WHAT THERE ARE OTHER মাছ IN THE SEA!"I stormed out of the room tears in my eyes.Why couldnt I see it before...
Last night.
Tonight was the night of the holloween dance.I was sitting পরবর্তি to hermione drinking আগুন wisky.She wasnt but I could tell she wanted to.Ron was at the dance with Lavander."Hermione lets dance!She smiled and we went up danceing.I was gettin vary tipsy now.I was walking back to the common room when a pair of arms wraped around my waist.It was Draco.I could tell he was as drunk as I was.Because of this I couldnt really get away.....
This morning
I woke up naked পরবর্তি to a sleeping Draco.My eyes widend in horror as I grabed my clothes and put them on I left as soon as posabile without waking him.
Now
So thats what happend.Its now 4:34pm and I have not seen Draco all দিন thankfully.I was in my room when a note came to me দ্বারা owl.I opend it.
Dear Amanda
I need to talk to আপনি about last night.Please meet me in the great hall in 20 minutes.
Draco Malfoy
I decided I should talk this over with him.Tell him it was a mistake.20 মিনিট went দ্বারা quickly.I went down to see Draco waiting there.
"Hey."He said."Hey,Listen We were drunk it didnt mean anything lets just সরানো past it."He looked at me like I was crazy."Didnt mean anything!What do আপনি mean!?"I was confused."Um..We were DRUNK!"Draco stared at me in disbelife."Why wont আপনি প্রণয় me?"I looked at him now আরো mad and confused than ever."I loved you..I still do."He said.I growled."Bullshit. আপনি don't know what প্রণয় is. You've gotten everything আপনি have always wanted and now you're feeling sorry for yourself because there's something আপনি want and আপনি can't have it. But আপনি had it! I gave আপনি love. But আপনি asked me to leave and I left.""I never asked আপনি to leave!""Yes আপনি did!By cheating on me!""I never had sex with thoughs girls they gave me head thats all!""SO!Its the same thing!""Hey, know one thing - I never screwed around on you.""Oh, well, let's just give the boy a medal! I didn't realise it was such a sacrifice.""WILL আপনি JUST LISTEN!"NO I WILL NOT LISTEN IM DONE LITENING!"" I thought we had something kind of special. Draco said."No, it was kind of sleazy. And now... it's kind of over. And its been over for almost a বছর now! How could আপনি do this to me?"Draco waved his hands in the air."Because I'm in প্রণয় with you!" "Ha! What kind of an excuse is that?"He walked over to me and grabed mywrists."Listen Amanda I প্রণয় you.I প্রণয় YOU!And I dont care if আপনি dont প্রণয় me back because I will wait.I wait for আপনি to reilize how stupid আপনি are for letting me go.And then I ll make আপনি feel smart agin cuz I didnt go anywhere.I reilized my stupid mistake.Now reilize yours.The one your making right now bynotgiving me a সেকেন্ড chance.""Draco..its not a সেকেন্ড chance when you've had a million of them.""Listen..I just want to tell you, I'm the one who was supposed to take care of everything. I'm the one who was supposed to make everything okay for everybody. It just didn't work out like that. And I left. I left you. আপনি never did anything wrong. I used to try to forget about you. I used to try to pretend that আপনি didn't exist, but I can't. You're my girl. You're my love. And now, I'm a broken down piece of meat... and I'm alone. And I deserve to be all alone. I just don't want আপনি to hate me.""I dont hate আপনি Draco...""I প্রণয় আপনি Amanda Harvly.And I will wait for you.Oh..and about last night.I didnt think it was a mistake."He let go of my hand and walked away.I stode there.My hand now cold without his.And it hit me.I wasnt letting go.I ran after Draco.To start over and put what was with me in the past.I would never forget what he did.But I can fogive him for it.....I have to say last night was not a mistake.
THE END....
3 days earlier....
"Hey guys."I ব্যক্ত to my বন্ধু Harry,Hermione and Ron."Hey."They said.As we walked through the hall Malfoy stopped us."Potter."He ব্যক্ত smirking.Athough I never really like Malfoy I had to admit he was rather good looking."He looked at me."Harvly."I rolled my eyes."What do আপনি want Malfoy?"He looked at me."Many things at the moment."I glared at him."Stay away from her Malfoy."Harry sneared.Malfoy just cocked an eyebrow."What dose she have to do with anything?"He walked past us pushing Harry.
The পরবর্তি দিন I noticed Malfoys gaze following me.I would turn to look at him and he would look away.You see once upone a 4th and almost 5th year.Me and Draco..were together.I loved him and I thought he loved..me.
Flash back 4th বছর
Draco toke my hand and pushed me around the corner."I...need to talk to you."I looked at him confused."About what?"He looked at his feet."I like..you...alot."I looked at him confused."You always act like আপনি hate me though."He looked at me."I know..its for my rep আপনি know.But recently..Iv noticed that every time im near আপনি I feel out of place,disturbed,so emotional and phisically hurt আরো than I could with any other person..and I know that nothing like this would happen to me.....unless I was in প্রণয় with you."I looked at him shocked I didnt know what to say.My hart was beating faster.He looked me dead in the eye."Amanda..will আপনি go out with me?"I didnt know what was happining but I felt myself nodding.He leanded in slowly and kissed me.I was happy then..for a বছর and a half.Thats when IT happend.
a বছর and a half later.
I was going to go see Draco.He ব্যক্ত he was busy studying and I havent seen him alot.I went up to his room.I was about to knock when I herd a giggle."Draco stop..hehehe...that tickles."I could feel my হৃদয় breaking.I opened the door to see a girl in her underwear with Draco on শীর্ষ of her.He looked at with his eyes wide."Amanda wait!"I just stared at him."Sorry for interupting."I started to walk away.Draco ran out the room and grabed my hand."Amanda wait!""NO!Im done waiting for you!""What did yopu expect amanda!I have needs!""FINE DEAL WITH YOUR NEEDS BECAUSE I DONT CARE ANYMORE!"Dracos look softend."Look I প্রণয় you-""No!No আপনি dont প্রণয় me because if আপনি did আপনি wouldnt be in this situation right now.And আপনি wanna know something I knew আপনি didnt প্রণয় me.I KNEW আপনি DIDNT!""Im sorry OK IN FREAKIN SORRY!""HOW ABOUT MAKING IT SO আপনি HAVE NOTHING TO SAY SORRY FOR!Your not sorry Draco.Your sorry আপনি got caught."Draco was speechless at first."YOU KNOW WHAT FINE YOUR RIGHT I DONT প্রণয় আপনি I THOUGHT আপনি WERE HOT!UNFORTUNATLY I COULDNT GET IN YOUR PANTS BUT GUESS WHAT THERE ARE OTHER মাছ IN THE SEA!"I stormed out of the room tears in my eyes.Why couldnt I see it before...
Last night.
Tonight was the night of the holloween dance.I was sitting পরবর্তি to hermione drinking আগুন wisky.She wasnt but I could tell she wanted to.Ron was at the dance with Lavander."Hermione lets dance!She smiled and we went up danceing.I was gettin vary tipsy now.I was walking back to the common room when a pair of arms wraped around my waist.It was Draco.I could tell he was as drunk as I was.Because of this I couldnt really get away.....
This morning
I woke up naked পরবর্তি to a sleeping Draco.My eyes widend in horror as I grabed my clothes and put them on I left as soon as posabile without waking him.
Now
So thats what happend.Its now 4:34pm and I have not seen Draco all দিন thankfully.I was in my room when a note came to me দ্বারা owl.I opend it.
Dear Amanda
I need to talk to আপনি about last night.Please meet me in the great hall in 20 minutes.
Draco Malfoy
I decided I should talk this over with him.Tell him it was a mistake.20 মিনিট went দ্বারা quickly.I went down to see Draco waiting there.
"Hey."He said."Hey,Listen We were drunk it didnt mean anything lets just সরানো past it."He looked at me like I was crazy."Didnt mean anything!What do আপনি mean!?"I was confused."Um..We were DRUNK!"Draco stared at me in disbelife."Why wont আপনি প্রণয় me?"I looked at him now আরো mad and confused than ever."I loved you..I still do."He said.I growled."Bullshit. আপনি don't know what প্রণয় is. You've gotten everything আপনি have always wanted and now you're feeling sorry for yourself because there's something আপনি want and আপনি can't have it. But আপনি had it! I gave আপনি love. But আপনি asked me to leave and I left.""I never asked আপনি to leave!""Yes আপনি did!By cheating on me!""I never had sex with thoughs girls they gave me head thats all!""SO!Its the same thing!""Hey, know one thing - I never screwed around on you.""Oh, well, let's just give the boy a medal! I didn't realise it was such a sacrifice.""WILL আপনি JUST LISTEN!"NO I WILL NOT LISTEN IM DONE LITENING!"" I thought we had something kind of special. Draco said."No, it was kind of sleazy. And now... it's kind of over. And its been over for almost a বছর now! How could আপনি do this to me?"Draco waved his hands in the air."Because I'm in প্রণয় with you!" "Ha! What kind of an excuse is that?"He walked over to me and grabed mywrists."Listen Amanda I প্রণয় you.I প্রণয় YOU!And I dont care if আপনি dont প্রণয় me back because I will wait.I wait for আপনি to reilize how stupid আপনি are for letting me go.And then I ll make আপনি feel smart agin cuz I didnt go anywhere.I reilized my stupid mistake.Now reilize yours.The one your making right now bynotgiving me a সেকেন্ড chance.""Draco..its not a সেকেন্ড chance when you've had a million of them.""Listen..I just want to tell you, I'm the one who was supposed to take care of everything. I'm the one who was supposed to make everything okay for everybody. It just didn't work out like that. And I left. I left you. আপনি never did anything wrong. I used to try to forget about you. I used to try to pretend that আপনি didn't exist, but I can't. You're my girl. You're my love. And now, I'm a broken down piece of meat... and I'm alone. And I deserve to be all alone. I just don't want আপনি to hate me.""I dont hate আপনি Draco...""I প্রণয় আপনি Amanda Harvly.And I will wait for you.Oh..and about last night.I didnt think it was a mistake."He let go of my hand and walked away.I stode there.My hand now cold without his.And it hit me.I wasnt letting go.I ran after Draco.To start over and put what was with me in the past.I would never forget what he did.But I can fogive him for it.....I have to say last night was not a mistake.
THE END....